Heaven Knows Meaning Novels & Stories

Nang wala akong marinig na sagot ay tuluyan ko nang tinignan, papatayin ko na sana nang marinig ko na may nagsalita. "Hello, Heaven? Ano," kunot ko lang siyang pinakinggan, "Kfc?"

Tinitigan niya si Heaven nang may purong panlalamig. ​"Isa kang tanga Heaven" walang pusong sagot ng matanda. "You are weak and entirely completely pathetic. Ginamit lang kita bilang pain para lumabas ang kapatid mo mula sa pinagtataguan niya. You were just a placeholder for my true absolute heir. Wala kang silbi."

Nagsimula akong kumanta nang mahina. "And tomorrow night The lights will appear Just like they do on my birthday each year What is it like Out there where they glow? Now that I'm older Mother might just Let me go." Sa wakas ay tumawa si mama. Humiwalay siya sa yakap ko at tiningnan ako. Dahan-dahan siyang tumango. Nanlaki ang mata ko dahil do'n. Anong ibig sabihin ng pagtango niya?

He shrugged and smirked. Hindi ko alam ang isasagot ko roon. O dapat ba akong may isasagot doon. I have the knowledge and answers for their queries but I don’t know if it’s a good idea that I’ll be the one to answer it for them. Gayong si Amancio naman ang hinahanap nila.

"Kaya sa tingin ko ay wala na siyang pakialam kung nag-e-exist ka pa sa buhay niya." Isang malalim na hininga ang aking pinakawalan, "Ikaw na lang ang pumunta roon. Kilala ka naman nila bilang representative ko. Mas mainam na rin iyon." "Gingawa mo lang iyan dahil gusto mo pa rin siyang iwasan," sabi ni Heaven sa akin. "Sabihin mo, may gusto ka pa rin ba sa kaniya?"

When it's right, you'll know. I've heard that cliché so many times before—when you find the right person, when you get the right job, when you’re on the right track, you'll know—and for the longest time I couldn’t help but find that annoying. What does it mean to ‘know’? Would I have this fluttering heartbeat, this subconscious sense, this universe-given affirmation that this is exactly who I’m supposed to be loving or what I'm supposed to be doing?

So, she can't understand kung bakit hindi rito nakuntento si Heaven. Napailing nalang siya. Ano ba'ng alam niya tungkol sa kapatid? She knows nothing about heaven and vise versa. But seriously, she can't figure out what grey doesn't have that Angelo has. O baka naman sadyang dito lang talaga tumibok ang puso ng kapatid? She winced. Maybe, heaven found genuine happiness and true love with Angelo. “True love huh?” Napailing nalang siya.