Novel & Cerita Aku Harus Bisa Melupakanmu

I want to find peace and learn to love myself. Please do not try to find and search for me. I left because I want to find myself. I want to heal and try to forget what happened. To forget that I have met you and go on with a new beginning of life. Please, that at least I ask you for all the hurt you and your family had brought me. I wish I can forgive you someday and I wish not to see you again. I want you to keep on going to your life as I will try to forget that you've became a part of my life. I wish you nothing but the best Alec, and I wish you will take care of yourself always...

I told her truthfully because I can't tell her the reason behind it. (Translation: It is not easy for me mom. I left him there in Russia only, I want to forget everything now.) "Agar bhulana itna hi asaan hota to ab tak to tumne use bhula diya hota." she said and I knew she was right. (Translation: If forgetting is this much easy then you would have forgotten him till now.) "To fir mai kya karu? Pass mai reh nahi sakti or dur wo hota nahi. Mujhe to ye bhi nahi pata wo mera hai bhi ki nahi." I said frustratingly because it was so much for me to take.

she said weakly, "I..." "I know what you are about to say," Umma raised her hand, "but you need to forget about the past. Forget about him. For how long are you going to let what happened in the past control your life? You need to forget about it... You need to forget about him. It would do you some good, you know." It sounded as though she was hearing her from the other end of a very long tunnel. Afrah stared into her mother's eyes, though she wasn't actually seeing her.

So it’s better to hurt now so he can forget sooner! 'Forgive me, Axel.' That was the only sentence Aura could repeat over and over in her heart, even though Axel couldn't hear it.

I am enough to love you and make you forget about him. New journey start.....

Aurora replied smiling "Now you have let go of that memories" "Wait? what!!" Aurora exclaimed She didn't want to forget those wonderful moments they spent together in that world, she wanted those memories of them to remain forever Her grandmother laughed "You have to release the past, and the present and the future" "I don't understand..", Aurora complained, "You've got to get rid of all those beautiful memories, what matters now is you, concentrate on yourself" Aurora nodded "Alright" she said she closed her eyes once again and tried to forget what happened before.

If she has decided to start anew, she should also learn to let go. "Ace, let's leave this place," she closes her eyes, paying no attention to Arthur's expression but speaking these words quietly. To leave, to go far away, and whatever happens next will be fine as long as they have each other. This place holds happiness, but it also contains too much pain. She forgives him, so she wants to forget the past.

I can’t keep going like this, it has to stop! I'm just tired of this mess and I want to be free from him for good.There is only one thing left to do! There is no turning back from this. Taking a large inhail I try to prepare myself for the pain I know is going to come before I say the words that are going to damage the bond.

I want to drown until I can forget my name. To be continued...