Masuk大正時代、両親の死をきっかけに喫茶店「香蘭堂」をひとりで守ることになった有坂ひかり。名家・真木伯爵家の血を引く彼女に持ち上がったのは、格式を守るための“契約結婚”。相手は軍人・如月玲一郎。形式だけの結婚生活のはずが、少しずつ惹かれ合うふたり。けれど、両親の死には過去の縁談相手の影が――。秘密と誤解を超えて、本当の愛にたどりつけるのか。喫茶「香蘭堂」に静かに香る、大正浪漫の恋物語。
Lihat lebih banyakAri
"Well, how do you like it?"
Maddie looked at herself in the mirror. Her face lit up after seeing the braided hair crown sitting on top of her head. She was very pleased with the way I did her hair. Indeed, the elegant hairstyle made her look regal and queenly. She looked like a modern-day princess.
"It was awesome! The Queen of hairstyling, indeed!" Maddie exclaimed. She showed her utmost appreciation by cuddling me. "I bet the Jarl of Ironflame Pack would find it difficult to resist me with this hairstyle," she added afterward.
"I'm sure he would," I commented as I finished her look with a pink blush on her cheeks.
"You really are the best, sis! Thank you for doing this for me."
I smiled widely upon hearing her praise. My younger half-sister, Maddie, had a huge crush on Jarl Kristoff, the crown alpha of Ironflame Pack, despite having only heard about him through stories circulating on the continent. Ironflame was the largest and most powerful pack in the Northern continent, and our pack, Shadowmoon, was one of its vassals.
According to the stories, the crown alpha had long, jet-black hair, a sun-tanned complexion, deep hazel eyes, and a body that even the Lycan gods would envy. He was renowned as a skilled warrior, best known for defeating an army of rogues single-handedly at the cliff of shadows. The crown alpha was an impressive heir to his equally strong Alpha father, Alpha Ragnar, known as the Ironwolf. No wonder he was popular among young teenage wolves like Maddie.
However, I was an exception. I had no interest in pursuing a wolf who was likely already mated to someone else, preferring to be with the mate chosen for me by the moon goddess. This made me, Arianna Lynn Rosenberg, immune to the crown alpha's charm.
"Hello?! Are you even listening?" Maddie waved her hand in front of my face, trying to get my attention. I didn't realize it, but I had spaced out in front of her.
"I'm sorry, what did you say?" I responded with an apologetic tone.
"I said, do you think Jarl Kristoff would notice me? I mean, I look rather ordinary compared to those she-wolves in his pack. Do you think he would even pay attention to me?" Maddie looked discouraged. Looking at her oval-shaped face adorned with a long, sharp nose and a pair of pinkish lips, Maddie was beautiful. However, she had always been insecure because of the large birthmark on the side of her face.
"Well, I don't see any other reason for him not to," I said as I touched her shoulders. "You're beautiful, Maddie. I am sure the Jarl would take notice of it. Just be yourself and act natural in front of him, and everything will be okay."
Maddie had been looking forward to this day for a long time. Since our Alpha Dad was good friends with the Ironwolf, the powerful Alpha would often visit our pack, but this would be the first time he would bring Jarl Kristoff with him. He had even joked with Dad about hoping his son would marry one of us to strengthen their bond. This deepened Maddie's infatuation with Jarl Kristoff over the years, as she aimed to fulfill the Ironwolf's wishes, knowing I had no interest in him.
"There, all set," I said as I maneuvered the makeup brush on her face one last time.
"Thanks, Ari! You're the best," Maddie declared as she got up from the chair. "The crown alpha and his entourage will be here soon. Are you sure you don't want to meet your future brother-in-law?" I jokingly rolled my eyes after hearing her tease
"Thanks but no thanks," I scoffed. "You know a half-rank wolf like me would only bring embarrassment to the family."
"Ari!" Maddie protested. "Don't say that! You're my sister, and we both have the alpha blood inside us. Don't you ever look down on yourself again, alright?"
"Fine! I'll keep my mouth shut," I said in surrender, raising both of my hands in the process.
Maddie's shoulders calmed down as she posed her sweetest grin before vanishing through the door. "I'll see you later, sis!" she said, and I waved at her in response.
Alone in my room, my thoughts turned to my life as a half-rank wolf. With an alpha Dad and an omega mom, our existence was considered an abomination by our society, neither fully high-ranked nor fully low-ranked. The high wolves would despise us for having our blood mixed with the slaves, while the slaves would treat us the same for being above them despite having the same blood. It was like we had no place in this world.
And yet, in my case, I was utterly blessed. My dad treated me and Maddie with the same love. And while my stepmother, Seraphina, would show her contempt for my existence, my father and sister would always be there to defend me from her. With all these things, I still considered myself the luckiest half-rank she-wolf in the world.
Time passed quickly. I decided to go to my sacred place, my garden when boredom hit me. It was my favorite hang-out place. You would find me there if you failed to see me inside my room.
I checked the time on the wall clock. It said a quarter before two in the afternoon. I didn't want to disturb the meeting later with my presence. Knowing that Seraphina would not let me join, my dad would surely argue with her. I didn't want the crown alpha to have a bad impression of our family for Maddie's sake.
I left my room and went to the back door. I stepped outside quietly, seeing the entire packhouse in chaos as they worked diligently to prepare for the meeting, ensuring it would please the Ironwolf and his heir. A few steps later, I reached my favorite spot, a grassy area under an old oak tree. The thick leaves cast enough shade to shield me from the afternoon sunlight.
I always loved the sun! Summertime was my favorite season. The warm sunshine gave me warmth as it hit my skin. While spring gave out the most beautiful flowers, summer gave me a sense of freedom. Freedom that I would surely get once I met my mate. Still dreaming, I decided to lie down on the grass and closed my eyes.
Then, my solitude was disrupted.
My nostrils tickled from the new smell I was sensing. It was an earthy, woody mist that evoked my innermost desires. The deep leather aroma was shouting masculinity. I had never smelled anything like this in my entire life. Though the scent was a stranger to me, a feeling of familiarity was surfacing inside. It was as if a part of me was within that smell that finally found its way back after so many years.
Moments passed, and the addicting fragrance intensified. Dried leaves began to rustle. I could hear that someone was coming! My wolf instinct kicked in, and I readied myself for a possible threat. My sharp claws started to grow. I could feel the heat from my eyes indicating that they shifted color. Whoever or whatever was walking towards me, I was ready.
As the noise became louder, my heart began to pound. Surprisingly, it was not out of fear. The constant beating of my heart leaned towards excitement, which I found very, very odd. I wasn't very sure what was happening yet I tried to compose myself. Seconds passed, and my body reacted differently from how I was expecting my logical sense to behave.
At the final turn in the corner, I was greeted by a sight that I never dared to imagine. The darkest shade of black hair, sun-kissed skin, the perfectly sculptured body, a pair of eyes that had the ability to see through your soul... it was him…the wolf I had been waiting for all my life
"Mate," he softly uttered.
"Mate," I whispered, still trying to comprehend what was happening.
He gazed at me intently, his pearly white teeth flashing in a wide grin that illuminated the darkest corners of the world. He moved closer, and I remained rooted in place. He lifted my chin and spoke words that made my heart race.
"Mine," he whispered before claiming my trembling lips.
The kiss lasted for a while, and when we finally separated, our breaths were heavy, and our eyes locked in wonder. He touched the side of my face before introducing himself.
"My name is Kristoff Bjorn, the crown alpha of Ironflame Pack. And you are?"
I was still lost in the moment, a mixture of emotions filling me. Shock and amazement gripped me as I realized I had just kissed the man my sister had a huge crush on. For a few seconds, I couldn't respond, and my mind was in a whirlwind of emotions.
It was until Jarl Kristoff repeated his question that led me back from a temporary trance, "And you are?"
"Ari Rosenberg," I stammered.
Jarl Kristoff held my chin, tilted it upward, and made a promise that left me in awe.
"Soon, you will become my wife."
I had always imagined this moment: me walking hand in hand with the person I was supposed to spend the rest of my life with and dreaming about our future.
Finally, that day came.
The palm of his hand was surprisingly warm. While it was hard and firm, it was still something I was willing to hold forever. My heart continued to race like a stallion as I looked at his broadened back. He was walking a few steps ahead of me, so I was oblivious to the emotions written on his face.
It wasn't long before we saw the entrance of the pack house. Whatever happened in the garden was way out of the plan. Jarl Kristoff should have been with another she-wolf, yet his hand was entwined with mine. Fear took over my being as the reality of the whole situation struck me. My worry only intensified as I remembered the secret I shouldn’t be hiding from him. This made me cease my steps, leaving the famed crown alpha to look in my direction.
"What's wrong, my moon?" he queried. I was surprised by his term of endearment, yet my mind went back to what bothered it.
"I need to tell you something, Jarl," I stammered, anxiety consuming me. I knew this secret would make or break the relationship I had with him but it was a risk I had to take. I didn't want to keep this detail from my mate and he deserved to know the truth. As early as now, I wanted him to understand what he was entering if he wanted to continue our mateship.
"What about? Tell me," he urged. I took a deep breath, summoning all my courage as I confessed.
"I...I am a half-rank and was born wolfless," I admitted, tears starting to stream down my face. "I am the child Alpha Eirik had with a mere omega and was devoid of a spirit wolf since birth. Can you still accept me as your mate despite these truths?"
"Ari..." he whispered. For some reason, the sound of his voice made my heart skip a beat. Gosh! I feel like I would lose myself every time he uttered my name like that.
He walked forward, pressing his forehead against mine. His deep, electric orbs resonated with my soul. "I don't care who you are and what you don't have. You are my mate, and my heart will only beat for you from now on."
My cheeks flushed. It was a simple statement but enough to warm my heart. It hadn't been an hour since I met him, yet somehow, I felt that I could trust him with my life.
"Jarl Kristoff..."
He kissed my forehead, a gesture I found both comforting and sweet. After that, he whispered, "Please, do not call me Jarl. Just Kristoff. You are my future wife, so you need to address me in a less formal manner."
"Okay, Kristoff..." As if I had a choice, I nodded in agreement. My heart was full of the kind of love that the moon goddess had blessed me with. How could I be so lucky?
With his hand wrapped around mine, I took my last leap of faith to face the crowd that might be looking for my mate by now. And I was right; as soon as the porch of our house was revealed, I saw everyone, both from Ironflame and our pack, staring at us with questioning gazes. After a few seconds, my father, Maddie, Seraphina, and the Ironwolf himself sprang out of the entrance door.
My father moved towards the front with his eyes fixed on our hands held together. "Ari?" he asked. It was the only thing he could say at the moment, completely dumbfounded by the turn of events. As I couldn't find any words to say, I bowed my head.
"What is the meaning of this?" Maddie asked, her voice breaking with each word. Seeing Maddie heartbroken was too much for me to bear. My anxiety intensified as I looked at her face full of pain with my unintended betrayal.
その扉の奥で喫茶店「香蘭堂」の扉には、クローズの札がかかっていた。けれど、その中には二人の姿がある。ひかりと玲一郎。ひかりは、彼のためだけに、店を開いていた。店内には、父と母が集めた食器や道具が今も大切に飾られている。古びたミルと真新しいエスプレッソマシンが並ぶ様子は、どこか夫婦のように並んで見えた。カウンターの奥、オーブンから立ちのぼる香り。焼き上がったのは、シナモンとドライフルーツをたっぷり使ったスパイシーなケーキだった。ふんわりとした生地に添えるのは、甘さ控えめの生クリーム。それを白い皿にのせて、丁寧にコーヒーを淹れる。ひかりは、小さな銀のトレイに乗せたケーキとカップをそっと運び、カウンター席にいる玲一郎の前に置いた。「どうぞ、召し上がれ」微笑み合うふたり。玲一郎はフォークを手に取り、ひとくちケーキを口にした。それから、ゆっくりとコーヒーを啜る。「……おいしい」そう言ったあと、玲一郎はなぜか落ち着かない様子で目を泳がせた。カップを持ち上げては置き、スプーンを手にしては戻し、果てはカウンターの端に視線をやったり、天井を仰いだり。「……?」ひかりが首をかしげると、玲一郎は観念したように小さく咳払いをして、目を逸らしたままぽつりと告げた。「……実は、コーヒーって、ちょっと苦手なんだ」「え?」「でも……せっかく君が淹れてくれたから、言い出せなくて。でも、味はすごく美味しいよ? 本当に。ただ、ほんのちょっと苦くて……」ひかりは噴き出して笑った。「もう、言ってよ。今すぐ紅茶を淹れるね」「……すまない」玲一郎が小さく頭を下げる。ひかりはくすくすと笑いながら、そっと言った。「私たちはもう、本当の夫婦なんだから。玲一郎さんのこと、ぜんぶ知りたいの。それとも……契約結婚に、戻したい?」いたずらっぽくそう囁くと、玲一郎は勢いよく立ち上がり、カウンター越しにひかりの手をとって、そっと唇を落とした。「契約結婚なんて、まっぴらだよ」「……ふふ」「だって――君を初めて見たときから、一目ぼれしてたんだから」「ほんとうに?」「本当だよ」頬を染めながら微笑む玲一郎に、ひかりもまた、そっと微笑み返した。──「香蘭堂」は、いまもひかりの手で守られている。けれど営業は、専門家を選びぬいて任せることにした。若い夫婦が新たな
病院での診察の結果、ひかりの怪我は幸いにも軽傷だった。すぐに真木家へ戻ったひかりは、祖父の真木伯爵と玲一郎にすべてを話した。稜真の屋敷で見た絵、あのとき耳にした言葉、そして――あの車のエンブレム。それが両親の事故と繋がっている可能性に、祖父と玲一郎は、息を呑んで黙り込んだ。「……まさか……」顔を険しくする祖父の横で、玲一郎もまた拳を握っていた。けれど、結局のところ――話し合いの末に出された結論は一つだった。「……遺族の身としては納得できぬことだろうが……今、名前が出れば、君の立場まで揺らいでしまう」祖父は深く頭を垂れた。「すまん、ひかり」玲一郎も、申し訳なさそうに目を伏せた。だが――ひかりは理解していた。両親が亡くなったあと、どれだけ悪意ある噂に苦しめられたか。どんなに誠実に店を続けても、誰かが囁いた「何かあったらしいわよ」という言葉一つで、客足は遠のいた。名誉が傷つけば、現実もまた静かに蝕まれる。だからこそ――稜真の死は、「事故」として処理されることになった。---その夜。ひかりは、静かに玲一郎の部屋の扉を叩いた。「……ありがとう、助けてくれて」玲一郎は振り返り、小さく微笑む。ひかりは少し躊躇ってから、口を開いた。「ひとつだけ……聞いていい?」「……何だい?」「……どうして、あの時……あの屋敷に、来てくれたの?」少しの沈黙。玲一郎は視線を逸らし、肩を落とした。「……嫉妬したからだ」「え……?」「君と如月が、あんなふうに親しげにしているのを見て……抑えられなかった」玲一郎はゆっくりと言葉を紡ぐ。「執事から、君が稜真と洋菓子店へ向かったと聞かされて――居ても立ってもいられなくなったんだ。追いかけたら……ふたりきりで、あの屋敷にいると知って……まさか、あんな事態になっているとは、思いもしなかった」ひかりはその言葉に目を見開き――そして、ふっと笑った。「……実は、私も……嫉妬してたの」玲一郎が顔を上げる。「洋菓子店で、あなたが女性と話しているのを見て、心がもやもやして……でも、私たちは契約結婚だから、干渉しちゃいけないと思って。……あの人のこと、何も聞けなかった」言葉を終えた瞬間、玲一郎は少し強い声で言った。「――違うんだ!」ひかりが驚いて目を見張る。「君は、誤解してる。あの女性は……私の腹違
「ひかり! いるのか!」屋敷の外から、玲一郎の声が響いた。ひかりは目を見開いた。助けが来た――! けれど、叫ぼうとしたその瞬間、稜真の手が彼女の口を塞いだ。「ん……っ!」もがくひかりの瞳に、涙が滲む。けれど、声は出せない。助けて、玲一郎さん。ここにいるの。早く……。心で何度も助けを求めながら、ひかりは必死に考えた。動かせるのは、足だけ。ベッドの端にかかっていたつま先をぎゅっと踏ん張り、身体をひねるようにして暴れる。ぐらり――。ベッドのすぐ脇にあった小さな丸テーブルが、その振動でわずかに揺れた。上に置かれていた花瓶がカタリと傾き、次の瞬間、床に落ちて砕け散った。――パリンッ!静まり返っていた部屋に、甲高い破裂音が響きわたる。稜真の目がわずかに揺れた。その瞬間、ひかりは動いた。口を塞ぐ手が緩んだ隙を、逃さなかった。「玲一郎さんっ! 私はここよ! 助けて――!」扉の向こうで、何かが蹴破られるような音がした。「……チッ」舌打ちをして、稜真はすぐに身を翻す。画材棚に置かれていたペティナイフを無造作に掴むと、そのままひかりの喉元に突きつけた。「っ……!」鋭い冷たさが首筋に触れ、ひかりの表情が青ざめる。首に走った痛みに、滲むように血がにじんだ。「嗅ぎつけるのが早すぎる。まったく、彼は君を見張ってでもいたのか……?」稜真は苦笑して、しばらく何かを考えるように目を伏せた。「さあ。こっちに来るんだ」そう言って、ひかりの腕を乱暴に引いた。開いた扉の外、稜真に引きずられるようにして廊下を歩かされる。廊下の奥――蹴破られた扉の向こうから、軍服姿の玲一郎が駆け込んでくる。「ひかりさん!」その声に、ひかりはかすかに顔を上げた。「……玲一郎……さん……」声はか細く、けれど確かに届いた。ふたりの視線が一瞬、重なる。それを見て、稜真の表情が歪んだ。「そこをどけッ!!」怒声が響くと同時に、稜真はペティナイフの刃をぐっとひかりの喉元に押しつけた。鋭い痛みに、ひかりの身体が強張る。細く滲んだ血が、首筋を伝う。扉の前に立っていた玲一郎が、一歩、思わず足を引いた。けれど、その目は逸らさない。ひかりの小さく震える体に、視線を釘付けにしたまま、息を詰めるようにして立ち尽くしている。「……いい子にしてなよ。変に動けば、今度こそ深く刺
まぶたの奥に、淡い光が差し込んでいた。夢の途中かと思った。でも、まぶたを開いた瞬間、その幻想は吹き飛んだ。見知らぬ天井。高く、白く、繊細な装飾がほどこされた漆喰の天井が、静かに視界に広がっている。(……ここは……?)起き上がろうとしたそのとき、異様な感触がひかりの意識を引き戻した。(――動かない……?)両手首が、何かで縛られていた。目を伏せると、前で揃えられた手が、絹のような紐で固く結ばれている。細いのに強く、指を動かそうとするだけできつく締まり、逃げ場がなかった。「……っ……なに、これ……!」思わず小さく叫ぶと、胸の奥から冷たいものが込み上げてきた。足は自由だった。でも、それがどうしたというのだろう。手が使えなければ、身を守ることも、ドアノブを掴むことさえできない。ひかりは改めて自分の状況を確認した。自分は、ベッドの上に寝かされている。柔らかく清潔なシーツ。光を通す薄いレースのカーテン。すべてが整いすぎていて、逆に現実味がなかった。(どうして……こんなところで、私……?)喉が渇いていた。胸の奥がざわざわと波打っている。不安を押し殺しながら、首だけを動かして周囲を見渡した。そして、目を奪われる。ベッドの向こう、部屋の壁沿いに、いくつものキャンバスが立てかけられていた。大小さまざまな絵。色彩、構図、筆のタッチ。どれも素人の手によるものではない。むしろ、執着に近い情熱を感じさせる、異様な絵だった。描かれていたのは――すべて、女性だった。(これ……)一枚目に描かれた横顔に、見覚えがあった。いや、見覚えがあるというより――自分に、似ていた。けれど、少し違う。髪型も服装も古風で、肌の色もわずかに白い。懐かしさに似た感情が胸の奥をかすめたとき、ひかりは静かに呟いた。「……お母さん……?」若い日の澄江。そこに描かれていたのは、ひかりの母だった。何枚も、何十枚も。微笑む顔。髪をほどく姿。紅茶を注ぐ手。誰かを見つめる目――。どの絵も、まるで恋人を描くかのように、丁寧に、そして熱をこめて描かれていた。ぞっとした。肌の内側に、冷たいものが這い上がる。そのときだった。部屋の奥、窓の近くで小さな音がした。「目覚めたんだね」その声に、ひかりはびくりと体を強張らせた。アトリエスペースの奥。光を背にして、稜真が静かに筆を動かして
薔薇の庭園に囲まれたテラス席からは、街が一望できた。陽光に照らされた瓦屋根が並び、その向こうには、きらめく青い海が広がっている。「……素敵」思わずひかりの唇からこぼれた感嘆に、稜真は笑みを浮かべた。「気に入ってもらえたようで、光栄です」そう言って、一輪の薔薇を差し出す、棘のない、柔らかなピンクの花びらが、初夏の風にふわりと揺れた。「この薔薇はね、香りが自慢なんだ。どうぞ、あなたに」そっと差し出された薔薇を、ひかりは両手で受け取る。「……ありがとうございます。とても良い香りです」玲一郎は、その様子を静かに見つめていた。目を細めるでもなく、怒るでもなく――けれど、明らかに言
夜の帳が落ち、屋敷には静かな気配が満ちていた。婚礼の華やぎが去った後の空間は、どこか現実味を取り戻していたけれど――ひかりの心は、まだふわふわと浮いたままだった。「では、今夜は……怜一郎様のお部屋で」女中が何気ない調子でそう言った瞬間、ひかりの思考は一瞬停止した。(……え? 一緒の部屋……?)それは、夫婦として当然のこと。伯爵家の格式のなかで「別々に過ごす」などという選択肢は、きっと誰の頭にもなかった。けれど――(私たちは、契約結婚なのに……!)形式だけの婚姻。誰にも知られてはならない、ふたりだけの秘密。それなのに、こうして“本物”の夫婦と同じように振る舞わなければなら
「またいつでもおいでなさい。君の淹れるコーヒーの話も、もっと聞きたいと思っているよ」洋菓子店を出るふたりに、稜真が柔らかく声をかけてきた。薔薇のアーチの下、風に揺れる白いスーツの裾。まるで劇場のワンシーンのようだった。「ありがとうございます。ごちそうさまでした」ひかりが微笑んで頭を下げると、稜真も満足げに頷く。その様子は、まるで本当の家族に見えるほど、穏やかだった。(……なんだか、優しい人)そう思いながらも、ひかりは玲一郎の背を追うように足を進めた。すでに待たせていた車の扉が開かれ、ふたりは並んで後部座席へと乗り込む。玲一郎が短く「帰宅を」と命じると、運転手は静かに頷き、車
数日が過ぎても、ひかりと玲一郎の間の距離は埋まらなかった。言葉を交わさぬまま、時間だけが過ぎていく。伯爵邸で働く使用人たちも、その空気を感じ取っているのか、ひかりに向ける視線はどこか遠慮がちだった。(このままじゃ、駄目……)今日こそは、ゆっくり話をしよう。そう思い立った矢先――「しばらく、基地に詰めることになった。戻るのは数日後だ」玲一郎の言葉は淡々としていたが、どこか言い淀むような気配があった。玄関まで見送ったひかりは、何か言葉を待っていた。けれど、玲一郎は何も言わず、軍帽をかぶり、振り返ることなく屋敷を出て行った。その背中を、ひかりはただぼんやりと見送るしかなかった。