Sendiri Sendiri Ku Diam Novels & Stories

I inhale deeply, Silently enjoying my own company, drowning into the darkness of the night.

My very own sanctuary. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *

"Take it yourself." ***

Pagal roya na kar mujhe bhi tere dard se dard hota hai. (I wish!! Someone would be here Who would hug me and says Stupid!!! Don't cry, I also feel pain because of your tears) **** Sukoon milta hai do lafz kaagaz par utaar kar. Cheekh bhi leta hu or awaaz bhi nahi aati. (I got peace after writing two words on paper, I can scream and no one can hear it) **** Kal aapki yaad puri raat aati rahi,

My voice sounded entirely foreign to my own ears – panicked, defensive, and desperate. Mari immediately stood up beside me. Her icy blue eyes were entirely soft, filled with a profound, heartbreaking empathy. She reached out, gently wrapping her warm hand around my trembling forearm, giving my shoulder a reassuring squeeze. "Love," Mari suggested softly, her voice a calm anchor in the middle of my storm. "Maybe you should just give your mum a call? Just to ask." I looked down at her, my breathing shallow and erratic. "You’re right," I sighed, the fight suddenly draining out of me.

Can't resist, I am roaming more to get the tranquility of paradise. """""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""

•••QUINN••• "Mandy !!!!" i yelped with my eyes wide open, my eyes stroll round the room back and forth, i felt numb, having no control over my body all i could do was slightly lift my head but everytime i tried i sucked in a harsh breath, my knees cap ached a bit but i couldn't lift my legs, it felt like a nightmare. "Where am i? " i muttered to myself trying to figure out the last thing that happened before everything blacked out.

I weakling face palm myself My shocked feets wobbles. They weaken to maintain my erect position. I again crash weakly on her black coloured sofa. Am definitely done. No two ways about it. Am from today experiencing all enternity here. Nothing added nor excluded. I gaze lost in thoughts at the exit door. Seems that'll serve my only purpose from today. Gazing at the door and awaiting never arriving freedom. It ain't much terrible?. How bad can it be?. I radiates within my personal thoughts. It claims I need agree terms with Alpha Ron my mate.

He decided to go out and have a few drinks with his friends instead of staying at home to mope. As Cindy walked to the road, she began to berate herself. "Stupid Cindy. You are nothing but a coward. Why didn't you just tell him how you feel? What is the worst thing that could happen? You're such a disappointment to yourself." After scolding herself for sometime, Cindy stopped in her tracks. She decided that she was going to get it over with today. She couldn't continue living like this. She turned and began to walk back to Jack's house.

I utter. ***