Lonely A Man Without Love นิยาย & เรื่องราว

Nanginginig ng sobra ang malamig niyang palad ngayon. "Grabeng heartbreak at trauma binigay mo sakaniya! at dahil sa takot ko na ayaw na niyang sumubok na magmahal hindi ko na sinubukan yung sarili ko!" Nanikip ang dibdib ko hindi lang dahil sa sinabi ni Clyde kundi narin dahil sa pagtulo ng mga luha niya.

Gusto ko siyang kausapin ngunit mas nawili ako sa putol-putol niyang pagtugtog. Ilang sandali pa ay narinig ko ang marahang pag-strum ng gitara. Napaawang ang labi ko at tila may kumiliti sa sikmura. I wish I could see him play that in person, too. "Bright lights, fancy restaurants. Everything in this world that a man could want. Got a bank account bigger than the law should allow. Still I'm lonely now," he sang in a cold but soothing voice.

He was playing the piano while singing the beautiful but lonely lyrics in front of me. Unti-unting bumigat ang pakiramdam ko. Bigla ring nalungkot ang puso ko sa mga alaala na ni minsan ay hindi pa rin pala nawala sa puso't isipan ko. But there's a danger in loving somebody to much, and it's bad when you know it's your heart you can't trust. There's a reason why people don't stay where they are. Baby, sometimes love just ain't enough. Hindi ko namalayang may isang butil na pala ng luha ang siyang nalaglag sa gilid ng aking mga mata.

KARSON'S POINT OF VIEW Without you to hold me And heal my heart To guide me and keep me From falling apart. My life is so empty So hollow and cold Footsteps and echoes Of nowhere to go. Without you, without you I know I'm all alone I can't go on this way Day by day Without you, who am I What am I to do My life's out of focus And so are my views. I need you to give me The strength to go on A reason for hope

Agad na namula ang kaniyang ilong at hindi niya na nga napigilan ang kaniyang sarili at siya'y umiyak na nga rin. It's such a precious scene when a grown man cried because he is in love. It's a testament that crying doesn't make a man less than himself, it's actually quite the opposite. If a man can shed even single tear for his girl, then he's not just attached, he's in love.

May girlfriend ito. Gayunman ay hindi niya maintindihan kung bakit hindi niya ito mapaalis. At parang may saya sa puso niya na siya ang pinili nitong makasama ngayon kaysa ang kasintahan nito. Kahit alam niyang mali. "Do you love living alone? I mean... this house is lonely without a company," ani Gregor nang maupo sila sa dining room.

pagod na pagod ang mga mata niya habang nagkukwento. "I was so desperate to have you. I was so desperate for your love. Anything you might hear about how ugly it is when men are desperate for love, about how much of a turn off it is, anything negative you hear describing desperation for love. That's me. That's how I feel. I'm a desperate man. I've tried to hide it for so long. I hid it from myself as much as I hid it from you. Mommy said that if someone is never loved romantically, there must be something wrong with him or her kaya sinabi ko sa sarili ko walang mali saakin dahil nakaramdam ako ng kakaibang love sayo kaya gusto kitang makuha talaga kasi alam kong ikaw na ang magpapabago saaki

Hindi nagsalita ang lalaki at tulala lang ito. “I love you, Vincent. We need to be strong for Synesthea, okay?” “Mom, I don't hate her. I'm just jealous but I don't hate her. I love her to the point that I don't care if it hurts me, gusto kong angkinin lahat ng sakit na nararamdaman niya. Kahit idoble pa ang sakit na ibibigay sa akin, h'wag lang niyang maramdaman. Makita ko lang siyang laging masaya, gagawin ko. Anong gagawin ko kapag nawala siya sakin, Mom? Hindi ko kaya. I want to be with her. If something happen to her, I will follow her.”

Tumawa lang ang iba. "Paunahin mo muna si Sir gag*" ni Lax "Shut up Lax!" inis ko at agad naman siyang tumahimik. The brief history of our lives is that we are all singles. They are men who have a high standard when it comes to women but they are literally womanizer. In a more than a month working with them, I can say that they are f*cking bolatiks but they are passionate to their works.

Walang naisagot si Hunter habang patuloy si Tom sa pagsasalita sa kabilang linya. "Sabi ko na nga sa iyo, dapat romantic. Girls love surprises. Gusto nila romantic!" sermon at payo ng kaibigan. Hindi na mapinta ang mukha ni Hunter.