I Don't Feel So Good Novels & Stories

I'm such a fool for having my hopes high. I felt like my body are so weak right now. It doesn't just feel like my energy was drained, I don't think I can do anything right now. I usually have this energetic personality every time I go out of the office and I will greet every employee I bump into. But now, I don't feel like greeting any of them. It's just tiring. My heart is so heavy right now. I don't feel like being myself. I met Elvis along the way and he seems to know my problem immediately, Elvis and Janice approached me.

“About what?” He didn’t answer. Of course he didn’t. I leaned back slowly. Heart not racing— but not calm either. Somewhere in between. Unsettled. “…that’s not good.” “No.” “That’s really not good.” “No.” And just like that— the day didn’t feel normal anymore.

She has light makeup on and her mood has been upbeat since the beginning of the ride. "No." I whisper weakly. I don't know why I say it. I don't know why I admit it to this stranger but the confirmation slips out of me. I am not okay. I feel like shit. I don't know what to do. Everything hurts. I feel the heartache in my belly. In my knees. In my head. Everywhere.

I gently nodded, but there was a problem. I was feeling uncharacteristic. I examined my hands. They had the same appearance. On the inside, though, something was lacking. I scowled. "I… I don’t feel right." Darius' face changed from one of relief to one of worry. "What do you mean?" I gave a disappointed shake of my head. "I'm not sure. It's like, Though I'm not, I'm here. I feel like my body is empty. Darius tensed. His hold on me became firmer. "Empty?"

And suddenly… It didn’t feel like good news anymore.

I wish I could do something to stop this feeling. It's bad and heavy to abstain from. I wonder why my day had to be so bad.

I feel awful! I don't know how long I lay here listening to the horrible consequences of this bitter crap, but I feel like I need to lay down on the bed asap. My internal organs are burning horribly. I feel terribly awful! I feel like I want to puke real bad! Shit!

I'm not sick or anything. "I just don't feel like eating. That's all," Nicole murmured.

Even though it didn't seem like I was crumbling, I was extremely distressed in Adrian's presence. “You okay, Evelyn?” Lawrence asked. His very being gave me unpleasant sensation and a terror. “Yeah.” I nodded slowly. ‘Just what happened to me in one day?’ The person I die to get some attention now I want to be unnoticed and away from him. My heart which used to flutter with happiness by being this close is not there anymore. My feelings; My lifetime feelings changed in just a day. In a mere moment, everything faltered. ‘What is happening?’ I gulped, Lawrence took notice of my distress and asked in a concerned tone again,

It makes me feel weird. I feel like I am missing something but I don’t know what.