Life Is Still Going On Novels & Stories

the rumors always whispered about. The survival game wasn't over. It was just entering the next level.

I mutter again, quieter this time. Because the truth is, this isn’t going away. Not tonight or tomorrow and maybe not ever. So how the hell am I supposed to survive it?

Not just for herself, but for the life growing inside her. She took a deep breath and picked up the fork. With each bite, she reminded herself, she had to keep going. Because life goes on, no matter what happens. Lena chewed slowly, staring at the window where sunlight streamed in. The world outside hadn’t stopped. People were still going to work, kids were still playing, cars were still moving. Life didn’t wait for grief. It just kept going. She let out a slow breath and placed a hand on her belly again. This baby was a part of that life. A reminder that even after loss, there was still something to hold onto.

No. But just like a normal human, I am constantly growing. My life hasn't finished yet. So much things hasn't happened to me yet. If I keep myself in my room, nothing will happen. I've had a fair amount of bad moments already. I lost my father. Everything became different. A whirlwind of uncertainty same in my life. But I have to wallow in that whirlwind to appreciate the next days. The better days that will come. I am not done. I am not finished. I am a work in progress.

Just 83 days left. The truth is, I am still processing the thought that I have only few time left to live a life. I only have three months or shorter to prove to my self that existing is a lovely present. People may see me that I already accepted the truth, but that's the opposite. Everytime the clouds turned dark, I am forcing my heart not to cry out. I am giving smiles even though I got a lot of questions running back and forth inside my own mind. Why it has to be me?

I should also think about exploring new things in my life. . #TBC

This is definitely not over! _________

And, I'll cut it short. Still stay? I still have some of their absurd stories. Even though it's only their daily life, they never get bored writing. You guys don't get bored😭😭😭😭 See you💋💋💋💋.