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"Hello, kumusta ka? Nakuha ko na ang resulta ng sperm count ng asawa mo." It's Dra. Flanchester I answered the call right away when her name flashed on my phone's screen. "Ah, okay po Doc. Anong resulta?" This is it.."Ang magandang balita ay nasa normal na range ang sperm count niya, at ang motility at morphology niya ay nasa good condition din." Nanghina ako, oh god.."Talaga po? That's great news!" I'm so happy. Ito na ang sagot sa problema ko..."Oo, at dahil dito, puwede na nating simulan ang insemination procedure. Ang sperm count niya ay sufficient para sa procedure na ito." Tumango-tango ako na akala mo'y nakikita ng kausap ko.I feel so nervous but excited at the same time. "Really? Kailan po ba pwede simulan?" "Pwede na nating simulan sa susunod na linggo. Kailangan lang natin i-schedule ang procedure at magkaroon ka ng mga necessary tests bago ang procedure.""Okay po, Doc. Salamat po sa magandang balita. I'll inform my husband about this. But the insemination thingy is s
Monday morning came, I instructed my husband to get ready because we have to be at the hospital by 9 am. He keep asking me what is the test all about and kung ano ba ang gagawin niya to finish the test. I just said he has to be sexually healthy if he wants to have a baby and the test will confirm if he's a capable man. Kinabahan tuloy siya dahil sa sinabi ko. Paano daw kung siya naman pala talaga ang problema, nadamay lang daw siguro ako. Tsk tsk tsk, hindi ko talaga alam kung bakit naging mag-asawa kami. Akala ko ba oposite attracts? Bakit parehas kaming overthinker? Hays. Nang makarating kami sa hospital ay hindi na siya mapakali. Ramdam ko ang kaba niya dahil nanlalamig ang kamay niyang nakahawak sa akin. "Seriously, hon? Para kang sasabak sa board exam dahil d'yan sa pagiging oa mo. Relax, they will just test if you are sexually healthy" pagpapakalma mo sa kan'ya. Pero deep inside tawang-tawa na ako sa reaction niya. So cruel of me, e halos mag-palpitate na nga ako sa kaba na
It's early in the morning. I got up so late because of what I was thinking the whole day yesterday. Hindi ko na rin naramdamang umalis ang asawa ko o kung nagpaalam man lang ba s'ya. Nasagot ang huling tanong ko nang mabasa ko ang note na nasa side table. "I made breakfast for you. It's on the kitchen. Put it to the oven if it's already cold when you wake up." Napangiti ako, my husband is really the sweetest. Pagkabangon ay dumiretso ako sa cr to take a bath. I need to freshen up dahil sumasakit talaga ang ulo ko. I feel so refreshed after taking a bath. Nagsuot lang ako ng bathrobe without anything inside, ako lang naman kasi ang tao dito sa bahay except sa iilang katulong. Bumaba ako papunta sa kitchen para kumain. Tiningnan ko kung ano ang ginawnag almusal ng asawa ko. It's a tuna sandwich with a note beside it. 'your favorite smoothie is in the ref. Drink it whenever you want. Just don't drink it after drinking a coffee, pasaway ka pa naman.' pati sa note nananaway siya. Inin
Weeks had passed nang magbakasyon kami sa benguet. Umuwi kami a week after celebrating our anniversary there. Dumalaw kami sa bahay ampunan para magpaalam at makita ang mga bata for the last time. Akala namin ay iiyak si David kapag nagpaalam kami but he didn't even looked sad. We even had a (pustahan) He said na sanay na sila sa gano'ng senaryo. May dadating, may aalis, pero may mga bumabalik din, pero kadalasan hindi na bumabalik. Sad but true, nakakaiyak ang ganitong buhay ng mga bata. Imbes na i-enjoy ang kanilang pagkabata ay hindi nila magawa dahil they are deprived by the things they can't have, —especilly parents— hays. We actually decided to stay there for another week but things happened here in Manila. My bestfriend — Joan — just got into an accident inside Dave's company. That's why we hurried back. Not just because Dave is the CEO but I also need to check on my bestfriend. I'm on my way to the hospital to visit her. I still don't know what happened, my husband got bu
Kinabukasan, pagkatapos mag breakfast ay nag check out na kami sa hotel na tinuluyan namin last night. My husband and I decided to take a stroll over the place, maghahanap kami ng lugar kung saan pwede kumain, pwede tumambay at pwede mag-stay for the night. Hawak kamay kaming naglalakad habang nakikitingin sa mga stall na nadadaanan namin. We bought some souvenirs and remembrance pampasalubong sa mga pamilya at ibang kaibigan namin. We passed by Burnham Park, we tried boating, ice skating, we also visited the rose garden and orchidarium.When we got tired, we watched children playing in the playground. I am currently filming Dave with the children who's playing basketball. He is there, carrying each child to shoot the ball on the ring. I can see how happy he is while playing with them. Nakikita ko naman ang gano'ng expression niya toward me pero iba pa rin kapag nakikita siyang masayang nakikipaglaro sa mga bata. Gan'yang saya rin kaya ang kan'yang mararamdaman kung anak namin
"What do you mean you can't?" Nagsimulang magsituluan ang mga luha ko, he cupped my face, kissed me and wipe my tears. "I-I can't bear a child, hon.." I sob, he leaned his forehead on mine."W-Why? Who told you? How did you know?" Sunod-sunod na tanong niya. "I told to an OB-Gyne about my situation. I told her that we've been together for three years but halos every night natin ginagawa ang gano'ng bagay but walang nabubuo, then I went through a medical check up" kwento ko habang umiiyak pa rin. —FLASHBACK—"Mrs. Orteza, kailangan kong sabihin sa iyo ang resulta ng iyong test. I am sorry to say na mayroon kang kondisyon na tinatawag na Polycystic Ovary Syndrome (PCOS). Ito ay isang hormonal disorder na nakakaapekto sa iyong ovulation." I panicked when I heard what she just said.I was alarmed "Ano po ba ang ibig sabihin nito, doc? Hindi ba ako pwedeng magka-anak?" Hindi ko mabibigyan ng anak ang asawa ko?"Sa kasamaang-palad, ang PCOS ay isa sa mga common causes ng infertility. Ngun