It's Like I've Waited My Whole Life นิยาย & เรื่องราว

I felt a pang in my chest, the same one I always felt when I saw her like this. “It feels like I’ve yearned for you forever,” I whispered to myself, watching the car pull away. But I would keep waiting. I always had.

So, back to reality. January 5th 2035, I used to like beginnings, meeting new people, trying new things but not anymore. I'm just sick and tired of my pathetic life. I've befriended death so many times but he just keeps rejecting me. Life hasn't been kind either so I don't know, I'm just living in my own world hanging between life and death waiting patiently for one to just embrace me and be good to me. Oh well, seems like that's not gonna happen anytime soon.

I was about to be whole again and I couldn't wait. ***

“You’re asking the wrong guy, Sunshine. I’ve been in chaos since birth.” I snorted. “Not surprised.” “But,” he added, tilting his head so our eyes met again, “with you? It doesn’t feel like chaos. It feels like meaning.” My breath caught. “Zander…” “I know,” he whispered, voice thick. “You’re not ready. I’ll wait.” I closed my eyes. “You might be waiting a long time.” “I’ve waited my whole life without knowing you existed,” he said. “I can survive a little longer now that I do.”

that I wouldnt have to spend the rest of my life in the shadow of this emptiness and that she would return to me. But every day seemed to be a sentence. An excruciatingly slow waiting game. What if she doesnt awaken? The question kept coming back to me like a ghost gnawing at me while remaining just out of reach. I squeezed the soap bar until the plastic creaked but it didnt help.

he asks quietly. I think about it — the honest version, not the reassuring version. The honest version is yes, there's still a reflex, still the part of me that braces for impact out of habit. But under that, something else. Something that has been growing for a while and is big enough now to be named. "I keep waiting," I say. "But I don't think that's what this is. I think this is just — the life." He looks at me. "Yeah," he says. "I think so too."

I wanted this episode to be the one thing that would wipe me off the face of this earth. So I waited. I let the episode do its job, I waited for the very last moment. Minutes passed but it never came, but I stayed still Even after it wore off, I stayed still, waiting for it to come again, waiting patiently for it to happen again. But it still didn’t happen. I groan loudly in frustration and yell across the room. At this point thankful for the soundproof doors of the conference room. She took everything away from me. She just ruined my life. I was about to lose a whole lot of money.

The position of Luna of this pack belongs to me. I won't let anyone take it away from me. Besides, I've waited too long for him. I've spent my entire life waiting for him and doing exactly what he wants just so that he'll see me in a different light. I can't just let him walk away from me after all of this!

ATHENA Life is not always a bed of roses i understand this quote better than anyone else. I looked down at my watch once again and sighed i am waiting here for my driver for past 15mins. Right now i am standing outside the airport waiting for my driver. People are looking at me and gossiping within themselves. I don't care what they are talking but the way they looking at me it irritates me a lot. I took a deep breath and tried to control myself from not shouting at them.

I leaned back in the uncomfortable plastic chair, my casted arm aching dully, and closed my eyes. Waiting for whatever came next. Waiting without hope or fear. Just waiting. The way I suspected I’d be waiting for the rest of my life…however long that turned out to be