I Don't Feel So Good Novels & Stories

He isn't the only one feeling that way. Something is wrong. I can feel it strongly in my spirit. And why do I feel whatever is wrong is going to affect me?? God help me!

I could walk without needing someone to lean on or an arm to hold me. All was looking bright, health-wise, apart from this strange, constant unease I could not name. Honestly, this was beginning to really bother me now. I could understand why I felt a great improvement in my recovery journey, yet sometimes I felt like crap—real crap. There were times when dizziness could almost make me collapse.

I gently nodded, but there was a problem. I was feeling uncharacteristic. I examined my hands. They had the same appearance. On the inside, though, something was lacking. I scowled. "I… I don’t feel right." Darius' face changed from one of relief to one of worry. "What do you mean?" I gave a disappointed shake of my head. "I'm not sure. It's like, Though I'm not, I'm here. I feel like my body is empty. Darius tensed. His hold on me became firmer. "Empty?"

But I don't know why I am feeling a bit happy to see him. No I feel like I MISSED HIM Is this alright to feel like that???

Him getting his own place feels definitive and it brings a wave of nausea. Oh, fuck, not this again. I was doing so good.

I'm such a fool for having my hopes high. I felt like my body are so weak right now. It doesn't just feel like my energy was drained, I don't think I can do anything right now. I usually have this energetic personality every time I go out of the office and I will greet every employee I bump into. But now, I don't feel like greeting any of them. It's just tiring. My heart is so heavy right now. I don't feel like being myself. I met Elvis along the way and he seems to know my problem immediately, Elvis and Janice approached me.

I wish I could do something to stop this feeling. It's bad and heavy to abstain from. I wonder why my day had to be so bad.

I feel awful! I don't know how long I lay here listening to the horrible consequences of this bitter crap, but I feel like I need to lay down on the bed asap. My internal organs are burning horribly. I feel terribly awful! I feel like I want to puke real bad! Shit!

Even though it didn't seem like I was crumbling, I was extremely distressed in Adrian's presence. “You okay, Evelyn?” Lawrence asked. His very being gave me unpleasant sensation and a terror. “Yeah.” I nodded slowly. ‘Just what happened to me in one day?’ The person I die to get some attention now I want to be unnoticed and away from him. My heart which used to flutter with happiness by being this close is not there anymore. My feelings; My lifetime feelings changed in just a day. In a mere moment, everything faltered. ‘What is happening?’ I gulped, Lawrence took notice of my distress and asked in a concerned tone again,

But that sounds like horse shit to me. “I actually don’t feel good, Mum. I feel weird.” “Weird, how?” she asks. “I don’t know,” I continue. The car slows to a stop. I stare out the window to the place I call home. Calling it home feels wrong but I don’t know why. I don’t know a lot of things these days except the music. And on most days, the music doesn’t make me feel as whole as I try to make it seem. I open the door and put a foot out. “Something is off.”