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Got me frozen in my tracks So amazed how you take me back Each and every time our love collapsed Statue Stuck staring right at you So when I'm lost for words Every time I disappoint you It's just 'cause I can't believe That you're so beautiful (Stuck like a statue) Don't wanna lose you, no (Stuck like a statue) And you're so beautiful (Stuck like a statue) Don't wanna lose you never (Stuck like a statue) Oh, no Every single day of my life, I thank my lucky stars God really had to spend extra time when he sculpted your heart 'Cause there's no explanation Can't solve the equation It's like you love me more than I love myself I'm like a statue Stuck staring right at you Got me frozen in my trac

Pumikit ito at pinanood ko kung papaano pumatak ang luha nito. “I am not, ayoko na gumamit ng tao para sa pang-sarili kong kabutihan. Goodbye.” Nilampasan ko ito at binuksan ang pinto, sinarado agad at napapikit, ang hirap ng mga bagay na ganito. I know that I deserve a new life. But damn it, my destiny is fucking my life hard.

Masaya naman ako sa buhay mang-aawit ko pero siyempre may panahon talagang napapagod at nagdadrama rin ako sa buhay. Well, life is unpredictable. Hindi natin masasabi kung kailan tayo magiging masaya o kailan tayo malulungkot. Kagaya na lang ngayon, mukhang meron na namang taong mabigat ang kalooban dahil sa pag-ibig. Damn love, psss. "Kung broken ka, wala akong pakialam," bungad na saad ko kay Yejin, ang second vocalist ng QQ. Nakabusangot na naman kasi ito habang titig na titig sa sarili niyang reflection sa salamin.

Basta na iingit ako sayo. Ha saang parte ng buhay ko ba Tita? Tanong ko. Sha! Sha! Wag nanatin yan pag usapan ang naka raan ang importante ngayon. umupo kana diyan tataposin ko muna itong niluto ko, saad ni Tita Ravina.

"I am all alone without you. My days are dark without a glimpse of you." Gusto kong mapayuko nang nagpahid siya ng luha sa mga mata pero 'di ko magawa dahil gusto ko ring makita ang totoong nararamdaman niya. Ang sakit na pilit niyang itinatago sa lahat, kahit na sa... akin. Bahagya siyang pumikit at ninamnam ang musikang nanggagaling sa kanyang gitara. "But now that you came. Into my life

Dama ng puso ko na buhay pa siya at hindi ako titigil hanggat hindi ko siya nakikita. "I'm a failure, Mama...I-I'm a failure. I failed to protect her. If I have chosen wisely I could have saved her. Sana ako na lang ang sinaktan nila. I don't deserve to live anyway...I don't want to live anymore. I need her in my life, Mama. I don't know what to do with my life without her. She's all that I want...please ibalik niyo siya sa akin, nagmamakaawa ako." I cried even harder. I feel so weak, wounded and lost. I feel like the world we build together already collapsed.

masokista kong tanong. Binalot ng lamig at sakit ang puso ko nang bigyan niya ako ng tugon. "Then we'll end everything, Avah. That's how it works." His words stormed like a thousand arrows, each one carrying the weight of emotions, intent on breaking through my walls. I stood defenseless, drawn to their perilous charm, like a whimsical lunatic. But his words, disguised as affectionate kisses, shattered my soul, casting me adrift in an endless sea, devoid of solace, doomed to drown.

this is also where I begin again. Begin again to ruin them.

Matapos ang cupcakes, papa naman niya ang gagamitin nito para siraing muli ang mundo niya? Well, she doesn't think there's still something left to ruin 'cause the last time she checked, her world remains shattered as well as her heart... Just because she could smile at everyone now, doesn't mean she's truly happy and fine. He wrecked her world, he broke her heart. He's the reason of her tears and loneliness, ngayon pa lang muling bumabawi si Rain sa sarili niya. Ngayon pa lang niya inaayos ang lahat, pero sa ginagawa nito mukhang magba-back to zero na naman siya.

Mahigpit kong niyakap ang base na lagayan ng kambal. At doon unti unti kong naramdaman ang pag bagsak ng balikat ko kasabay nito ang mga luhang kanina pa nag uunahan na kumawala. My life is so f*cked up! Hindi ako magsasawang paulit-ulina humingi ng tawad sa kambal. "Mahal na mahal ko kayo, sobra pa sa buhay ko. Sana mapatawad niyo 'ko..."