Selfish Desire Novels & Stories

Hindi ko na sigurado kung kaya ko pang iwasan ang unrestricted desire na aking nararamdamang ito para sa kaniya. Pero isa lang ang sigurado ako. . . I need to leave. . . Kailangan kong umalis at takasan ang hindi ko na kontroladong pagnanasa na ito sa kaniya. Hangga't kaya ko pa, kaya ko pang iwasan na mas lalong magkasala ako sa mata ng Diyos at sa mata ng ibang tao. . . at sa aking sarili. Niyakap ko si Gabriel like I own him. . . I kiss him full in his smooth kissable lips like I have the rights. . .

usal nito para masatisfy sya ng husto ay hinubad ko na ang natitira nyang saplot , pagkabungad nito sa akin ay hinimas himas ko ito , basang basa na si kira' kaya naman sinubsob ko ang aking muka sa pagitan ng mga hita nito.

Mas lumago pa ang mga luhang gumulong pababa sa pisngi nito. "Grabe ka, Parker. Para sa sanity mo ay gagawin mo ang lahat kahit alam mong magiging komplikado ang lahat. Bakit ang bilis lang para sa inyo na maging selfish? Ang selfish mo sa part na iyan. I-Ilang taon akong nakipagbardagulan sa sarili ko, pero I ended up running after you para sa sanity ko. Kaso, ang labo, e. Ang labo dahil kayong mga mayayaman lang ang may karapatang makuha ang gusto. Kayong mga mayayaman lang ay may karapatang magkaroon ng sanity, habang kaming mahihirap ay okay lang na mabaliw kaiisip sa mga bagay-bagay. Ang selfish mo talaga," sabi nito sa kaniya.

She loves too much but she can control it, she can live without me, even if it means she has to be in so much pain. While I can't be like her. I can't live without her, not now, not anymore. I realized that people can be really selfish. I realized that you have to do something to get the desires of your heart. I realized that it requires to be selfish at times so you can be happy. And being selfish is not bad, as long as you don't hurt other people for your own happiness. Maybe this is why I never believed in destiny. Because to me, it's not destiny that worked for the both of us, it's our will. It's our will to be in this relationship, it's my will to keep her, it's her will to make me happ

Mabilis kong pinunasan ang bagong luhang pumatak sa gilid ng mata ko. Until when will I be this desperate for his love?

Mas lalo n'yang napatunayan ito ngayon ng makaramdam s'ya ng inis at selos nang marinig kanina na nakikipag tawanan ito sa ibang babae. She can't control herself! Parang ayaw tanggapin ng puso at utak n'ya na may ibang babae na kasama si Brook. Selfish na kung selfish pero ang gusto n'ya ay s'ya lang ang babae sa buhay nito. Ang dami n'yang iniisip at nakalimutan n'ya na ang estado nila sa buhay.

Umiling ako at tinalikuran na siya bago lalong napaiyak. I am not used of setting him free, I am so selfless. And you know what's dangerous of being selfless? Because I know, I am the most selfish person for being selfless. Selfless people are the most selfish when it comes to something that's related to them. And I am one of those people, I am selfless and a bit selfish. I know if I will not push him away, I will be selfish enough to put a leash on his neck and control everything about him.

I was sure that the whole grade problem I felt for him was just annoyance but now, I am frustrated. I did not let him talk anymore and went inside immediately. As I was on my way, I realized that he got a point. I am such a lame daughter. Faking myself in front of my parents even when they should be the one to know me the most and trying my best to keep up with their expectations despite the pressure I felt just because my pace is slower than their dreams. Wow, what a can opener of broken childhood dreams and longing is Isaiah Thomas. I feel like I want to punch him. Pointing that out to me just makes me feel more miserable. Gago siya.

Pero dinarag ko siya sa buhay ko, without her knowing what's waiting ahead us. "Nagugulohan ako, bro. Sobrang gulo ko na ngayon, pero dinagdagan ko pa." Napapahilig ako sa kinauupoan ko, sabay tingala sa kisame. I'm hopeless. "Selfishness and being self-less. Naiintindihan kita." He said meaningfully, his voice was low and deep. "Selfishness comes when you do not want to loss anything important to you even if it's better to let them go. Self-less, when you prioritize them over yourself even if it means putting your life at risk. Everyone has that kind of persona, it only depends on how it is being handled, or being used. Mali man o sa tama."

And just when she was about to reach her peak, he pulled his dick out of her. Napanganga siya. Bakit naman hinugot nito ay naroon na nga siya? Peste! Humihingal na kimalma ni Desire ang sarili. Marahas siyang kumuha ng tissue at pinunasan ang sarili. Uminit bigla ang ulo niya dahil sa naudlot na sarap. Nakaisa ka na, Desire. That's enough. Don't be so selfish and greedy. Aniya na lang sa sarili.