When The Love Is Gone Novels & Stories

wika ni dad habang papalapit sa akin. “Tsk, I don’t care kung makakasama ko siya. I don’t love her anymore and I don’t know why my feelings is gone tsk.” bulong ko naman sa aking sarili. All I need now is Lota. I want her and I want her to love me back even if she likes it or not, and I will kill whoever blocks me. Because she is mine only mine.

Ayaw niyang layuan siya ni Ranier dahil do’n. Hindi niya na alam kung desperada siya sa atensyon ng lalaki o martyr lang talaga. Hindi niya sinusubukan na itali ito sa kanya kaya hindi niya matatawag ang sarili na desperada. Pwede niya pang iwagayway ang bandera ng mga martyr dahil kumakapit siya kahit wala siyang pag-asa. “They said love is pure, patient and kind. But why am I hurting? Wala naman iyon sa definition ng love.”

Tanong pa siya nang tanong kung hindi ba maasim pero iyong ekspresyon niya halata naman naaasiman siya sa kinakain ko. Pagkatapos kong kainin iyong isa, nanghingi ulit ako pero hindi na ako binigyan pa ni Marco. Tumambay na lamang kami sa ilalim ng puno ng mangga. Hapon na. Naging makulay na ang kalangitan kaya hindi ko mapigilang alisin ang paningin ko roon. They say, sunset proves that there is always beauty in goodbye. But what if we just parted ways, without formally bidding goodbye to each other? Will still there be beauty ahead of us?

Gano'n pa man ay ang hirap pa ring itapon at kalimutan. Paano? Paano ba ako makaka-move on? Gusto kong salungatin ang lyrics ng kanta na inaawit ni Eros at mapailing-iling. Only know you love her when you let her go. Sa tingin ko ay mali iyon, base sa mismong karanasan ko. Alam kong mahal ko si Mikey bago pa man ako umalis. He didn't let me go. Kundi ako mismo ang nagkusa na iwanan ito.

" She's gone... Out of my life.. I was wrong.. I'm to blame.. I was so untrue.. I can't live without her love... In my life.. there's just an empty space.. All my dreams are lost.. I'm wasting away.. For give me.. Girl... Lady....Won't you save me.. My heart's belong to you... Lady,Can you forgive me.. For all I've done to you.. Lady, oh lady.. Ipinikit ko pa ang aking mga mata habang pa tuloy sa pag kanta.. She's gone.. Out of my life.. oh she's gone.. I find it so hard to go on.. I really miss that girl my love.. Come back.. Into my arms i'm so alone.. I'm begging you.. I'm down on my knees... Forgive me girl.... For all I've done to you...." Hanggang sa matapos ko ang kanta at narinig kon

i wave my hands goodbye. Pumasok na ako sa bahay at napatigil sa pag-akyat ng hagdan ng marinig ko ang nagtatalo sa dinning room. “ Baliw ka ba? I'm losing everything I built and now you're leaving me. Winnie, h'wag mo naman itong gawin sa akin. I've waited you for so long Winnie. I love you, I want you to stay by my side. ” it's Vans voice, he's frustrated.

"I want you to come back and carry me home Away from these long lonely nights I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too? Does the feeling seem oh so right? And what would you say, if I called on you now Saying that I can't hold on There's no easy way, it gets harder each day Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you I know you were right, believing for so long I'm all out of love, what am I without you? I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong" Tumayo na siya at napapahagulgol siya sa gitna ng kaniyang pagkanta.

Masakit pero kailangan kong tiisin. I loved you every minute, every second I loved you everywhere and any moment Always and forever was just for a moment 'cause I was not the one I don't know how I loved you 'til the last of snow disappeared Missed you on the rainy days of the year Never knew of pain like this but I've got to know Thought I loved you so, why did you go?

__________ Have all the love gone, that now you look at me like a stranger? Your smile is not the same as the one I used to claim; who stole it away from me? I thought I'm still your own but now it seemed I'm wrong; the day I feared here comes, pushing away my arms — from holding you. Was this the change of all that I suffered? my hopes, have they all gone the day I found you with someone? What a sad love story,

I love you, goodbye I hope someday you can Find some way to understand I'm only doing this for you I don't really wanna go But deep in my heart, I know This is the kindest thing to do You need someone Who'll be the one that I could never be Who'll give you something better Than the love you'll find with me Oh, I could say that I'll be all you need But that would be a crime I know I'd only hurt you, I know I'd only make you cry I'm not the one you're needing I love you goodbye Leaving someone when you love someone is the hardest thing to do When you love someone as much as I love you Oh, I don't wanna leave you Baby, it tears me up inside But I'll never be the one you're needing I love you go