Remarriage And Desires Novels & Stories

“I need to get my body in order to start a happy marriage again. Sayang naman ang lahi ko.” Jago’s expression changes visibly whenever she mentions remarriage. Hindi niya inaasahan iyon. Ilang beses na sumagi sa isip ni Fae na paano kaya kung bigla siya nitong hadlangan? Saglit lang naman iyong naisip niya, dahil hiwalay na rin naman sila nito. With the annulment certificate in her hand, what can Jago do to her? Magpapakasal siya kung gusto niya. “Have you found a suitable target? I mean, ng lalaking ipapalit mo sa akin?”

Para saan? “So anong gusto mong mangyari?” Nanghihina kong tanong sa kanya. “I want to marry you again and for real Marinor.” Napatda ako sa sinabi niya. Tinawag pa niya akong Marinor. “I’m sorry, kung kinailangan kong pirmahan ang annulment papers natin. Pero hindi ibig sabihin non ay hindi na kita mahal. Hindi ibig sabihin non tatalikuran ko na kayo ng magiging anak natin. Pinirmahan ko yun para mapatawad mo ako sa lahat ng pagkakamaling nagawa ko. Pinirmahan ko yun, because I want us to start something new. I want to marry you Marinor. Kahit ilang beses pa at kahit saang simbahan mo pa gusto ikaw lang ang babaeng pakakasalan ko. Gusto kong pagising ko sa umaga mukha mo ang makikita ko. Gu

He's always getting into my nerves! "I know what marriage is all about, Mr. Atkinson." Napasinghap ako at muli siyang nilingon upang masabi sa kanya ito ng harap-harapan. "You see, my family is not as perfect as you think but I still want to get married despite everything. Not to save face but to keep that little hope I'm holding on. That someday, I'll find home in my husband's presence," I uttered, not taking my eyes off him. "Kasal o sakal? You're drowning with your own fantasies, Zara. Maybe it's time for you to stop reading fictional stories," he simpered.

diretsahang katanungan niya sa nobyo na bahagyang nakapagpatahimik dito. "Hindi naman sa gano'n. Sette, I was thinking that it is better to try something new, to live together before a marriage. Ayoko lang na magpadalos-dalos tayo sa desisyon na sa huli ay p'wede nating pagsisihan. You know, ang kasal nandiyan lang 'yan, it was just a paper pero 'yung pagsasama natin ang magpapatibay lalo ng ating relasyon." "Okay sige, naiintindihan ko, susubukan natin, Fifth," sagot niya sa tuwina na nakapagpanatag sa kalooban ng lahat.

His gaze was dark like he doesn't like what she said. Ilang sandali pa'y huminga ito ng malalim. "Okay. Call it whatever you want. A hookup. Casual séx. One night stand, whatever that is. And since we're already in this setup, let's add a clause on our marriage." Napakurap-kurap naman siya. "W—what clause?" She stammered. "You said it yourself that we're both adults. It's normal. And it's also in our clause that we can't have partners while being married so let's add up the casual séx with no string attached. In that way, we can fulfill our desires anytime we want without inhibitions…”

Sinaktan nila ako at deserve nila 'to! "I will eventually forget you too. No matter how deeply you've been buried in my life, I will also pull you out... away. This pain you've caused me, I will use it to find myself again. I will get to know different men, and get to know them thoroughly. Once I find the right person for me, I will marry him and love him until our old age. We will have many children and live happily. Yes, I will do everything that you disliked, to have children and start a family... for real and sincerely!" Para kay Sadie ang pagpaparinig ko sa dulo. Sana lang buo ang loob ni Sheids na pakasalan siya! Tatawanan ko talaga siya kapag hindi natuloy ang pinagmamalaki niyang kas

Subalit ngumiti lang ngumiti sa kanya si Nick bago ibinalik ang tingin kay Don Felipe. “Yes, Nick. What is it?” “If you would allow me, I’d like to marry Diana again. Hindi po naging maganda ang naging unang kasal namin dahil hindi ko pa naiintindihan noon na si Diana ang itinadhana para sa ‘kin. But now, I want to give her everything that she deserves—all the thrills and frills of a grand wedding… if you’d allow me. Kahit hindi pa po ngayon. Kahit sa susunod na taon na upang maihanda ko nang mas maayos ang lahat at—“

The desire to live fully, to explore every avenue before settling into a permanent relationship, would become more compelling. Habang iniisip ko ang mga bagay na ‘yon, unti-unting nagkaroon ng linaw sa ‘kin ang desisyon ni Poppy. She had been through so much, and she was still so young. She deserved the chance to find herself, to live her life without the weight of a marriage she might not have been ready for. Aaminin kong hindi nabawasan ang sakit at bigat ng nararamdaman ko, pero kahit papa’no nagkaroon ng linaw sa ‘kin ang kagustuhan niya.

But even if that is the case, the stares coming from the people around me are not enough to alleviate the storming desire within me to get through what I have to do at this moment. Alam ko na maraming katanungan sa mga isipan nila, mga tanong na masasagot din sa araw na ito. Because today is the day that I will be getting married again to the same man that I have married before. But unlike the first time, the feelings that I have for the man that I will marry are very different from the feelings I had for him the first time we tied the knot.

Kaya rin siguro madalas siyang konsentihin nito. “Marriage won’t patch up insecurities and uncertainties yet people marry for security. We wanted a person all by ourselves so we promise to love them forever for them to stay beside us. We wanted them to be ours, even though we know that is literally, figuratively, and morally impossible. No one can possess another.