I've Tried So Hard Novels & Stories

Oh fuck. My mouth opens, words escaping before I can stop them. “I tried. It wouldn’t let me delete it. I tried again and again,” I whisper, hoping he believes me. It’s not a lie. I tried last night, over and over, and it kept giving me an error.

Investment and hard work for my dream was on my fingertips . Unknowingly as a curse I was born or grown up, lacking of natural emotions indeed and I couldn't express or experience any feelings like anger, sad , pain ..... Nothing with others or in me , it's doubtful to my self? I don't know what happened to me but my only focus to fulfill my dream ... So I am striving hard more than my ability..... I tried hard to find that disability in me but failed every time... it's fate I guess or may be as everyone says I'm cursed....?

Seven days to prepare instead of being ambushed. It's not much. But it's something. I tried. Again. And failed. Again. But at least I tried. That has to count for something. Even if it doesn't change anything.

I don’t want to disappoint them, I don’t want to let them down. I know I have to try, but it all seems so hard. I don’t know what to do. I always don’t know what to do

And I no longer have the strength. ---

The ha rder I tried getting her off me, the more difficult it became.

I had hopes for a better life, I was fooling myself, nothing good ever happened to people like me. On third try, I got the same results. I fell back down. I didn’t give up. frustrated, I tried again and this time I succeeded. The moment I put wait on my foot, it screamed in pain, but I pushed through it. No, it wasn’t the time for it give up on me. Not now, not when my life depended on it. I thought as I stood. Twigs broke under the heavy rushed footsteps that were getting closer by the second.

He again rubbed those words on my face from which I was trying hard to run. The gravity of his words was making my chest heavy with every passing second. For the past year, I tried my best and prayed to the one who is listening to never give rise to this day in my life but I failed. I worked hard to keep him away from me but with the snap of his finger, he brought me back on the same page from where we both started.

I remembered Victoria and tried desperately to shake whatever thoughts I had away. But… I couldn’t help it.

Raphael Stars… I tried my best. I know that I have been saying this more often, but I really did try my best. I tried mu best to stay away from her. My little green flower. I tried to stop thinking about her. I tried to burry myself in work, I tried to over workout and when that didn't work, I tried going for a long run. But no matter what I did or what I tried to think about, my mind would constantly return to her.