The Day He Became Ruthless Romane & Geschichten

“I’m just trying to be nice.” Pero hindi naman siya mukhang mabait. Hindi naman sa nagiging mapanghusga ako, pero ‘yong awra kasi niya, hindi ganoon. Based on how he stare at me, it feels like he’s ruthless—a ruthless and dangerous man. Kahit ngayon ko pa lang siya nakita, at nakilala, pakiramdam ko talaga ay tama ang hinala ko. Never naman akong nagkamali kung tutuusin, eh.

Bigla namang pumasok sa isipan ako ang alaalang ayoko nang balikan kaya napapikit ako at napahawak sa d****b kong dahil sa kirot. "Yong asawa ko sa papel ang dahilan kaya ako namatay. Uncle ayoko na ng gulo, alang-alang sa anak ko. Kung ang pagpapalit ng katauhan ang solusyon para makamit ko ito ay gagawin ko."

Itinapon nito ang hawak na baraha sa lamesa bago siya nilingon at nagtanong. “Does your sister have a bad heart?” Tanong nito kaya tumango siya. Ang lalaking ito ay kilala na ‘cold and ruthless’ pero laking gulat niya ang sunod nitong sinabi, “it’s inspiring to come to me and ask for my help for your sister.” Hindi niya tuloy maiwasang mapakunot ang noo

ang pumatay ng tao. Napatay ko ang babaeng katulong. Isang araw nang ipilit niya ang sarili sa'kin. I f*ck her, hard, merciless, and brutal. Then I found her lifeless body the next morning, with a lot of bruise and bloods.

He’s a well trained man, arrogant, bossy, man of few words and most of all – drop dead gorgeous. He beats, he kills, he has no mercy, ruthless and powerful, handling legal and illegal businesses all around the country including clubs with strippers. He had tasted countless women in their own executive clubs and made them dance on his fingertips. When he says, naked, he means naked with legs parted widely. Walang inosente sa kanya at wala ring takas kapag nakursunadahan niya. He’s dark but his darkness is so damn appealing, addicting and intoxicating – intriguing.

And I was so selfish, so foolish, that I refused to give it to him. Sa wakas, tumulo na ang aking mga luha, umagos ng tuluyan sa pisngi ko as I let out a shaky breath. I had so many regrets. Too many. And the weight of them pressed down on my soul like an unbearable burden. Alam ko kung sino siya. He is Demetri Sylvestre, the feared mafia boss. Ruthless. Merciless. A monster. Pumapatay siya nang walang pag-aalinlangan. Winawasak niya ang sinumang humadlang sa kanyang landas. And for the longest time, I believed that was all he was.

He grabs it and plays it in an ungentle manner. Hindi ko mapigilan mapadaing dahil paraan ng pagmasahe nito sa dibdib ko. Walang ingat at brutal. Iba ang ginawad na mga halik nito. Sobrang mabalasik at madahas dahilan upang tuluyan kong pinakawala ang luha na kanina pa nagbabantang umalpas. Hindi ko na mahagilap si Seniorito Aries ang lalaking iniibig ko ang lumitaw sa aking harapan ay isang katauhan na hindi ko kilala. He became aggressive and savage.

At saka ito lumabas ng kwarto. Bastien Morel is a fucking devil. A tyrant. Alam niyang mahirap ang mission na ito, pero hindi niya inasahan na ang pinaka-challenging part ay ang mismong CEO. Kaya naman niyang maging isang badass bitch kapag kailangan, pero may kung anong sa lalaki ito na nagpapalabas ng kahinaan sa kanya.

“I-I’m sorry… hindi na pala dapat kita tinanong pa…” Umiling siya at hinawakan ang kamay ko saka pinagsalikop ang mga daliri namin. Tila ba dito siya kumukuha ng lakas para makayanan ang lahat. “It’s okay,” mahina niyang saad. “I want you to understand me. Why did I became like this… why I became ruthless.” Hindi ko napigilan ang sarili ko. Lumapit ako at kusa na lang niyakap siya nang mahigpit.

Gusto ko lang ipadama sa kanya na handa na akong marinig sa mga paliwanag nya. "When you left me I became heartless. I became ruthless. I don't care about others anymore. I just care about myself and how I could find you again." "Many people hated me. My employees were scared of me. Konting pagkakamali lang ng mga empleyado ko binubulyawan ko na sila and worst I'm terminating them without hearing their sides." "I lost you and in the process I don't know that I am losing myself too. I don't know who I am anymore. I became greedy of power. I became dangerous, a threat to anyone, not only to my enemy but also to my loved ones."