روايات وقصص ضمن Disobedience

Damn! Mahimbing pa rin itong natutulog na walang kaalam-alam na sinisimulan ko na 'tong pagnasahan sa aking isipan. One thing I promised to my self to avoid is to fuck her. But the temptation to my body, urged me to do something unholy to her. My heart wants her to see begging for me to stop fucking her. Para namang leyong na nag-uumigting ang pagkalalaki ko sa aking pantalon na gustong kumawala.

Tanong ko at kunwaring inaayos yung lamesa kahit maayos narin naman ito. Dahil sa ginawa ko, mukhang mas lalo lang syang nagduda. "Wala daw. Ge, deny pa more. The more you deny, the more ka nagiging martyr, alam mo ba yun?" Tanong nya at humalukipkip. She suddenly sounds like my mom. "Florence, You don't need to hide or deny it. You can tell your problem to us, we're friends, right?" Sabi naman ni Bryan at tipid na ngumiti.

Maliit na bagay nga lang yun at kailangan niya din naman uminom ng tubig. Wait. Why am I thinking about her? Ano naman ngayon kung mauhaw siya? Hindi ko na problema yun, at dapat lang magtanda siya dahil hindi siya nakikinig and she kept on disobeying me. Dikit rin siya ng dikit kay Range na parang kaya rin siyang saluhin nun parati. Kahit mag back up pa siya kay Range hindi pa rin yun eepekto. I'm the man in this house and no one, not even her, can make me obey anyone.

"Be obedient, stay by my side, and stop this pathetic attempt at rebellion. Magpakabait ka, show me total submission, and I’ll let them walk out of that basement. I’ll let them go home, safe and sound." Napalunok ako. The choice was clear but impossible. "You’re using them against me?" "I’m giving you a purpose," he corrected, his expression hardening. "If you want their freedom, start earning it. Every day you obey, every day you prove that you are mine, ay isang hakbang palapit sa kalayaan nila. But the moment you slip? The moment you even think about running? They pay the price." "Promise me," pabulong kong sabi, my voice shaking. "Promise me na kapag ginawa ko ang gusto mo, pakakawalan m

Narakaramdam siya ng ibayong sakit. Oh God. Bakit kailangan pang mangyari ang lahat ng ito? God, please help me. I want to spend the rest of my life with Vaughn.. CHAPTER NINE : TRAVIS'S PARTY PART THREE HALOS lamunin na ng kadiliman ang buong garden kung saang ginaganap ang magarbong party ni Travis Laurel. Halata sa mga bisita ang labis na pagkataranta sa pangyayari. Pero siya ay kampante lamang na lumabas sa mansion. Wala siyang problema kung madilim man ang paligid niya. Matagal na niyang sinanay ang sarili niya tulad sa mga ganitong uri ng sitwasyon. Kasama iyon sa pinili niyang propesyon.

"That's what will happen Hope every time you disobey my orders, someone will suffer with yout wrong choice! With your wrong dicesion. "I-I'm s-so s-sorry..." Halos hindi ko masabi dahil sa tindi ng emosyon biglang umalipin sa akin. Because of my situation, I have to surrender my voice. I have to move according to what he wanted me to be. I have to follow him like a puppet. Bago pa tuluyang kumawala ang pinipigilan kong iyak. Tumalikod na ako sa kaniya at tinalunton ang daan pabalik sa aming kuwarto.

Dahil dito niresearch niya ang pangalang Klayde Medoza at nagsilabasan ang iba't-ibang article why he hates a woman who have a long hair. Mayroong dahil sa isa siyang bakla at inggit sa babaeng may mahaba ang buhok, mayroon ding sinaktan siya ng babaeng minahal niya noon na mahaba ang buhok kaya ayaw na niyang babaeng may mahaba ang buhok. Napansin ni Hadlee na puro non-sense naman ang mga nakasulat dito kaya tumuloy siya sa images.

"Tungkol saan? Kung paano mo ako dinala rito against my will, o kung paano natin tuluyang sinira ang code of ethics ng unibersidad?" Anne looked down at her own hands, her fingers tracing the rim of her mug. Isang malalim na buntong-hininga ang pinakawalan niya. "Tungkol sa kung ano ang susunod nating gagawin. We crossed the line. There's no turning back from this."

"H-hindi ba p-pwede mag-usap na malayo k-ka sa'kin? T-this is uncomfortable." "I hate people who disobey me, the people who pretend to be nice, people who dictate what I should or should not do, and lastly, those people who judge me even before knowing me," he replied instead. "And I can't believe that lahat ng iyon ay na sa'yo. Why are you disobeying me? Why do you pretend to be nice? Why are you dictating the things I should and I shouldn't do? And why the fuck do you judge me like you already knew who I really am?"

mahabang paliwanag ng anak ko "Anak, you don't have to obey them. Wala kang kailangan patunayan anak. Kung mamahalin ka nila, mamahalin ka nila. Hindi mo kailangan pagtrabahuan ang pagmamahal nila sayo." "Pero mommy, ok lang po talaga. Para na rin po matuto po ako." "Basta anak ha, you don't have to force yourself. You don't owe them. If you know you can't, then there's nothing wrong refusing it, ok?"