로그인Si Althea Cruz ay isang dancer sa sikat na club na Elysium, kung saan siya ay laging naka-mask para itago ang kanyang pagkakakilanlan. Isang gabi, nakilala niya ang misteryosong may-ari ng club, si Damian Villanueva… isang mayaman, dominante, at mapanuksong lalaki. Nagkaroon sila ng kakaibang koneksyon hanggang sa inalok siya ni Damian ng isang kasunduan: maging mistress niya sa loob ng dalawang taon, kapalit ng malaking halaga na pera at iba pa. Dahil sa pagkakaospital ng kanyang ina at sa kakulangan ng pera para sa gamutan, napilitan si Althea na pumirma sa kontrata, kahit alam niyang maaaring magbago ang buhay niya mula noon. Ang hindi niya alam, si Damian ay ama ng boyfriend niyang si Ethan… ang lalaking tunay niyang minamahal. Habang lumilipas ang mga buwan sa piling ni Damian, unti-unti niyang natutuklasan ang mga lihim sa likod ng pamilya Villanueva… at ang mas nakakatakot pa, nahuhulog na rin siya sa lalaking dapat ay kinamumuhian niya. Ngayon, nahati ang puso ni Althea sa pagitan ng lalaking una niyang minahal at ng lalaking hindi niya kayang iwan, kahit alam niyang mali. Hanggang saan ang kaya niyang tiisin alang-alang sa kontrata, sa pamilya, at sa pusong unti-unting nabubuwag sa bawal na pag-ibig?
더 보기And you make me feel like I’m out of my mind, but it’s alright. (it’s alright)
Nothing ever gets me high like thisI pick my poison and it’s youNothing can kill me like you do.Rita Ora - PoisonEstelle Bigg’s POV“The countdown has begun, Elle!” Darcy Khan, my roommate and close friend announced, stepping into the lecture hall. Her high-pitched Indian accent gave a sweet melody to the words she just said as she approached the desk I sat on. She slammed her heavy textbook on my desk and caused a bang. A few heads of the students also in the hall turned in our direction, but she paid them no mind and kept her attention on me.I glance up at her and found her beaming. I knew her words were aimed at me because I had wearied her about my desire to go home in the last month and I ticked the calendar every day as a way to encourage myself. “I can’t wait,” I admitted, releasing a deep sigh."Are you ready for it?"It was the last week of the second semester and it was also the last week of exams. I had looked forward to this week with excitement, not because it was the last week of exams, but because the week that would follow would be the start of the longest break, and that also meant we would go home.I came to the university of Oxford, England, from Nigeria to study medicine as it had always been my dream and Lyon, my father, wanted me to get nothing but the best. So far I have been able to learn a few things which had opened my eyes to things I didn’t know before. Studying on a different continent from my own had its perks, like being exposed to different cultures, traditions, languages, weather and way of life that differed from mine. I have learnt it also had its downsides, such as not being able to go home as much as I’d like to because I wasn’t in the country.Yes, I was a daddy’s girl, and it wasn’t something I was ashamed of admitting to. We have been inseparable ever since I was little. He had had me at the very young age of fifteen and though his parents felt disappointed in him for fathering a child at a very young age; they support him in raising me. My mother, who was three years older than him, had left after delivering me. She stated how unexpected my conception was and she never returned. Still, my father didn’t care about how young he was; he took sole custody and raised me without grumbling. I became his little angel and though I turned twenty-one many few months ago; I was still his little girl.I didn’t complain. I loved the attention and affection I got for him. Which was one of the reasons I was going home excited me.“Yes, I am.”“I can tell it’s all over your face. I wish I felt that happy with the thought of my father. All I feel most times is fear of disappointing him.” Sadness plagued her voice as she spoke the last line.Darcy had been my roommate for the last three years I have been here and after a few months of living with each other, we developed a bond. When Lyon acquired the apartment for me in Oxford for my comfort and security after my arrival six months ago, I asked Darcy to join me there. You could call us close friends now.We were both sciences majors, but while I studied medicine; she studied pharmaceutical engineering. Although pharmaceutical engineering was a respectable field of study, Darcy told me her father wanted her to become a doctor and nothing less.This was what she loved and when she made the switch after her first semester at the 100 level, I saw how happy she became. Once in a while, her father would call and ask how her studies were going and how he couldn’t wait for her to graduate so she could administer treatments to him. Darcy told me he would disown her once he finds out the truth. I told her to remain optimistic about the outcome of the truth.My father also had feared when he found out my mother was pregnant and had to come out to his parents about the truth, but it turned out better than he expected. My birth didn’t ruin his life like he feared it would. In fact, it made things better. He finished his secondary education and moved to Bowen university to study business administration and attained his PhD in management science. Today, he owned three successful companies in the country, one of which now was the largest tuber exporting company in my country.“I know you are probably tired of hearing me say this, but the outcome of the truth might be better than what you already expect.”She pressed her lips into a thin line, her brown eyes showing hints of disbelief, “It’s not so easy to believe that, Elle.” She admitted.She knew her father more than I did and as much as being optimistic was concerned; she knew what he could do when the truth comes out.I placed my hand on hers. “How about this? If the truth gets you disowned, you are always welcome to be a part of my family. I’m pretty sure our house is large enough to welcome in a new sister.” I said, smiling at her, and this made her smile as well.I didn’t need to ask my father to know if he would adopt a child. He would if he knew it would make me happy.He called and asked if I had already booked my flight like I told him I would and though I couldn’t see his face after I said yes; I knew I had a grin on his face after I said yes.His smile was one thing I missed. It was a rare sight to see, and the only thing that came close to him was the one of his best friends, Jace Henshaw II.Darcy didn’t know this, but when I showed excitement about going home, it was partly because I wanted to see my father, and partly because wanted to see his best friend.I wanted to see the way his amber eyes glittered whenever he smiled and how his cheek turned rosy whenever he was trying to conceal a smile. He also had a cute dimple that popped out whenever he smiled and he always covered them up. Jace Henshaw was my father’s best friend, but he was younger by three years. They had become best friends because their mothers were a close friend and bible study buddies before getting married to their fathers. So the both of them were born into the already created bond and from childhood till now; they had been inseparable. They both had black hair, and a defined jawline, a masculine build, but while Jace stood at six feet three inches and had high cheekbones and cute dimples, Lyon, my father stood at six feet one inch tall and didn’t possess those high cheekbones and dimples.Growing up, I watched the two, and Jace had always been the cheerful one. He was also the life of the party, while Lyon was the reserve and calculating one. It could have been because he knew he was a father and had to be responsible for his decision, but I never got to ask.Jace, however, had no responsibilities and so partied himself into the ground with whatever chance he got. Despite this, he was a decent human being and would always lay his life down for his friends and family without thinking about it, and Lyon would also do the same as well.I had considered my feelings for him a mere teenage crush, one that I would grow out of it after a few years when I was much younger. However, that never happened and the crush grew into something more, something I couldn't control. It was love.Three years ago he met and fell in love with Janet Owen. I remember leaving for Oxford with a broken heart despite being happy that someone had finally captured the playboy's heart.Althea's POV Hindi ko na mabilang kung ilang beses akong napahinto sa ginagawa ko dahil sa iisang bagay… yung pakiramdam na parang may nakamasid sa akin kahit alam kong wala naman dapat, kaya habang hawak ko si Dylan at marahan siyang pinapatahan sa pag-iyak ay napapatingin ako sa pinto, sa bintana, sa bawat sulok ng maliit kong apartment na parang may hinihintay akong hindi ko maintindihan kung ano.Simula nang dumating yung package na walang pangalan, hindi na nawala yung kaba sa dibdib ko dahil alam kong iisa lang ang taong may kakayahang hanapin ako kahit gaano pa ako kalayo, at kahit hindi ko siya nakikita ay ramdam ko ang presensya niya, parang anino na tahimik lang na sumusunod sa bawat galaw ko, kaya habang nakaupo ako sa couch at pinagmamasdan si Dylan ay napabuntong hininga ako at napabulong ng “Damian… bakit hindi ka pa rin tumitigil…”Hindi ko alam kung matatakot ba ako o matutuwa dahil sa totoo lang, kahit pilit kong nilalayo ang sarili ko sa kanya ay may bahagi sa puso
Althea POVIlang araw na ang lumipas mula nang ipanganak ko si Dylan, at kahit pakiramdam ko ay parang panaginip pa rin ang lahat, unti-unti ko nang tinatanggap na ito na ang bagong realidad ko… isang ina sa isang banyagang lugar, malayo sa lahat ng nakasanayan ko, at mag-isang humaharap sa responsibilidad na hindi ko pwedeng takbuhan.Tuwing umaga, nagigising ako hindi dahil sa alarm kundi sa mahina niyang pag-iyak, at kahit pagod ang katawan ko ay agad akong bumabangon para alagaan siya, dahil sa bawat iyak niya ay para bang may kumukurot sa puso ko na nagsasabing kailangan niya ako, kaya kahit hirap akong gumalaw dahil sa sakit ng katawan ko mula sa panganganak ay pinipilit kong maging matatag, dahil wala akong ibang choice kundi kayanin.Habang pinapadede ko siya isang umaga, nakatitig lang ako sa mukha niya, at hindi ko maiwasang mapangiti dahil sa simpleng pagdilat niya ng mga mata ay parang nawawala ang lahat ng pagod ko, kaya marahan kong hinaplos ang pisngi niya at bumulong n
Althea POVHindi ko pa rin maipaliwanag ang pakiramdam habang hawak ko siya dahil parang sa unang pagkakataon ay tumigil ang mundo ko at lahat ng sakit, pagod, at takot na pinagdaanan ko ay biglang nagkaroon ng saysay, kaya habang nakatitig ako sa maliit niyang mukha at marahang binubulong ang “Hi baby…” ay hindi ko napigilan ang pag-agos ng luha ko dahil nandito na siya, buhay at ligtas.Kahit saglit siyang kinuha ng nurse para sa observation ay parang may bahagi ng puso ko ang sumama sa kanya kaya hindi ako mapakali habang hinihintay siyang ibalik sa akin, at nang muling dumating ang sandaling iyon at inilagay siya sa tabi ko ay mas lalo kong naramdaman ang koneksyon naming dalawa, parang kahit wala pa siyang kamalay-malay ay kilala na niya ako bilang ina niya at ako naman ay unti-unting natututong mahalin siya nang higit pa sa sarili ko.Habang yakap ko siya at pinagmamasdan ang bawat detalye ng mukha niya ay hindi ko maiwasang mapansin na may pagkakahawig siya sa ama niya, sa para
Althea POVNormal lang dapat ang araw na ‘yon.Katulad ng ibang araw ko dito… tahimik, simple, walang gulo.Maaga akong pumasok sa shop.Inaayos ko ang mga bagong dating na flowers, pinupunasan ang mga vase, at tinatanggal ang mga tuyong dahon.“Good morning,” bati ng boss ko.“Good morning,” sagot ko, pilit na ngumiti.Pero sa totoo lang…May kakaiba akong nararamdaman.Medyo mabigat ang tiyan ko.May konting kirot.“Okay ka lang?” tanong niya.Tumango ako.“Yeah… baka pagod lang.”Hindi ko na pinansin.Sanay na ako sa discomfort.Pero habang tumatagal…Hindi na siya normal.Biglang sumakit ang tiyan ko.Mas malakas.Mas matindi.“Ah…” napahawak ako sa mesa.“Althea?” nag-aalalang tawag ng boss ko.Hindi na ako makasagot agad.Bigla akong nakaramdam ng kakaiba.Mainit.Basang pakiramdam.Pagtingin ko…Nanlamig ako.“Something’s wrong…”“Call an ambulance!” sigaw ng boss ko.Nagsimula akong mataranta.“Hindi pa… hindi pa time…” bulong ko.Pero hindi na ako makagalaw.Unti-unting nang
Althea POVHindi ko na alam kung kailan nagsimulang maging ganito kabigat ang lahat.Dati simple lang ang buhay ko. Tahimik. Ordinaryo. Hindi ko kailangang mag-isip ng kung sino ang kakampi o kalaban. Hindi ko kailangang mamili kung sino ang masasaktan.Pero ngayon…Parang bawat galaw ko may epekto
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Sebastian POVHindi natapos sa confrontation ang galaw ni Damian.Alam kong may kasunod iyon.He never moves without a second strike.Maaga pa lang, nasa boardroom na ako kasama ang legal at PR team. Naka-flash sa screen ang mga balita, social media posts, at articles na unti-unting kumakalat.“Sir
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