Mag-log inCerita Pernikahan 21+ "Sampai masa masa Iddah itu selesai, aku masih berstatuskan calon mantan istrinya." Talita Habibah awalnya hanyalah seorang guru ngaji, yang hadir di rumah besar seorang keluarga kaya yang ramai oleh pekikan-pekikan anak kecil. Tiba-tiba lelaki itu meminangnya tanpa alasan, menjebak Talita dalam satu-satunya pilihan; yaitu menerima. Talita tidak pernah tahu, kenapa Harraz Ilham Ghazalah menikahinya. Apakah karena cinta atau ada alasan lain di balik keputusan lelaki itu. Talita juga tidak pernah diberitahu kenapa Harraz malah menalaknya di usia pernikahan mereka yang sudah kelima tahun. Selalu tidak ada alasan jelas di balik sikap lelaki itu, yang menarik Talita ke dalam kehidupannya lalu membuangnya begitu saja. Kini Talita yang disergap rasa benci merasa terpenjara di rumah Harraz selagi menjalani masa Iddah. Apalagi takdir membuatnya hamil, membuat Talita terkurung lebih lama. Masa Iddah adalah kenangan terakhir sebelum perpisahan, Harraz yang tidak pernah menyadari kalau dirinya mencintai Talita setengah mati akhirnya sadar bagaimana lelaki itu sudah lama terkurung oleh pesona istrinya. Harraz menimbang untuk merujuk, Talita yang terlanjur membenci lelaki itu tentu saja ingin lari.
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My heart pounded with excitement and nerves as I walked across the campus of Starlight Academy with my suitcases in my hands. This had been my dream for as long as I could remember—to be among the best shifters. The academy was very hard to get into but somehow I had managed to do it. Today would be the start of a new chapter in my life, and absolutely nothing could ruin it. "Move it, four eyes!" Almost nothing. I released a yelp as someone shove me down to the ground, and I fell down with my suitcases. My glasses slipped from my face and I panicked. “No, no!” I whispered, closing my eyes as I desperately looked for them. They needed to remain on my eyes at all times. I’d had them since I was eight years old, and all I knew was that it would be a cold and lonely night if I didn’t have them on at all times. The nightmares, the visions… “Yes!” I breathed, my fingers brushing against the familiar frame. Relieved, I quickly put them back on. I caught a glimpse of the back of the guy who had pushed me over as he walked with his group of friends. “Asshole!” my wolf, Lumia and I muttered at the same time. One of the guys, wearing a blue hoodie, looked back with what seemed like a look of sympathy. Our eyes met, and then he made a turn, sprinting to my direction. Flustered, I watched as he grabbed my suitcases from the ground before sticking out his hand to help me. “Are you okay?” “Yes, thanks,” I accepted as I got up, now standing face to face with him. My lips instantly curled at the handsome blonde in front of me, his eyes as brown as honey and his hair slightly lighter than mine. "I'm sorry for the prince," he said. "He didn’t mean it, he’s a bit cranky today." I frowned. "The prince?" The guy eyed me strangely. "The Ly…never mind. First day?” “Yes.” “Do you need help with your suitcases?" "Yes, sure.” He grabbed my two suitcases and we began to walk, my short legs struggling to keep up as I was almost half his size. "Were you on your way to pick up your keys?" “Yes.” “Can you only say, yes?” “Ye…I mean—no,” I shook my head, a bit embarrassed. He chuckled. "I’m Nate, member of the student council.” "Violet," I responded. Nate glanced at me, and then his eyes studied me. His look was so intense I couldn’t help but blush. "So let me guess,” he spoke. “Seventeen, small and humble pack, Alpha’s daughter, healer’s acquaintance?" I looked at him, shocked, and let out a surprised laugh. "You were almost right—eighteen." And then there was this other thing. The Alpha was my uncle who had raised me, but it wasn’t something I ever felt like discussing. When I was eight, my parents had passed away in an attack, and my uncle had been taking care of me ever since. He was the Alpha of the Bloodrose pack, a small pack from the east. "Studying to be the healer’s acquaintance? Your parents must be proud of you," Nate said. "Yes, and they..." I replied, the words trailing off. Alpha Fergus had tried to treat me like a daughter, but the man was just too awkward to raise one. He had never been around much, and our Luna, Sonya had tried her best, but we just didn’t have that mother-daughter click. Adding salt to the wound was Dylan, my cousin, who I grew up with. I called him my brother, everyone did. He had hated me all my life, never giving me a reason, and we had never gotten along. He was a sophomore at Starlight Academy and had made it very clear that we were not family within these walls and to stay away from him. His exact words had been, ‘Do not embarrass me, freak.’ “They’re proud,” I sighed. As I followed Nate, I noticed a lot of girls fighting for his attention. Once in a while he would acknowledge one of them, and was met with squeals. With a face like that, it wasn’t hard to guess that he was popular. Above all, he seemed to have a good heart as well. He caught me staring, and I lowered my gaze to the ground with a giggle. "Here you are," Nate said. I looked up and realized we had already arrived at the grand hall. “Come on,” he guided me inside, and it was just as incredible as I remembered from the orientation—a large, open space with high ceilings and luxe appearance. It was quite busy, the area filled with students and suitcases. “Wow,” I gasped, looking around in awe. Nate pointed. "That’s the front desk. You can go there for information and get your keys,” then he stuck out his hand. "It was nice to meet you. Welcome, and I hope you’ll have a good year—Violet." I looked at his hand for a moment before accepting it. "Thank you.” He winked at me, and I felt a flutter in my chest. I kept holding his hand for a second longer than necessary and when he stared at our intertwined hands with a soft smile, I released a cough and stepped back. "Thank you," I repeated, not knowing what else to say. “And thank you for coming back to help me.” “No problem,” Nate spoke. “Just doing my job.” Right, cause he was a member of the student council. “Nate—let’s go!” A loud voice called out. I looked over Nate’s shoulder to see where the voice was coming from. It was a guy leaning against one of the pillars, surrounded by friends, his back turned to us. It was the same guy who had called me four-eyes. I recognized his voice immediately. Nate had referred to him as a prince, and I wondered if it was because he was actual royalty or because of his entitled behavior. Yet, Nate didn’t hesitate for a second and immediately walked off to his friend. "Next!" the woman behind the information desk shouted, snapping me back to reality. An unimpressed look was plastered on her face. “Oh, yes—that would be me!” I said, sounding awkward even to myself as I struggled to push my suitcases to the desk. “Name, class, and major,” she demanded, her tone flat. "Violet Hastings, freshman from the healer department?” The woman hummed and looked through a stack of papers or files. Meanwhile my thoughts went to my three new roommates, hoping they’d at least be more bearable than that dude who called me four-eyes. "I-I have to say, I’m very honored to be one of the chosen 200 to learn from the best healers and my Mom was actually an alumna so I’m really excited to—" The woman cut me off, throwing a set of keys at me, and I caught them just in time. "Lunar hall, second building on your left, second floor, room 102—Next!" “Okay?” I blinked, shocked by her rudeness. Before I could react, someone shoved me aside, and I almost stumbled but could luckily regain my balance just in time. Following the rude woman’s directions to the dorm building was thankfully not too much of a hassle. I managed to get to the second floor with a lot of struggle, completely out of breath and probably sweaty—but I was there and that was all that mattered. The hallway was filled with students, chatting, moving in their belongings and so on. Overwhelmed by the noise and the people, I looked around, not knowing where to start. "What room are you in?" a voice asked from behind. As I turned my head, a woman gasped loudly in my face. “Adelaide?” she widened her striking green eyes. I looked at the woman, trying to figure out whether I knew her, but I couldn’t recognize her. “W-Who?” I stuttered. The woman had light grey hair pulled back into a bun, glasses on her nose, and striking green eyes. She stared at me with an intense, almost hopeful expression while I eyed her back strangely, thinking she must have mistaken me for someone else. "I'm so sorry," she apologized, "you just look like someone I once knew." I smiled warmly. "It's okay." "My name is Esther, and I’m the RD of this department. And you are..." she began, her eyes moving to the name on my key tag. "Violet Hastings from room 102—the room just down the hall," she said. "Thank you," I sighed, grateful for the help. Shooting her one last smile, I walked further with my suitcases to go to my room. With each step I took, I grew more anxious about meeting my roommates. What would they be like? Would I like them? Would they like me? Even with the Bloodrose pack, I realized I’d never really had friends. Sure, there were people I was closer to than others, but friends? I reached the door to room 102, and my heart pounded in my chest. Taking a deep breath, I turned the key in the lock and then I pushed the door open. In the center of the room stood two girls who immediately stopped talking and looked at me. One of the girls had dyed light pink hair, the other dark curls. Their clothes were stylish and expensive-looking, making me feel insecure and out of place. They probably came from high-status families, bigger packs, unlike me. "Am I interrupting?" I asked, my voice hesitant. The pink-haired girl rushed toward me. "No," she spoke in a hurry. "I’m Amy, that’s Trinity—and are you her? Kylan’s ex?" I frowned in confusion. "Who?" And who was Kylan? "Our roommate, Chrystal? The Lycan Prince’s ex?" Amy explained. “I heard she has to redo her freshman year and is our roommate—are you her?”Gedoran pintu membangunkanku yang sudah setengah jam terlelap. Awalnya kukira akhirnya Tuan Harraz sudah kembali, rautku langsung berubah saat suara Abimanyu yang terdengar.Dari luar lelaki itu mengucap salam, aku langsung memperbaiki hijab berantakanku yang tidak kulepas selama tertidur dan menyahut salamnya yang sangat sopan. Ketika pintu yang menjadi batas kami terbuka, kudapati Abimanyu berdiri santun dengan kepala menunduk menatap lantai yang kami pijak.“Ada apa, Manyu?”“Tuan Harraz menunggu ada di depan Nyonya. Beliau ingin mengajak Anda untuk langsung pulang.”Senyum ramahku seketika surut. Entah kenapa sepertinya ada yang terjadi. Aku mengangguk dan mengiakan perintah Tuan Harraz yang disampaikan Abimanyu. Kuambil barang-barang kami yang masih ada di kamar dan pergi menyusul Abimanyu yang tidak berhenti menunduk sejak tadi.Di tangga lantai dua, kupandangi resah keramaian lantai bawah. Rasanya malas berdesak-desakan dengan mereka yang begitu padat. Dari tangga terakhir yan
“Siapa nama ibumu, Mas?”Aku bertanya pada Tuan Harraz yang membelakangiku dengan punggung telanjangnya. Lelaki itu baru saja membersihkan diri dan hendak berpakaian.Tuan Harraz menatap balik pantulan wajahku di cermin. Raut wajah lelaki itu tidak memiliki rona samasekali, meniruku yang menjadi tidak bersemangat semenjak bertemu dengan ibunya semalam. Wajah indahnya, tangis terluka wanita itu, tatapan mata beliau yang sayu yang terus terbayang-bayang di benakku membuat hatiku teriris-iris. Entah bagaimana ekspresi wajah perempuan itu di balik cadarnya, mungkin jika aku melihatnya secara langsung. Perasaan bersalah ini pasti semakin dalam.“Kamu sangat ingin tahu?” Tuan Harraz membalik tubuhnya dan bertanya.Aku menganggukkan kepala. Jika aku sudah memberanikan diri untuk bertanya padanya, tentu saja aku sangat ingin tahu.“Aku akan menjawabnya jika kamu membelai pipiku,” Tuan Harraz berujar dengan tatapan dalam. Permintaannya membuatku grogi. Tanganku benar-benar terangkat. Kubelai
Melihat keharuan di antara mereka, langkahku begitu berat. Kuhirup banyak-banyak udara lalu memberanikan diri untuk menghampiri. Aku bertekuk seperti Tuan Harraz di kaki wanita itu, membuat wanita yang bisa kupastikan ibu mertuaku tersebut terkejut.Kuraih tangannya yang berkeriput, sempat mengecohku sebelumnya yang mengira dia wanita muda karena jernih matanya yang terlihat di antara yang tertutup terlalu indah untuk seorang wanita berumur.Kami menjadi sorot perhatian. Setelah ini, aku tidak tahu harus bicara apa lagi dan melakukan apa. Aku hanya melirik gerak-gerik Tuan Harraz, untuk meniru apapun yang kelak lelaki itu lakukan.Mengingat pernyataan Tuan Harraz sebelumnya yang membuatku takut keluar kamar, aku khawatir perempuan ini tidak akan menerimaku dengan baik. Tanganku ditepis, aku didorong dan dijauhi, menjadi terka-terkaan di kepalaku yang aku harap tidak akan pernah terjadi.Tanpa diduga, wanita itu memperlakukanku sama dengan Tuan Harraz. Dielusnya kepalaku yang dibalut h
"Maksudmu?" Sahutku sambil menelan saliva yang malah terasa kering di tenggorokan."Seharusnya kamu langsung mengerti Talita.""Aku sedikit mengerti, tapi aku hanya memintamu memperjelasnya." Saat aku berkata, Tuan Harraz yang berdiri di depanku memerhatikan lekat-lekat tubuhku yang gemetar takut."Kamu akan mengerti jika kelak bertemu dengan ayah dan ibuku secara langsung. Caranya menatapmu atau keengganannya menatap balik wajahmu akan memperjelas apa yang kumaksud." Tangan besar Tuan Harraz meraih ganggang pintu lalu membukanya lebar-lebar. Aku menjadi sungkan mengikuti langkahnya, Tuan Harraz yang menyadari aku belum beranjak, kembali menghentikan langkah dan menatapku yang diselimuti rasa takut."Jadi keluar?""Jadi maksudmu, sejak awal mereka tidak merestui pernikahan kita?" Helaan napas Tuan Harraz terdengar tertahan mendengar pertanyaanku. Dengan ragu lelaki itu mengangguk. "Jika kamu tahu mereka tidak menyukaiku dan tidak pernah merestui kita, kenapa tetap bersikeras menika
“Seharusnya acaranya kita laksanakan di rumah saja, tidak usah susah-susah ke pondok pesantren Kyai Ris.” Di sebelahku di dalam mobil, Tuan Harraz mengeluh sejak tadi. Lelaki itu terlihat malas untuk pergi, tapi Abimanyu sudah terlanjur melajukan mobil.“Sudah terlambat untuk bilang begitu Mas,” ujar
“Imah senang banget loh saat Mas Fauzan ngasih tahu, kamu dan Mas Harraz sama-sama lagi!” Imah yang cantik dengan kerudung putihnya menangkup wajahku. Aku tersenyum, balik menangkup wajahnya yang berisi. Pipi kenyalnya membuatku balik gemas.“Mas Harraz sekarang dimana? Seharusnya kalian bersama-sama
Sudah seratus hari lebih aku terkurung di rumah ini. Meski semalam aku sudah dibawa Tuan Harraz untuk melihat dunia luar, ternyata aku lebih betah berkurung di dalam kamar. Di luar, mata dan hatiku memang bisa dimanjakan dengan pemandangan-pemandangan bagus. Tapi di kamar ini, tempat pribadi yang le
Baru satu suapan lelaki itu luncurkan ke mulutku, aku sudah tidak berselera lagi. Tapi Tuan Harraz terus menyodorkan tangannya, membuatku mau tidak mau harus menerima suapan demi suapannya. Mata dinginnya menatapku lekat, dengan jempol yang terus mengusap di bibirku yang












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