Why Am I So Ugly Novels & Stories

Nagkatinginan sila ni Greg. “You think she killed my Dad?” Seryosong tanong niya rito at lumabi si Greg saka umiling. “I don’t think so but… you have to study it very well, bossing. Tandaan mo rin na ang hitsura ay nakakapanlinlang. Not all beautiful people are really beautiful inside, sometimes the ones which are ugly are the ones with pure heart.” It’s fucking true. Kahit sa mundo na ginagalawan niya sa mundo ng negosyo ay karamihan ng tao maganda pero kapag tumatalikod na siya ay tuso pala.

"K-kalokohan... Aquilino, don’t tell me I am beautiful if all the girls you see are as beautiful as me. What I want is for you to see me beautifully different from them and that’s why you chose me. Don’t put too much effort into doing things you do just because you feel like you need to do it. "Beauty is a feeling discovered and realized alone. Don’t make me feel beautiful because if you do that, I’ll feel ugly when you’re not around. I’ll feel devastated when you leave. If you do that, my idea of me being beautiful will depend on you and I don’t want that to happen." I added.

Nanatili akong nakatitig sa sarili ko at pinagpalit palit ang tingin ko sa salamin at sa kasama kong maid. "Is this me?" I asked, pointing myself in the mirror. She was wearing a white dress below the knee, paired with two plain white sandals. No jewerly, but on her face, it has light makeup. Such a beautiful, I never thought of myself that I will be looking so beautiful with makeup! All I thought is I was ugly, 'cause that's what my fake friends told me, so are my parents.

Putol ng babae. Napatango na lamang si Seven habang sinisipat ang mukha ng babae. Masyado lang malaki ang bukol sa mukha ng babae na tumabon na sa isang mata nito. Pero kung titingnan ang isang mata ng babae ay mayroon itong makapal at mahahabang pilikmata. Maamo rin ang mata ng babae at makikita ang kainosentehan dito. May kakapalan ang kilay ng babae at ang ilong nito ay kalahati lang din ang nakikita dahil sa bukol. Ang tanging malinaw sa detalye ng mukha ng babae ay ang mapula at may kanipisan nitong mga labi. Sunod na bumaba ang tingin niya sa katawan ng babae. Balingkinitan naman ang katawan nito at kahit maitim ito ay makikitang makinis ang balat nito. Napalunok pa siya at nag-iwas ng

I don’t want to see that because it will only break me. "Nakakainis ka! Bitawan mo nga ako! Hindi ko 'to gusto. Ayaw ko ng surprise-surprise. Nakaka-high blood ang mga sorpresa at nakakawalang gana ang mga ito!" I smile and rub her back gently. Kumalma ang takbo ng paghinga niya at natahimik siya. "I thought…" her voice weakens. "I'm so ugly…" she continued, head down on her feet.

" Are you out of your mind!" " Maybe, now if you don't want this skewers to stab you. Apologize to this lady." " Bitch, why would I? Sinira nya ang araw ko and she's just a fat ugly duckling who doesn't even deserve to exist like you!" Sigaw nya " Even more reason for me to deform your face Hezekiah hawakan mo nga." Utos ko Tignan nalang natin kung saan aabot yang ugali mo kapag ginawa ko to.

Am I ugly na ba? “There’s nothing wrong with being pangit,” napatingin ako sa nagsalita at nakita ko si Chase na naglalakad palapit sa amin. “And mommy is not that fat either. It’s because you’re stressing her out and always taking care of you that she has no time to exercise and look after herself. And do you think Mom is ugly?” Nakaupo na si Chase sa sahig katabi ang mga kapatid habang nakatingin pa rin ako sa kanya. “No!!! Mom is the prettiest!” sabay sabay na sabi ng aking mga anak, pinakamalakas ang boses ni Chastity. Ngiting ngiti naman si Chase ng tumingin sa akin.

"I'm telling you Naya, stop it while I can still control myself," Nangunot ang noo niya kahit sa panaginip ay magkasalubong parin ang kilay nito, she pout at bumangon siya na tila ikinagulat nito. ", I'm your wife,so I'm yours you can do anything you want Lexus..at walang pumipigil sayo,why you always holding back? Because I'm not beautiful l-like your ex girlfriend,? I-I have many scarsh..that's why I'm ugly, and you didn't like ugly right Im not as pretty as --"

Kaysa sa mag hintay ay mas mabuting mag lakad na. Nasa ikalawang palapag pa lang ako ng makaramdam ako ng pagod. Kainis. I hate this body. I hate everything about me. Nakaka-inis. I won't suffer this much kung maganda lang ako, kung kaaya aya ako sa tingin ng iba. I'll get the same treatment kung hindi ganito ang itsura ko. I hate their beauty standards. Fuck those standards, pantay pantay lang din naman tayong nabubuhay dito, pero bakit ang unfair ng karamihan?

Kanina pa ‘ko frustrated because I keep on thinking what happened earlier, and I’m affected by his presence. I mean, maybe cause handsome, at hindi ko magawang maitanggi ‘yon. What happened earlier is the evidence that I don’t like ugly men with nasty behavior. Pangit na ‘nga, ang pangit pa ng ugali. But this guy, as you can see, is every girl’s standard. Halos nasa kaniya na ata lahat, ang pagiging mabait, malaking biecep, matangkad at gwapo.