She Believed She Could So She Did Novels & Stories

Halos mahigit niya ang pag hinga nang daanan niya ang silid ng kanyang ina, paano na nga lamang bangpalusot ang gagawin niya kapag nagkataon? Malapit na, Faith... just keep going... Just keep going... Tahimik na pagkanta niya sa sariling isipan habang maingat na pilit binilisan ang pag lakad. Sandali pa siyang napa ngisi nang sa wakas ay marating niya ang pintoan na kanyang sadya, walang pagdadalawang isip niyang kinatok iyon. And just when she was about to hit her third knock, someone behind her speaks.

Pero hindi sapat iyon upang hindi niya ako pakinggan at basta-basta na lang ako lalayasan. All I thought iba siya sa lahat hindi pa rin pala. Kay dali niyang nalinlang sa nakita niya.Hindi niya man lang inalam ang totoo.She really believed that I can do that to her,na lokohin siya at sumiping sa iba.

83 Nanginginig na ang buo kong katawan. Kung hindi ako nakatali, baka kanina pa ako bumagsak. This place nullifies power. Hindi makakagamit ng kahit na anong kapangyarihan dito, but mine is different. Nothing could nullify it. Ang problema, kung nasa akin sana iyon at malaya kong magagamit, makakaalis ako dito. Why didn't she trusted her power to me? Am I not that deserving? Am I really weak?

“Take your time, okay?" Hinatid siya ng tingin ni King. Nang nilingon siya ni Nenita, he gave her a thumbs up and smile widely mouthing ‘you can do it.’ Yes, she can do it because she is brave and strong like her mother. Umupo siya sa unang upuan upang pakalmahin ang sarili. Bawat tibok ng kanyang puso ay pasakit nang pasakit. Kinukumbinsi niya ang sarili kung kaya niya na bang makita sa loob ng kabaong ang ina.

She can’t change everyone’s perception of her, but she’s hoping that some would. Don’t let other’s view of you affect you? That saying does not work on Heather. Lalong-lalo na kung pagkatao niya ang hinuhusgahan. She wanted to slap her change to the faces of the people who belittle her and her abilities. Magugulat na lang sila sa pagbabago niya.

Hindi maganda itong nararamdaman ko. I love her that's why I trust her. At hangga't wala akong nakikitang patunay na niloloko niya ako, hindi ako maniniwala sa mga naiisip ko at sa mga sinasabi ng ibang tao. They said, to see is to believe, then I want to see it for myself for me to believe that she's seeing someone behind my back aside from Makky, as she always said every time she leaves.

She heaved a sigh and planted a small kiss on her daughter’s forehead. This would work, she convinced herself. She needs to make this work. Maingat siyang bumangon sa kama. She headed to the bathroom, stripped her clothes and turned the shower on—secretly wishing that the water would once again wash away her doubts and fears.

" sabay ngiti nito na tila nang-aasar. Gusto na talaga niyang manampal sa mga oras na iyon at naiirita na siya sa kausap. Hindi na rin niya matantiya kung kaya pa ba niyang magtimpi ngunit kailangan. She believes in the saying ‘Queen don’t compete with hoes’.

Ako dapat 'yan! "Fuck," I cussed myself and then gritted my teeth. My stares darkened and I glared at the pole and for sure, if it has just the brain just like ours, it was already laughing and enjoying the fucking moment. I was astounded when she suddenly hung herself on the pole, her hands were already on the stage but her legs were still hugging the fucking pole! It was a move that I couldn't fucking even imagine that she could do but damn! She already made it, showing us her unique talent. I know to myself that it was so hard and if she was just let me, I would fucking get her out of that stage and would give her an advice that showing too much would be my damn death!

So, it was useless to explain at all because nobody among them believed her. From that day on, she totally lost hope... again. Napangiti na lang siya sa mga ito. At least she tried her best to tell them what she had been through. Iyon nga lang ay joke lang ang tingin nila rito. Akala pa man din niya ay makakalaya na siya sa mga kamay ng lalaki. But she was wrong.