Because I Miss You Novels & Stories

"Tapi, 'kan, kangen, Juna. Aku juga cemas banget kamu nggak ada kabar." Suara Diva terdengar serak membuat tumpukan rasa bersalah Juna yang tadi sudah menipis sekarang kembali semakin tinggi. "I miss you, too, more than you can imagine. If I can home now, I'll do. But, I can't!" Juna menggelengkan kepala.

I'm not a perfect person There's many things I wish I didn't do But I continue learning I never meant to do those things to you And so, I have to say before I go That I just want you to know I've found a reason for me To change who I used to be A reason to start over new And the reason is you I'm sorry that I hurt you It's something I must live with everyday And all the pain I put you through I wish that I could take it all away And be the one who catches all your tears That's why I need you to hear

Untuk pertama kalinya dalam seminggu, dia bisa tarik napas lega. “I miss you ,” bisiknya di dada Rafael. “Me too. Really miss you.” “Maaf udah nyakitin kamu.” “Maaf juga udah ngebiarin kamu.” “Ngebiarin?” “Harusnya aku kejar kamu. Harusnya aku berjuang lebih keras.” “Kamu kasih aku ruang buat mikir. Itu hal yang bener.” “Bener? Karena jujur aja, aku sempet mikir udah kehilangan kamu selamanya.”

And you give me all of you, oh. How many times do I have to tell you? Even when you're crying, you're beautiful too? The world is beating you down. I'm around through every mood. You're my downfall, you're my muse. My worst distraction, my rhythm, and blues. I can’t stop singing, it's ringing in my head for you.

Ungkapnya panjang lebar. Saat ini aku bahkan kehilangan kata-kata. ~Sesi Lagu~ With December comes the glimmer on her face And I get a bit nervous I get a bit nervous now In the twelve months on I won't make friends with change When everyone's perfect can we start over again? The playgrounds they get rusty and your Heart beats another ten thousand times before I got the chance to say I miss you When it gets hard I get a little stronger now I get a little braver now

Karena di dalam tubuh bayi ini, mengalir darah kamu, orang yang pernah mencintaiku dengan tulus. Miss you, suamiku. Sudah terlambatkah kalau aku bilang, aku mencintaimu? ️️️️️🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹

Suaranya selalu ngasih harapan, bikin aku berani berdiri lagi. "Setelah itu, aku punya alasan buat bangun pagi. Aku mau ketemu dia lagi, liat senyumnya lagi, denger suaranya lagi." Airmata jadi meleleh beneran, deh. "Meski akhirnya, setelah bertahun-tahun, aku tetap berusaha bangun pagi biarpun ngga bakal ketemu dia lagi." Suara Akbar bermain lagi di benak, "I miss you." Ah, dia ngga tahu. Akulah yang kehilangan dia. Bertahun-tahun aku kehilangan dia sampe hampir aja lupa.

Ia terlalu bahagia. "Aku pernah hidup tanpa kamu, tapi ternyata aku sungguh tak bisa. Karena jiwaku yang perlahan meredup, tanpa matahari yang menyinari dan udara untuk dihirup. Kamu adalah matahari dan udaraku, Mimi. I love you. I love you, in every universe."

Mulia sekali hatinya. "Bloody hell! Ouh Fellix ... i miss you, Darling." ~~~