Show Me Meaning Of Being Lonely Novels & Stories

Tumitig ako sa kawalan. They will hate me, criticize me, judge me kahit na mabuting ugali na ipinapakita ko. But once they saw my bad side, masikmura pa kaya nilang harapin ako? Once I show them how evil I can be, matanggap pa kaya nila ako? *chuckles* Sino ba naman ako para magtanong? Wala namang ibang nang-welcome sa akin maliban sa tatlo. Sila lang naman ang nakaka-intindi sa akin. Wala nang iba. Masaya akong kasama sila. Sobrang saya. But why do I still feel empty and lonely deep inside me?

She said and I smiled. Kahit gaano ako ka lonely, my friends, close friends, and best friends never let me feel that I am alone. They are always by my side and I am thankful for that.

Walang magulang na gigising sa akin at walang magulang na masasabihan ng problema. Whenever I'm lonely, idadaan ko na lang ito sa pag-iyak. Hindi ako maiintindihan ng kahit sino dahil ang mga taong gustong mapalapit sa akin ay mas piniling maniwala sa sabi-sabi at sa huli, iiwan din ako.

Minsan, may mga pause na parang nag-iisip. "Does it ever get lonely?" tanong ko out of nowhere. "Being the guy everyone wants something from?" Tumigil siya, tumingin sa langit, at napakipot ang kanyang mga labi. "Yes," sagot niya. "But loneliness is expensive in my world. It has price tags and expectations. So I keep busy." "Then why keep me?" sabi ko, diretso. "Why waste time if you're lonely?"

Parehong hinahabol nila ang paghinga at nakatingala lang sa langit na may kanya-kanyang iniisip. Maya-maya ay yumakap ito sa kanya saka bumulong. "Thanks for staying with me tonight. I'm tired of calling myself Mr. Lonely." Agad na napatingin siya rito. "Ikaw si Mr. Lonely?" Hindi makapaniwalang tanong niya. Tumawa lang ito saka siya hinalikan uli sa mga labi. Pagkatapos ay umungol ito at inilayo ang bibig sa kanya.

"I'm here again." I whispered in front of Amaya's grave. I sat beside her. "Alam mo naman na ikaw talaga nilalapitan ko when I'm sad right?" I know she's here, she's listening. "Well I need you right now, Aya." Namamasa nanaman ang mga mata ko. "I'm so lonely na, I don't have anyone to rest my head on their shoulders when I'm sad."

That all I could do is cry because I don't have someone who will comfort me and make me feel that I am not alone. Siguro naman by now alam niyo kung gaano ako nag-iisa. Wala akong kaibigan. I had before, and I met them earlier in the mall. Seeing them again, reminded me of how lonely I am. They reminds me of the pain they've caused to me and still their hurting me even just from the sight of their faces.

"Okay lang yan Lenny, strong ka diba? Huwag kang iiyak! Hindi umiiyak ang pinaka magandang diwata sa balat ng lupa!" I stopped for a while and look at the lady whose talking to herself. She was smiling like crazy but with tears in her eyes. I admit she's cute... but weird. Umupo ako sa gilid, dalawang mesa ang pagitan mula sa kinauupuan niya at pasimple siyang sinuri. Nag-iisa lang siya, kinakausap ang sarili habang nilalaro ang pagkaing nasa harap niya. She seems lonely. Her eyes are full of loneliness. Mukhang kaedad ko lang din siya at base sa itsura niya ay katulad ko rin siyang nag graduate ngayon. Where is her family? Or friends? Does she have one, o baka tulad ko'y mag-isa rin siya?

Chapter 33 I realized that working is tiring but it makes me happy. I am happy that I am earning the money I spend now. It's fulfilling. Though, I feel so lonely but I could still go on. Mas mabuti na itong malayo ako. I can do what I want. I can focus on myself.

My friends will be worried, Liam will cry, and Loera will be lonely. In a short amount of time, I felt the loneliness of being trapped in a place where there was no one else but me and the darkness. Even though there are a lot of fish, I still feel lonely. Maybe because I am not like them, I don’t belong here and I am not from here. It looks like wherever I go, the loneliness and being an outcast won’t leave me.