This Is My Desire To Honour You นิยาย & เรื่องราว

“Harold will do the rest. Position Liam where he cannot help but watch. Desire ruins even the strongest.” The words hit me hard. Desire destroys. Is that really what they thought of me? That my flaw wasn’t staying quiet or obedient, but the wanting I couldn’t hide whenever Mira was close? They weren’t wrong. I felt the truth burning in my chest, but shame made it sting.

~Kiva I stare down at the folded piece of paper on my vanity, narrowing my eyes suspiciously. How exactly this got here, I don’t even want to know. I suspect I know who wrote it, as I carefully pick it up, laying it flat to examine the hurried print. I need to see you, Kiva. I’ve been a terrible disappointment to you. The last thing I desire is to kill you, or to hurt you. I need you to trust me.

I said, knowing well I have to do this to ask her forgiveness and for my family to not live in the same guilt for rest. “You will?” Revu asked with hope. “Yes! I will return only with her.” I replied and walked into my room to pack after Uncle nodded when I glanced at him for permission. “Where are you right now, Neville?” I asked out loud getting inside the family jeep and started in one direction hoping to find her soon. *Neville Pov* “These are so delicious and sweet.” I said, grinning at the stall owner and got inside my mouth another small puri with some stuff inside it.

Pausing, I stood straight and turned to her, offering her my hand, praying she would take it. “Yesterday, today and tomorrow, you will remain as my deepest, darkest, desire.” Whispering wholeheartedly, I expressed what my tongue couldn’t. I liberated the words I chained long ago. They finally reached the person they made for. “I don’t understand. Why?” She asked sadly, turning to me. I was waiting for her hand to collide with mine. She almost brought her hand closer to touch mine but delicately crushed my heart by stopping it in the air. “I am not worthy of it.”

"I cannot let you do this!" "You have no say!" I yelled back, "you have no say, haven't you realized, though I love you to death, with every morsel of my being but I cannot put up with this anymore. I cannot be delusional anymore, I have seen that it pays me nothing to sit and keep believing that you may want me, that there may be something in you that slightly desires me because there isn't. You don't want me, you do not love me, you do not desire me, not even slightly."

I want more moments with her. I want to admire and appreciate her valour even when she does not think herself brave. I want to make her feel desired each time I make love to her on every day that is chanced to rise. I want to remind her constantly of how she's beautiful, lovely and enchanting even though she lacks no knowledge of this verity. I wish not to leave her.

It takes courage to face and overcome powerful emotions. Remember your promise to me, you said that you love how humble and smart I am and you love how open and respectful I am as well too so why are you stressing me and making life difficult for me? Hear my humble cry, and grant my request for me please my lady does not fail me, grant me my heart desires which are to hear my intention release my guards oh goddess of our time for I have endured for some hours.

“I need you as my lawyer. I don’t want you to think this is fleeting. This—my desire for you—can wait.” “Thank you for understanding,” I said.

I said, a little hurt. "I don't want you to leave either," he said, his voice softening. "But for me to respect you as an equal, I have to know that you are choosing me every day because you want to, not because you have nowhere else to go. I don't want to be another version of your father, controlling your life under the guise of 'knowing what’s best' for you."

Desire like never before is clouding my mind. I want this man. I need this man. Forever! All of him. Forever!