Novel & Cerita I Don't Feel So Good

But once her embarrassment passed, she got a little frustrated and exclaimed, "How dare you poke fun at me? I shouldn't have tried to make you feel better just now!" I laughed harder. "Alright, I won't tease you anymore. I really wasn't feeling good, but it's not because I felt sad. It's more because my fever hasn't gone down yet." And yet, that wonderful wife of mine never once noticed. Bianca was a little stunned. "Are you really not feeling sad?" I shook my head. "I'm not sad. It feels more like liberation to me." Bianca didn't say anything more. So, I grabbed my phone and switched it back on.

I've been thinking about leaving it all without saying goodbye. "I-It's nothing... I just don't feel that good right now." The truth is, I could really feel my whole body aching, especially the one between my legs. I feel so sore I even struggled walking down the stairs. "Are you sick? Do you want me to call a doctor?" Sylus asked worriedly. I shook my head. "No need. I think I just have to take some rest and this will eventually go away." "Are you sure about that?"

she said, but I couldn't even reply her. Something had changed in my mood and my belly was starting to get all messed up. I was feeling nauseated and weak at the same time and I can't even explain why. “What's wrong? Are you okay?” Ava asked when she saw the discomfort all over my face. “Yes, I'm okay. I just feel a bit weak. I probably just need some more rest. The stress lately has been too much on my body.” I let out and then leaned back to lay on the bed.

I let out a harsh sigh and looked at him again. “Now, if you’re asking me how I feel, my answer is no—I’m not fine. I feel… really empty. I don’t feel anything except this weight I carry. I’m fucking… empty, Melody. It’s scary…” I almost whispered to myself, then I left her there.

“This is… disgusting.” He hesitated only for a moment before crouching down anyway, his suit trousers brushing the damp grass. “Ma, I don’t think it’s disgusting. Not to me.” His tone softened, steady but concerned. “Is everything okay?” I closed my eyes for a second, willing the spinning to stop. “I don’t know… I’ve just been feeling dizzy lately. Sick, sometimes. Like I’m about to” I swallowed hard. “throw up. And it happens more often than it should.”

It had happened to me so I knew how it felt. "But anyway, that's over. I don't want to revisit that sad story. I am over it now," she said and smiled slightly. Even as she spoke, I could still feel my head swimming and swimming and I knew that if I was standing ever since, I could have probably collapsed. "You still don't feel good, babe," Diana pointed out when she noticed my state. I nodded because I wasn't feeling good at all. There was this irritation that was growing inside of me, and I wanted it out immediately.

Emma I stare at the mess in front of me, not really sure what to do with it. I’ve been off these past few days and I haven’t been able to pinpoint the exact reason as to why I’ve been feeling this way. I’ve tried thinking about it, but nothing comes to mind. All I know is that I have been feeling off. Like something is wrong or something bad is about to happen. I can’t shake the feeling no matter what I do. It sits still, heavily weighing on my heart.

“I’m really fine. I just feel inexplicably uneasy—maybe I haven’t been resting well lately, too tired.” “All right then. Once we get back, let’s go for a massage first.”

I somehow freed myself from his arms and walked towards the window. "Diya," he mumbled and walked after me. "What happened?" He asked me in a concerning voice. "I don't know... I am... I am not feeling well," I murmured. He immediately held my arms and turned me around. I helplessly looked at him. "Baby, tell me what happened?" He asked, yet again. "I don't know," I honestly responded, "it's like, I have a feeling that things are going to go pretty bad," I sighed.

“About what?” He didn’t answer. Of course he didn’t. I leaned back slowly. Heart not racing— but not calm either. Somewhere in between. Unsettled. “…that’s not good.” “No.” “That’s really not good.” “No.” And just like that— the day didn’t feel normal anymore.