Novel & Cerita Break Up

but not now. I mean, ayokong masayang 'yung pinagsamahan namin. Kasi paano kung maging kami tapos magbreak kami, sino nang tatakbuhan ko? Kung 'yung dating tinatakbuhan ko ay 'yun na 'yung nakasakit sa'kin 'di ba? A break up can ruin our 4 years of friendship and that's so sad! Pero kung mainlove... Why not?

"A-ano?........ B-bakit–" Yumuko ang binata. "I don't like you anymore...... let's break up."

Tumingin ito sa kanya at natigil siya sa pilit na tawa. "I’m serious. Let’s break up." ❀❀❀❀❀

Ang matinding desisyon sa mukha niya ay nagpatigil kay Jeston. “Break up? Cancel the engagement?” Hindi siya makapaniwala. “Exactly,” malamig na sagot ni Nevaeh. Ngumisi si Jeston habang nagngangalit ang panga niya. “Fine. Let's break up then. Ikaw ang nagsabi niyan. Huwag kang iiyak kapag bumalik ka sa akin balang araw!” “Never,” sagot ni Nevaeh nang walang pagdadalawang-isip.

Gustong iparamdam at ipaunawa sa kaniya ang lahat. We kept losing each other little by little, and it used to hurt, but then it kept hurting less till there was no pain at all because we wasted it all on the small ways we were separating from each other without even realizing. Our breakup wasn’t us yelling at each other or blaming one another. It wasn’t one of those catastrophic, heartbreaking breakups; it was more like a cold emotionless one, because it was an inevitable thing—we both knew very well that we had reached a point where we had to leave each other, even though we had already left each other in other ways.

“So, okey na tayo? We can be lovers but in private, right?” “Thank you.” Huminga siya ng malalim. “I don’t wanna lose you. Kung kaya natin ayusin at pag-usapan please ayusin natin. Break up is not always the best solution kaya sana lagi tayong ganito.” “Promise. Ayaw ko lang kasi na mabibigla ka na lang sa ipapakita sa’yo ng Papa ko kung sakali mang mabuking tayo.”

"Bakit kailangan pa ng space?" Sabi na nga ba yun yung gagawin niya eh---- "We can break up directly? If you don't mind." 'We can break up directly? If you don't mind.' 'We can break up directly? If you don't mind.' 'We can break up directly? If you don't mind.' 'We can break up directly? If you don't mind.' Ani niya na nag-echo sa aking tenga. "Mukhang pareho tayo ng tingin, hindi na nga tayo magkaintindihan. We always ended up hurting and screaming with each other." Pagtutuloy niya pa.

Basag ang tinig nitong sambit. "It was a mistake, Maggie.. Mapatawad mo pa sana ako.. I didn't mean to hurt you pero ito nasasaktan na kita.. Pero kung ipagpapatuloy kasi natin mas lalo kitang masasaktan in the long run.. Sobrang sorry Maggie pero kailangan na nating tapusin ito.. Yeah I'm breaking up with you..!"

“I’m your half-sister!” Napatawa muli si Katrice. “Ewan ko sa’yo,” natatawa niyang sagot. “Ayusin mo nga sarili mo!” sermon ni Rosalie. “O, sige na,” seryosong ani ni Katrice. “Hindi away lang ‘yon. It’s a breakup. Magdi-divorce na kami.” “Ha?!” halos mapasigaw si Rosalie. “Ano’ng nangyari?”

Hindi ba ay nag-suggest ito ng break up kanina at sinang-ayunan naman niya? Ibig sabihin ba nun, break na nga silang talaga? Ang tanong, kaya ba niyang mawala ito sa buhay niya? Alam niyang hindi pero ang lakas ng loob niyang tanggapin ang hamon nito kanina. Napahikbi siya. Tinanggap niya ang hamon, so ibig sabihin, break na nga sila? Napakagat labi siya. Ayaw niyang makita ng kaibigan nito na umiiyak siya kaya as much as possible ay pinipigilan niyang mapaluha.