Once Rejected, Twice Desired (book 1 Of Blue Moon Series) นิยาย & เรื่องราว

His arms tighten around me slightly and I turn the page past my mother's inscription. Whatever she wrote in this journal about the terrible destiny she mentioned is something that I need to understand as soon as I can. After turning the page of the inscription paragraph, I see the first entry. It is dated eighteen years ago. The date I was born. *March 15th,* *Today I held my daughter for the first time. Her name is Daisy. She is so small but she is cute and perfect even though she is completely unaware of what she is and who she will become. I knew it the moment she was born. I felt the powers in her. The nurses couldn't sense it. Jacob couldn't sense it. But I could. I am her mother, and I

Chapter16 THE DREADFUL WALK LD We are walking, and Jessblue tells me about her life, but the monster in me is slowly taking over my mind and body. The next thing I know is I’m jumping on top of Jessblue and bite her neck from behind, forcing my fangs into her. My eyes roll back in my head from the taste of her blood, and I lock on to her neck. She tastes so fucking delicious. I must have her right now and claim her. I’m trying to stop the monster in me, but I can’t.

“Pfft! Women can’t reject. It’s a law or something.” “That was created by the Moon Goddess. But your wolf doesn’t come from the Moon Goddess!” “You want me to reject you?” I slowly nod my head. “It has to be why my mark didn’t affect you. Think about it, Blue. You want Jaxon. You liked me, but you have never wanted me in the same way.” “Is this some kind of game?” “No, I realised something earlier.” “What was that?” “It’s not you that I want.”

I will be punished and branded a traitor, despite the fact that I was not in the friend zone with the Lycan, but anything is possible given that I will be a luna soon. Another of my wishes, which I am confident will come true when I return home. My father emailed me months ago and offered me the position of Moonshine Pack Luna. I was supposed to live my life, but since becoming a Luna was one of my dreams, I decided to go with my dreams even though the other one is a tragic wish. "Jane… Jane… Are you there?" Malcom snaps his finger in front of me, pulling me out of my thoughts. "Are you okay?" he asks again.

Orion’s growl deepened. "She’s perfect, he hissed. Can’t she see herself through our eyes?" My chest tightened. She went on, each word like glass cutting her tongue. “My first mate rejected me. He said I was ugly and unworthy of him. So forgive me if I’d rather end this before you do the same.” I stared at her, unable to move. First mate. Orion went utterly still. "A second chance mate, he murmured, awe threading through his tone. The Moon Goddess blessed us twice. We’re not losing her, Alaric. Not again."

Ten weeks is not much time. Quickly I leave the fashion house. I want to avoid the Royal warrior and the King-Mother noticing my presence. Jace is waiting in the SUV and I jump on the passenger's seat. "Did everything go according to plan? Did she recognize you?" he asks curiously. I smile happily. "Yes. She felt the sparks. The mate bond is still active," I whisper out of my mind with happiness. "She declares she chose me, so she is not planning to reject me. This is like a second chance, Jace. I should have marked her during our mating ceremony," I state, remorseful. My Beta pokes me by the shoulders.

Alexi POV As Alaia walked into the room, I sucked in a breath. I didn’t want to have to face her yet. It hurt when I rejected her, but it damn near killed me when she accepted it without even putting up a fight. I didn’t get a moment of sleep that night; I just sat up in bed, thinking over my decision to reject the Moon Goddess’s most perfect gift. “She deserves someone better,” I told myself over and over. I wasn’t a good guy, I was tainted, and Alaia didn’t need to deal with all of my conquests sending her evil looks or petty remarks.

Then I walked away from the clearing, from the pack, from the only life I'd ever known. I made it back to my tiny cabin on the outskirts of pack territory before the tears came. They hit me all at once, heaving sobs that tore from my chest and left me gasping for air. I collapsed onto my bed, curling into myself as the pain rolled over me in waves. This wasn't supposed to happen. Mate bonds were sacred, and chosen by the Moon Goddess. You didn't just... reject them not unless something was seriously wrong. But nothing was wrong with me. I was just... not enough.

Then I began to pray that it wasn’t what I was thinking! She suddenly came towards me and touched my hands, and I felt it—the sparks of electricity... My eyes widened in shock the moment I discovered that it was exactly what I was thinking— She was my mate! I became weak, and I wondered silently about the kind of mistake the moon goddess did to make her mate.... It was not a happy moment for me, and I felt disgusted the moment I saw a happy smile on her face. “I think you’re the Lycan King right?” She asked with a smile on her face— a smile I so much found annoying.

"Victor was never meant to survive his own death permanently. He was meant to keep dying, over and over, each cycle strengthening the flame sleeping inside him a little further, until finally, inevitably, it wakes completely." "And tonight?" "Tonight," I said softly, "we simply accelerated the timeline. A pregnancy destroyed. A soul fragment forced home early. Guilt and grief doing more efficient work in a single evening than a decade of patient manipulation ever managed alone." I allowed myself one final, satisfied breath, watching the storm below build toward something magnificent. "Send word to the others. Tell them the waiting is nearly finished. Tell them the First Flame stirs at last,