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"What if I want to?" Nanlaki ang kaniyang mga mata. Ano na namang sinasabi nito? Ang hirap talaga sa mga lalaki kasi puro paasa. Baka isa na naman ito sa mga lalaking paasa. Mapapadasal na lang talaga siya sa lahat ng santo na kilala niya. "Ano?" "I said..." He took one step closer. "...what if I want to spoil you?"

he said, wanting me to repeat what I asked. Hmm, should I? But wait, why does he want me to repeat it? Did he think what he heard was wrong? Or does he just want to hear it again? Whatever the reason is, I'm still going to say it again because he asked me to. I cleared my throat and said, "I said, can I kiss you?"

“If I fuck you, it means I want you.” Sandali akong natameme. Parang naubusan ako ng mga salita. Ang bawat pantig na binitawan niya ay paulit-ulit na nag-echo sa loob ng utak ko. Ano bang pinagsasabi niyang he wants me? Ibig niyang sabihin na kapag ginalaw niya ako ibig sabihin iyon ang gusto niya?

"Nakalimutan mo naba? I wanted to die. I might have struggled to live but the truth is I just want to end my life. Nothing's good coming from me, I am nothing but darkness, I am the darkness I am trying to conquer." He shook his head. He looks so determined when he cupped my face. I saw how his jaw clenched repeatedly, how his eyes got distracted because of what I said. "You only saved me that late night. If you didn't save me, I would have died.." "No.." napapaos ang kaniyang beses nang muling umiling. "If you really wanted to die, you could have jumped off the bridge when I left you. But you didn't." I bit my lower lip because I know he has a point.

“What do you want, Ai?” Pero hindi ko pa rin alam kung paano sabihin. “I…” I want you. But with no strings attached. How can I ever say that? “Ai?” Am I being crazy? “Like what I told you, you can use me all you want, Ai,” he whispered. Damn it.

The one he always wanted. Freedom.