Novel & Cerita If My Heart Had Wings

“Ano bang nangyayari...” “He choose...” parang tinarak ng punyal ang puso ko habang sinasabi ang mga salitang 'yon. “He choose the chain...and cut my wings to fly away!” But the truth...he didn't. I know it deep within me. What the reason of this captivity... Hawak ang journal kong tinatanaw ang pag-alis niyang muli. Namanhid na ang puso ko at kahit ang luha ay umurong sa pagbato nito.

Kinapa ko ang kama ko nang maramdamang wala akong mga unan at nakahiga lamang ako sa kahoy. I opened my eyes and confusion filled my mind as I saw some wings, pearls, beautiful dresses and some weird things. Napatayo ako nang may nakita akong dalawang babae. The one has wings while the one doesn't have. Nataranta ako nang naalala kong na-aksidente nga pala ako kanina. I stood up and surveyed my whole body, but I can't even see any wound. I jumped twice to examine my strength, pero sobrang lakas ko pa rin.

"Join me." Hays! Ngayon lang naman siguro to no? Namiss ko na ring kumanta e. Tulad nang sabi niya, sinabayan ko nga siyang kumanta. High on words 🎵 We almost used 🎵 We're fireworks with a wet fuse 🎵 Flying planes with paper wheels 🎵 To the same Achilles heels 🎵 Make them dance 🎵 Just like you 🎵 'Cause you make me move 🎵

Ruan's heart belonged to someone else, a ghost from his past, a woman who had captured his heart and left an indelible mark on his soul. As I reached out and gently squeezed his hand, offering him a silent promise of comfort, I felt my own heart shatter into a million pieces. The dream I had dared to dream, the hope that had flickered within me, was extinguished, leaving behind a void that threatened to consume me.

It's not the flowers wrapped in fancy paper It's not the ring I wear around my finger There's nothing in all the world I need When I have you here beside me, here beside me Hindi ko na napigilan ang sarili ko sa pagtawa, nang makitang hinahawakan pa niya ang dibdib na parang feel na feel talaga ang pagkanta. So you could give me wings to fly And catch me if I fall Or pull the stars down from the sky So I could wish on them all But I couldn't ask for more

I'll remember this moment forever. END OF CHAPTER 20

Ngunit kapag pumapasok sa kanyang isip ang plano, tila may bahagi ng kanyang puso na bigla na lamang tinatadyakan. Napahugot siya ng malalim na hininga saka ito pinakawalan nang marahas. He needed to get his mind straight or he would fuck it all up. Kasangkapan lamang si Alea nang makalaya ang tatay niya. He wasn't supposed to fall for her innocent eyes and angelic smile. Baka sa huli ay siya lamang din ang mamroblema kung magkataon.

Parang pinapalo ng baseball bat ang buong katawan ko sa sakit. "Let my soul be with you," I whispered on the particles of wind. I felt hopeless in my estate. Wala ng pag-asa. Hindi na ako makaka-ahon dito. Imposibleng may mkahanap pa sa akin sa ganitong pagkakataon. Nasa dulo kami ng hardin ni lola. May batis ito at munting talon na nagpapa-ingay sa paligid. I slowly closed my eyes, strating to embrace my faith. Nanghihina na rin kasi ako dahil sa dami ng dugong tumakas sa katawan ko. Nakakapagtaka nga lang at hindi pa ako natuluyan kahit paano.

Nagsigawan pa ang mga kasamahan namin na tila kinikilig parin sila sa aming dalawa. I'm so scared that you will see.All the weakness inside of me.I'm so scared of letting go.That the pain I've hid will show.... I know you want to hear me speak.But I'm afraid that if I start to.I'll never stop.... I want you to know,You belong in my life I love the hope I see in your eyes,For you I would fly At least I would try.For you I'll take.The last flight out... I'm afraid that you will leave.As my secrets have been revealed.In my dreams you'll always stay.

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