Romans & histoires Hate To Love

Nakahiga na siya sa kama at ako naman ay sa sofa bed malapit sa paahan niya. "Yeah, I'm just happy and relieved now. I don't have to libe with this fake hatred inside me." She smiled and I smiled back at her. "I love you, always." "I love you too, palagi."

sabi ko at nag promise kami with our pinky finger. Kapag mahal mo ang isang tao, ipaglalaban mo. Hindi mo hahayaan masaktan at mamahalin mo ng higit pa sa ibang bagay. Hindi mo iiwan sa darkest days niya, mag stay ka through ups and downs. Mahalin mo muna ang sarili mo bago ka mag mahal ng iba. Move on from your past and start healing before you love someone else.

Likewise with the wounds in my heart, they’re still bleeding hard. Within six months, I tried my best to forget him. I hate him so much. He let me cling into him and later dumped me as if nothing happened. I do resent him. But why? Why do I feel like craving for his presence again?

But after all those times seeing him with my sister, hate started to form above all my misery. I told him not to choose me. Pero unti-unti akong nagagalit habang tumatagal dahil ipinapakita niya pa sa akin kung gaano ako kamali sa mga desisyon ko. I am mad at myself but anger is towards him is just starting to arose with all the hate. I hate him. I still love him. I am mad. Why can't my love for him just go away? "I...hate...you..." mas madiin ko pang sambit. "

Pero hindi ko alam kung bakit kapag sya ang kaharap ko, para bang nanghihina ang puso't isipan ko. I hate love, and I hate him because I fell in love with him. I never wanted to love him. Kung alam ko lang, sana hindi na ako pumayag na maging kaibigan sya. Pero huli na ang lahat dahil nahulog na ako sa patibong ng tadhana at pag-ibig. "I... I don't like you. Sorry."

Ivory's hatred slowly faded as he started to feel his heart beating fast whenever Death is around. "Can Love be born from hatred? I hated him for all my life! But how am I supposed to hate him when I'm falling in love with that him?!" ang frustrated na reklamo ni Ivory sa kaniyang kaibigan na si Sammy. Sammy just laughed at Ivory's reaction and tapped his friend's shoulder, "Hindi ba't sabi nila, the more you hate, the more you love?" "You're not making any sense! He's evil!" sigaw ni Ivory sa kaibigan.

Gusto kong umiyak sa dami ng emosyong nakikita ko sa kanya, pero pinipigilan ko ang sarili ko na bumigay. “I hate you… because you didn’t deny it. I hate you… because you didn’t blame me. I hate you because you know I hate you, yet here you are, standing in front of me. I hate everything about you—your existence, your name, your lies, your games… But this hatred in my mind… it stays there. What’s in my heart, though, is something entirely different,” lintanya ko, nakatitig pa rin sa kanyang mga mata. “I hate you…”

I don't want just anyone to hold Parang nanigas ang mga paa ko dahil sa hindi ako makapaniwala sa aking nakikita, pakiramdam ko tuloy hinaharana ako ni Jacob. I don't want my love to go to waste Hindi ko rin inaasahan ang kaniyang mga matang ay derektang tatama sa aking mga mata. His golden irresistible eyes are directly staring at me right now. I want you and your beautiful soul Ramdam ko ang pamumula ng magkabilang pisngi ko, ngunit hindi ko iyon alintana, sapagkat hindi ko na rin maalis at hindi ko na rin mapigilan ang mga mata ko na hindi tumitig pabalik sa kaniya.

" i love you even more. And love you more and more and more." Napangiti ako. Gahd. Thank you! Salamat po talaga! Sana lang wag na topakin to. Haha. But he is cute when he has tantrums. Haha. Ah. Whatever. I love him. My very own creepy guy. The guy who once hates girls. Well, sorry. He had finally love one. And im damn proud that its me. The hot queen of korea. --- end of Third Story --- -- quick clip for the next story --_

Malamang mapapansin niya talaga iyon dahil nga kanina pa kami napapasulyap sa isa't isa. "Yeaahh!" Napatingin kami ni Charleston kay Zarrah at doon napansin kong wala si Dion sa tabi niya. Muli kaming napatingin sa stage at doon nakita namin si Dion na may hawak na mic, na tila ba kakanta. Saglit pa ay tumugtog ang banda at natigilan ako sa kantang kakantahin niya. Intro pa lang ng kanta ay biglang bumalot sa akin ang kaba. Kung hindi ako nagkakamali, kanta iyon ng Def Leppard, na When Love and Hate Collide. Minsan ko nang narinig ang kantang iyon, at pakiramdam ko ay nababalot iyon ng saya at lungkot na sadyang noon ay hindi ko maintindihan.