Novel & Cerita Inside Out Sadness Quotes

Umiling-iling naman ako at ngumiti na lang nang malapad. "I'm just happy na nakikita ko kayong masaya na with your family. Hindi ko nga lang maiwasang mainggit dahil napagtanto kong mag-isa lang ata ako sa mundong 'to. Hindi ko man lang kilala ang pamilya ko at kung meron naman, wala man lang kahit isa ang nagmagandang loob na puntahan ako. It breaks my heart realizing that I think I'm happier inside that stupid experiment instead of being alone here."

patuloy niya. Nagkibit balikat ito at tumingin sa makulay na kalangitan dahil sa papalunog na araw. "Because I always believed death has never been the answer to end our suffering. Believe me you can still do great things." tila siguradong sambit nito. "And if ever you feel alone remember me. Remember this one stranger that still believes in you." At that time for some reason… for the first time, I cried. I cried with my soul.

He paused then closed his eyes after. Akala ko tulog ay hindi na niya itutuloy pa ang pagkwe-kwento ngunit ipinagpatuloy niya pa rin. "If only we can just turn off the feelings we have for the people who will never be in love with us, then everyone must be happy and in the right state right now." If the sadness can be identified earlier, then this time is much even worse. I was about to give him some advice when a hand held my arm tightly that I feel like my hand will be broken once I make a decision that he doesn't like.

Parang pelikula na paulit-ulit na nagre-run sa ulo ko. Pero kasabay nun… yung mga salita niya rin ang paulit-ulit na pumapasok sa isip ko. “You’re the only thing I can’t lose.” Hindi ko alam kung dapat ba akong magalit, matakot o masaktan. Siguro lahat ng iyon sabay-sabay.

Hindi ko na halos marinig ang kasunod nilang usapan dahil sa malakas na pagtibok ng puso ko, pero may ilang salitang tumagos pa rin sa akin. “Some people can never be replaced,” marahan kong narinig mula kay Denzel. Pakiramdam ko ay tuluyan ng gumuho ang mundo ko. Mabagal akong umatras mula sa pinto habang nanlalabo ang paningin ko dahil sa mga luha. Hindi ko na maalala kung paano ako nakalakad pabalik sa elevator. Hindi ko na maalala kung paano ako nakalabas ng building. Ang naaalala ko lang ay ang pakiramdam na para bang may malaking bahagi ng puso ko ang tuluyang napunit.

Tiningnan niya ang tiyahin na napatingin din sa sarili at napangiwi. “Never mind. It’s what inside the heart that matters and not what our eyes can vividly see outside. You gotta remember that. Don’t feel so down, I know you better than enough, sweetheart.” Kinurot pa niyon ang pisngi niya kaya napangiti siya. “Kainan na at kumukulo na ang sikmura ko! Mamaya na ang chismisan!” Sigaw ng tiyang Lydia niya kaya nagkatawanan ang lahat.

" sabi ko agad niyang hinawakan ang kamay ko "I won't tell you "don't be sad" or "cheer up" 'cause I know you will not feel better with those words. But, I want to tell you that your feelings are valid and please let it out to me. Whether it is about your frustrations or your anger. I'm willing to listen, love. You can depend on me and vent those sadness out of your body." sabi niya "Na miss ko lang si mama." sabi ko at humikbi

Looking back at my happiest memories feels like running fingers over old scars—some smooth and faded, others still raw. I once believed memories were like stars: distant, beautiful, untouchable. But I was wrong. Memories are bullets. Some just whistle past, leaving only echoes of fear. Others pierce clean through you, leaving you bleeding in silence. “Condolence, Anastasia.” “Anastasia, I’m so sorry for your loss.” “I’m sorry, truly.”

Hindi kasi niya maiwasang isipin na kaya dinidistansiya nito ang sarili sa kanya ay dahil sa nawawala na ang pagmamahal nito sa kanya, na pinandidirian na siya nito ngunit parang imposible naman iyon dahil kapag tumitingin ito sa kanya ay nakikita niya kung gaano kalaki ang pag-ibig nito sa kanya. Hindi nga ba eyes are the window of the sould. Sa kaisipang may amnesia siya pero nagawa niyang maisip ang quote na iyon, parang gusto niyang matawa ng husto. Natigilan lang siya nang makita niyang titig na titig ito sa kanya na parang may gustong itanong. Well, parang gusto nga rin niyang itanong dito iyong tungkol sa boses ng batang babae na narinig niyang tumawag sa kanya ng Mommy.

“Don’t be scared to let it all out. It’s going to be okay.” “No, it’s not okay. I don’t want to let it all out because… I don’t want to be miserable.” “You’re already miserable, Nico. Accept that. Don’t try to deny it because it’s not good for you.” “But I don't know what to do. Anger is the only way I can get the pain out of my chest in a small amount of time.” “We understand you, Nico.” “No, you don’t.” “Just… cry if you want to. No one is stopping you from being sad.”