Tainted Love Novels & Stories

"I'm sorry, Hon...I'm so sorry..." "Ilang sorry pa ba ang marinig ko mula sayo Nate? Ganito na lang ba tayo lagi? I'm tired. Pagod na pagod na ako, Nate. Hindi ko na alam kung anong gagawin ko? Diba sabi ko sayo, love cannot live when there's no trust? Anong nangyari Nate? Kailan ka magtitiwala sa akin? Darating pa ba ang araw na magtitiwala ka sa akin?"

I couldn't deny the fact that I also missed him, everything about him. Whenever we're sharing this passionate and steamy situation ay nakakalimutan ko ang takot at lahat ng pag-aalala ko. I'm being blind to see our dead end. His kiss makes me forget this moral sin we're doing. His touch is making me to stop thinking of the people who'll get hurt once they'll find out our illicit relationship. His love for me is the the sweetest sin I'd love to hold on to everlastingly. Stupidity is just an understatement of our feeling's conditions but what can we do? Our hearts always telling us to treasure every moment that we have.

I don't want just anyone to hold Parang nanigas ang mga paa ko dahil sa hindi ako makapaniwala sa aking nakikita, pakiramdam ko tuloy hinaharana ako ni Jacob. I don't want my love to go to waste Hindi ko rin inaasahan ang kaniyang mga matang ay derektang tatama sa aking mga mata. His golden irresistible eyes are directly staring at me right now. I want you and your beautiful soul Ramdam ko ang pamumula ng magkabilang pisngi ko, ngunit hindi ko iyon alintana, sapagkat hindi ko na rin maalis at hindi ko na rin mapigilan ang mga mata ko na hindi tumitig pabalik sa kaniya.

Pinunasan ko ang luha sa pisngi niya at hinalikan sya sa labi. "Come on, ipasok mo na!" Sabi ko sabay sulyap sa alaga nya. "Baby!" Mahinang saway nya sa akin pero tumawa lang ako sabay pakit ng daliri sa kanya. "I meant the ring Tart. Wag kang dirty minded dyan." I saw him blushed. He pulled me closer to him for a hug. "I love you Tart! I love you My Ysabelle! I love you Baby! I love you wife!"

Tumango at ngumiti siya rito. “Tara na, Love. Ate Celestina, sumunod ka na rin. May hinandang meryenda si mama.” Si Katarina. “Sige, susunod ako,” rinig niyang sabat ng kaibigan. Samantalang siya ay napayuko na lang at dumaan sa harapan ni Vicente na alam niyang hanggang ngayon ay nakatitig pa rin sa kaniya at tila ba naguguluhan ang hitsura.

Hindi nagsalita ang lalaki at tulala lang ito. “I love you, Vincent. We need to be strong for Synesthea, okay?” “Mom, I don't hate her. I'm just jealous but I don't hate her. I love her to the point that I don't care if it hurts me, gusto kong angkinin lahat ng sakit na nararamdaman niya. Kahit idoble pa ang sakit na ibibigay sa akin, h'wag lang niyang maramdaman. Makita ko lang siyang laging masaya, gagawin ko. Anong gagawin ko kapag nawala siya sakin, Mom? Hindi ko kaya. I want to be with her. If something happen to her, I will follow her.”

At hindi ko rin ipagkakaila na gusto ko rin siya. My love will always be nefarious. But.. exclusively, for her. For my Asheia Dian Travosco-Xenia.

What if you’re actually missing out on real love by believing these silly lies we take to heart because they’re in pretty script or powerful language or bright colors? But I guess, real love is messy. It’s hard. It’s difficult. It’s complicated. It’s heavy. It’s not being asked to change who you are for someone. It’s not asking someone to change him/herself for you. It’s not easy. But it’s still beautiful. Aquilino made me feel that. I wish and I pray that we could stay like in this lifetime. "Is this your love confession, Ramona? I wasn't ready for this..." Inangat niya ang mukha ko para magkaharap kami. Nangungusap ang kaniyang mga mata. Nakakahalina.

"Then judge me all you want Flix for I do prefer being tainted ang madumihan ng paulit-ulit ay sadyang nagbibigay ng kakaibang ligaya sa akin but it was before. Love change everything yet I won't let myself fall again for I know I won't be love the way I Iike and expect it to be. Because happy endings are only for women that worth to fight for and I am not one right? Tanggap ko na iyon Flix that's why I choose to let go of lust and love they are both dangerous for me." Dangerous for it only scream the same man. Alam na alam kong iisa lamang ang may kayang magbigay sa akin ng mga emosyon na kahit ako mismo ay hindi makapaniwalang kaya kong maramdaman. Hindi ko man makita ang reaksyon nito mu

Dama niya kung gaano kalalim ang pagmamahal nito sa kanya. “Vanessa, you are one historic tattoo artist. You penetrated not just my skin but you pierced through my heart and my soul. Para kang tinta na hindi mabura-bura sa isipan at puso ko. You left an indelible mark in my whole being na kahit gaano ko i*****k sa sarili ko na galit ako sa’yo noong mga panahong iyon, but I couldn’t. I just couldn’t.” Suminghot itong muli at lumanghap ng hangin. “Until, it became impossible for me to breathe without you. I love you, Van, at ipinapangako ko na mamahalin kita nang habangbuhay.”