Foolish Heart Novels & Stories

*knock knock* "Besh I'm here. Don't harm yourself. Makikinig ako. Andito lang ako hindi kita iiwan." I didn't reply. Umiyak lang ako. Masakit talaga kasi. Kagabi lang ang sweet niya tapos may ginawa pala silang kababalaghan ng kabit niya. Putangina ang sakit di ko kaya. I never cheated kahit nung una pa na hindi ako seryoso sa kanya. Katuwaan lang lahat pero I really fall in love with him. I guess laro din lahat para sa kanya. Pero he's sincere apologising earlier bulong ng isip ko.

They loved raising the expectaions of those jerks then brutally putting them down. Ang turing nila sa sarili nila ay mga secret avengers ng mga kabaro nilang sinaktan at pinaasa ng mga walang-maggawang lalaking iyon. Hence the name Heartless Girls. Because they are the girls who will never fall for a jerk and have her heart ripped out by said jerk. Mas gusto nilang sila ang magpadugo sa puso ng mga iyon.

At hindi ko basta-bastang gawing kalmado ang puso ko na tila nagwawala sa hindi ko malamang dahilan? Their family is richer than us? Iyon lang ang rason? It's all pride.

He loves me more and more. Lexus is like my heart, kapag inilayo sa akin, pakiramdam ko ay katapusan ko na. Iyong pakiramdam na pinipigilan kang huminga, unti-unti kang tinatapos at binabawian ng buhay. Hindi ko lubos na maintindihan ang sarili ko, lalo na ang puso ko kung bakit kailangan kong maramdaman ang bagay na iyon para sa kanya. Kahit anong pigil ng isip ko, ayaw pa ring magpatalo at magpadikta ng puso ko sa kung ano ang dapat na maramdaman. My mind always reminds me that this is absurd, a sin, a forbidden. This is all wrong. But my heart beats like it was telling me otherwise.

Ngunit ito ang tanging nahiligan ko na gamitin dahil natatawa ako tuwing sinasabi ko ito, ngunit hindi sa oras na ito. Naggulat ako nang bigla kong marinig ang paghagalpak ng tawa ni Master Heins. His laughter roared and thundered the whole garden place. I titled my head, I was puzzled and now wondering why is he acting this way. Siya pa nga binara ko, s’ya pa ang natatawa. “Damn baby..” huminga siya nang malalim. “Sisha isn't really my girlfriend. She's just a friend of me–”

mahinang usal ni Alessandra ngunit nakaabot iyon sa pandinig ni Nick. Lumingon ang binata sa direksiyon ng dalaga. "I know," sagot nito na balot ng kalungkutan ang mga mata. Pinihit na nito ang seradura at muling lumabas. "I hate you, but I can't stop my heart from screaming your name. I'm a fool," bulong ni Alessandra sa kanyang sarili nang makalabas si Nick.

Hindi naman ganoon kalayo ang Okinawa sa Pilipinas para hindi siya dalawin nito if kagustuhan lamang ng lalaki. Fuck her heart. Nasaktan na naman siya dahil sa sarili niyang kagagawan. She should not think about that man. Kung tutuusin ay dapat niya itong kalimutan na lang tulad ng ginawa nito sa kaniya. Just a fool of her heart, it could never forget that stupid man who just said promises to her which she held tight but only turned to ashes.

"Luh?! Nakakatakot ka palang maging maharot. May pa-intro-introvert ka pang nalalaman, eh may itinatago pa naman palang kaharutan." "Aish, this bitch," asik ko sabay labas sa flat nito. Bitbit ko pa rin ang jar ng stick-o. 'Oh my god! I think I got a falling star for real tonight.' "Oh, Fall! I already fool in love with you!" Sambit ko nang maalala ang movie na pinanuod ko pa lang kagabi, Fool In Love ang title. I think ito na talaga 'yon, eh. Humiling ako ng falling star tapos isang gwapong Faller ang bumalandra sa harapan ko.

It's him,he can ruin me and he can made me whole as well. I can't fool myself anymore,my heart calls and beats for him. Mahal ko si Hendrix...

A smile formed on my lips as I start talking to them. "Nay, tay, first of all, I'd like to ask for your forgiveness for what happened in the past. I know at some point, I have a part on it. K-Kung... kung napigilan ko lang sana si Allison... this couldn't have happened." I stopped for a while as I breathed in deeply. "Nay, tay, asawa ko na po si Ash. The girl I wanted to marry from the first time. The girl who touched my heart and who still continues touching it. The girl who is my first and last love. I promise that I will never broke their hearts—Ash and Snow's. I will be their rock... whom they could hide from... if there's a big problem blocking our way. I won't let them get hurt... beca