Romans & histoires Lonely A Man Without Love

dinig ko na tanong ng isa sa mga kasama nya. " Alin dun yung matangkad kulay gray ang mata? ," sagot ng isa pa. " Ang gwapo nya no! ," kinikilig naman na singit ng isa. " May asawa na kaya yun? ," dinig ko na tanong nung isa. " One of the hottest bachelors in town nga eh , " sabi naman ng isa. " Ibig sabihin single pa! ," dinig kong sabat ng isa.

Pero hindi na rin naman ako, komuntra pa! He has it all naman at hindi iyon mapag-kakaila! “Pero ni isa sa kanila walang nagtagumpay na alisin ka sa isip ko, sa puso ko.” Tuwid niya akong tinignan sa mga mata. Nanghihina ako sa titig niya. His emotions within it were so intense. Parang naalala niya ang matinding bangungot na naranasan niya. “I been so lonely without you. It almost killed me. Maniwala kang ni subukang kalimutan ka at tumingin ako sa iba ay hindi ko ginawa. Instead, I did everything to make myself more stronger.

Hindi ko naman kayang pigilan ang nararamdaman ko. Kumuha na lang ako ng tubig at ininom iyon para maalis sya sa isip ko. Pero simula din nang iwan nya ako at makipaghiwalay parang kasabay na din ang paglimot ko sa salitang LOVE. Ni hindi na ulit ako nagmahal ng ibang lalaki kahit napakarami nilang sumusuyo sakin siguro natakot na ang puso ko. Ano ba ‘tong mga iniisip ko baka mamaya malate na naman ako eh. Makatulog na nga lang ulit. "Don't believe everything you hear. There are three sides to a story yours, theirs, and the truth.”

my Mom gave me her puppy eyes, konting pilit niya pa ay papayag na talaga ako. "But I'm not in love with her Mom. How can I stay in a loveless marriage?" I answered menacingly, wanting them to realize that they're putting me in a tight situation. "Get to know her Fox, along the way I'm sure you'll fall for her. You're going to be fine with her," I sighed heavilly and look at the both of them then shook my head.

🎵My love It's been a long time since I cried And left you out of the blue It's hard Leaving you that way When I never wanted to Self-denial is a game A stranger I never woulda want until There was you 'Cause I have learned that love is beyond What human can imagine More it clears the more I gotta let you go 'Cause what I don't understand Is why I'm feeling so bad now When I know it was my idea I could've just denied the truth and lied But why am I the only one standing stranded On the same ground?🎵 This is foolishness! He seriously thought months ago after that fateful trip to Columbia. In his mind, she's one the few women who caught his attention. It's always the other way around and Vlad

That's what I've realized this morning, kung patuloy kaming magiging ganito kailangan malaman ni Adam ang mga bagay na kaya ko lang ibigay at limitasyon namin sa isa't-isa, hindi kasama doon ang pagmamahal dahil unang-una, wala akong alam pagdating sa bagay na yun. How will I be able to give something to someone when I don't even have it? Pakiramdam ko hindi ko magagawang mahalin siya dahil ako mismo hindi ko magawang punan ng pagmamahal ang sarili ko, pakiramdam ko laging may kulang, pakiramdam ko habambuhay na akong kulang. And Adam doesn't deserve that, he deserves someone who can love him wholeheartedly without any hesitation, without fear, without all the fucked-up emotions that makes h

Desperado siyang malaman ang katotohanan kaya naman pinasok niya ang pamamahay ng lalaki at wala siyang natagpuan na tao sa loob. Wala ang mga kasambahay. Wala rin ang ama ng lalaki. At higit sa lahat, wala ang anino ni Mathis. Nilibot niya ang bawat sulok ng bahay subalit wala siyang ibang natagpuan kundi ang kanyang sariling nasaktan at iniwan ng minamahal. He left her without goodbye. He left her without any reason.

"And I need you now, baby! Damhin mo kung gaano kita kailangan." Mas lalo akong nag- init dahil sa kanyang boses na tila inaakit ako. Ibinangga- bangga nya sa akin ang ibabang bahagi ng kanyang katawan. Sunod- sunod ang paglunok ko nang naramdaman ko ang malaki at matigas na bukol na nasa gitna ng kanyang hita. And I know what it is. "That lonely man needs you baby. If you only know how much. Please tell me, that you need me too. That you want me too."

Who would've fallen for this kind of man? He reminds me of Papa. Both of them, they don't give up easily when it comes to their woman. Mama, I think I've found the man you told me. I've found him. "When I see you smile from afar, I can't help but to fall in love more. Gusto kong makilala ka ng mundo. I want to shout to the world how lovable you are." I am all alone without you My days are dark without a glimpse of you

Pagkatapos nun ay kaagad na kaming lumabas ng bahay at sumakay sa loob ng kotse niya. Mabango ang loob ng kotse ni Josiah. Alagang-alaga sa air freshener. Nagsimula na siyang magmaneho at habang katabi ko siya sa front seat ay binuksan niya ang stereo ng kotse niya. I didn't know what it meant to be alone I didn't know 'till the day you've gone That i could ever feel this miserable Without you here with me. But now I'm standing looking in the mirror