Only My Shadow Knows Lyrics 소설 & 이야기

“Na... na... na... stay with me...” A song that always calm me down. Isang linya mula sa nagawa kong kanta noong bata pa ako. Tumagos ang lamig sa buong katawan ko. Niyakap ko ang sarili at hinayaan ang boses kong ilabas ang lahat. “Through every shadow, every storm... Even when the world goes dark, your voice will guide me home...” Tuluyang lumabas iyon sa boses ko, hindi ako sigurado kung tama ba ang lyrics ko o ang tono ko, basta kusang lumabas ang tonong matagal ko ng hinahanap. Kumalma ang puso ko.

"Just another day taken away, back to moonlight Tired of the same shadows and silhouettes Before the dawn starts breakin' on the horizon Once I'm closer to somethin' I don't have yet." Napatitig ako sa kanya habang kumakanta ako. It's the song entitled 'Reaching' by Bella Thorne. The lyrics are meant for me. I'm tired of the same shadows of pretension, and silhouettes of secrets. "I'll keep reachin' as far as I can till break of day I'll keep reachin', the light of my life will find it's way

"I wrote Let Me Know, our lead single while on the road. Now, it's done recording, I want you to hear it." He grabbed his phone and played the music. It was as if an initial response that my heartbeat elevated dangerously. Butterflies flew in my stomach. Flowers began to grow in my lungs, suffocating me. It's the same damn feeling everytime. Blue sky lights up the night, it's the morning I can't get through to you I wish that this floor would come to life and tell the story 'Cause no one knows where I missed my move Umalingawngaw ang tinig niya sa loob ng sasakyan. Lumipad naman ang mga mata ko sa labas ng bintana. We have began to trail the wide and endless expressway that leads north.

Only I and Nathaniel are waiting for the rhythm of the song in our earphones. It's just us. Just us who can hear the song. I can remember from the intro of the song, it's Everything from Taylor Swift. "Everyone sing together! Wave your hands!" Khaycee said, so Nathaniel is singing along with the song, our song. I don't wanna look at anything else now that I saw you, I don't wanna think of anything else now that I thought of you, I've been sleeping so long in a twenty-year dark night, And now I see daylight, I only see daylight.

“Sa pusong naging parang tigang na lupa, may dumating na umangkin ng lugar… Ang apoy ng damdamin ay nag-ugat sa bawat pintig ng pulso… Nang bigyan ng pangalan ang pagkatiwangwang, nagsimula itong magkaroon ng alon, may buhay, may sigla…” Pagkalabas na pagkalabas pa lang ng kanta, umakyat na agad ito sa tuktok ng music charts. Napahawak si Avery sa cellphone niya, halo ang gulat at kaba.

Breathe deep, breathe clear Know that I'm here Know that I'm here Waitin' Sabi ni mommy kapag kumanta ako ng songs dapat gumawa ako ng adlib na sarili ko mismo bigyan ko ng kulay 'yon ang ginagawa ko sa tuwing kumakanta ako. I'll see you soon I'll see you soon How could a heart like yours Ever love a heart like mine? How could I live before? How could I have been so blind? You opened up my eyes

When it's so full of tricks I'll be toasting the gold lights of life The trail is cold and hard The course of the light of the child Slow messenger I'm in charge of the coal and the fire White noise calling on a sudden deluge I'm chased out of breath trying to come back to you I'm in arrest of the subtle hues I'm in the self sick solitude

"Matakot kayo sakin. Kamuhian niyo ako. Katakutan niyo ako dahil isa akong halimaw—isang nilikhang hindi kailanman natutong mahalin, kaya piniling mamuhay sa dilim." I don't want your love. I want your fear. Because fear is real. Fear doesn't betray. And in the empire I built from the bones of traitors— Only the feared survive. I chose the monster. I became the shadow that eats everything good. I was ready to sink deeper—deeper into this abyss I called power. Until I saw her. She wasn't mine. She didn't even look at me. She was chasing some piece of shit who didn't deserve to breathe the same air she did—eyes wide, voice trembling, like she was ready to kneel just to be noticed.

You're the light, you're the night You're the colour of my blood You're the cure, you're the pain You're the only thing I wanna touch Never knew that it could mean so much, so much You're the fear, I don't care 'Cause I've never been so high Follow me through the dark Let me take you past our satellites You can see the world you brought to life, to life So love me like you do, la-la-love me like you do Love me like you do, la-la-love me like you do Touch me like you do, ta-ta-touch me like you do

“It’s on the line I’ve waited for a sign I see it in your eyes I know you really feel the same” “I need to know if I should raise or fold My heart is stuck on hold I wanna know which way to go” “I can’t love alone I can’t love alone.” Hindi naalis ang paningin ko sa kaniya. Pakiramdam ko siya at ako na lang ang tao sa paligid. The spotlight is on her kaya malinaw na malinaw ko siyang nakikita kahit na ang pagbasa niya sa labi niya ay nakikita ko.