Selfish Desire Novels & Stories

"Ask that to yourself, Bethylia. What did you do wrong?" He fired back. I pressed my lips tightly together and lowered my head. Now, even him doesn't believe me. "What's running on that mind of yours?" Gusto kong malaman, para kahit papaano ay magkaroon ako ng ideya kung papaano mapapatunayan ang sarili kahit na hindi naman dapat. "How I love you unconsciously without knowing that flawed desires of yours."

Hindi nya din malalaman kung halos ilang beses syang tumitingin sa picture neto, pilit kumukuha nang lakas at comfort. Then when realizing how pathetic it was, he will feel disgusted with himself because of his damn hopeless obsession. And that hopeless obsession he have suddenly has a chance. And, we all know, Once a person with this damn huge obsession has an opportunity to get close to the things they always dream of, surely they will lose themselves. He can't wait to possess her, put a mark on her, label her as his territory. He wants to own her, possess her, bind her on him and only for him…

Impit ang kanyang iyak at nauutal ito. “Naiintindihan ko naman e, Pilit ko namang iniintindi kahit gusto nang bumigay ng sarili ko. Gusto ko lang talaga silang makasama. Si Mama, si Paige… si Paige, sila, kahit na pakiramdam ko ay ayaw sa akin ng kapatid ko at ipinagdadamot n’ya sa akin si Mama. Gusto ko lang naman maramdaman na hindi ako mag-isa, kasalanan ba ‘yun? Masama ba ako, Swan kung hihiramin ko lang saglit ang Mama? Miss na miss ko na s’ya.

Kung ang natatanging daan para mapanatag kami ni Mama ay ang kagustuhan niyang pumasok ako sa recessed prostitution fortress na iyon, gagawin ko. I am Ariadne Altavilla. My heart is forged from steel, unyielding and unbreakable, and in moments like this, I turn merciless—because I have to survive. Para sa katahimikan ng buhay ko, kailangan kong suungin ang matinik at mapanubok na kabanatang ito ng aking buhay.

At hindi lang ako ang excited, his member is standing proudly. I grabbed it and hold on tight with his length, this huge rod is mine, my pussy owned every part of it, even his semen is mine to, it all belongs to me. “I am greedy, I tell to myself that you can do what you wanted and play around, but I knew from the deepest part of my mind, I want this all alone, because I am fucking selfish and I am such an insecure woman.” I didn’t let him talk, I sucked it hard and move like every second is precious to me.

"See, everyone of us has this side, ang maging selfish dahil sa ating nararamdaman na hindi natin kagustuhan, or we wanted to protect kung anong meron tayo kaya nagagawa nating saktan ang damdamin ng mga nasa paligid natin. So, you can't blame Demeter, She is just a mother who lost her beloved child" "But still, she should accept the truth that her daughter is no longer on Earth--which means, na gaano man natin gustong ibalik ang isang bagay na pinaglaanan natin ng pagmamahal, kung kamatayan na ang kalaban--we can't undo. Sabi ni mommy sa akin noon, kapag daw ma mimiss ko siya kapag wala na siya, I'll just pour love and happiness to the people around me, mararamdaman ko daw ang kanyang prese

Hidden Desire Hindi niya sukat akalain na totoong nangyayari to sa totoong buhay. Akala niya sa mga palabas lamang ito nagaganap. Sobrang sakit at lungkot ang kaniyang nararamdaman. Ang sakit sa kaniya na hindi na siya kilala ng taong pinakamamahal niya. Naupo siya sa isang bench sa gilid ng kalasada para pakalmahin ang sarili.

sabi ko kay manang. Ayaw kong maging selfish. Ayaw kong isipin ang sariling kagustuhan ko. Mas matimbang sa akin ang lahat at higit sa lahat ay kung ano ang tama. At kung ano ang makabubuti para sa Elli ko. Ganun ko siya kamahal.

wika ko naman habang naka upo sa sahig. Napabuntong hininga na lamang ako ng dahil sa sitwasyon namin. " I promised na gagawin ko na Ang tama para Hindi na kayo madamay sa mga ginagawa kung Mali, I - I know I have some stup*d decision sometimes because I just want what's good for me " wika ko. " And I know that's selfish , Kasi Hindi ko iniisip kung sino ang madadamay Hindi ko iniisip kung sino ang masasaktan ko " napabuntong hininga naman ako.

Paano kapag sinabi kong, gusto ko, kahit medyo naguguluhan na ako ngayon, valid pa rin ba 'yun? Magiging selfish ako kung sasabihin kong, will ito ni Lord. Kung will niya ito, bakit hindi ko na makita ang sarili kong iyon ang gagawin sa hinaharap? Sabi nila, there is nothing more important than knowing what you want in life, and there is almost nothing that is more difficult to figure until you truly know what you want, you are not going to really achieve anything. Human beings are exceptional in that we are able to tap into near supernatural strength and willpower when we know what we really want.