Novel & Cerita Sendiri Sendiri Ku Diam

No other sou⁠nd excep⁠t the‍ hum of the light and⁠ the beating of my own heart. I dre‍w in a breath, f‌orcing myself to stay still. Panic‍ was l‍oud; survival was q‌uiet. Damo⁠n had taught me that once, thoug‌h I do‌ubted he’d meant it l⁠iterally. Damon.

Left in my own silence once more, my thoughts wander back to him. It’s been three days since I last saw or spoke to him and since reporters have been camping outside my apartment I’ve been staying at his. I hope he’s okay. Stupid Yuzuki. Leaving without saying goodbye. What did he mean about putting him in a predicament with my decision? I realise that by saying I was being independent, I acted selfishly but you don’t just disappear. Isn’t that in itself selfish? Karma?

she says tingling her fingers together waiting patiently for the suggestion to hit the right spot . This is the biggest temptation I've ever had to face ,what I really need right now is some space to think ,relax and clear my mind ,and the stream sounds just like the perfect place to do so ,its always quiet and very lonely ,although very dangerous also ,but whatever though . "Fine you win this time , let's go then"

sigaw ko dito "Syempre mag sasalita ako lalo nat hindi kita kilala malay ko bang mamamatay tao ka pala please lang pakawalan mo na ako wala akong alam na atraso sayo at mas lalong wala akong kaalam alam sayo ang gusto ko lang naman ay umuwi ng pilipinas para makita ko na si ate at makapagpahinga" agad kong pinunasan ang luha ko. "PLEASE-"

"Please, stay where you are, Don't come any closer". Ayoko na magpapasok ulit. Ayoko nang kumilala pa. Ayoko na. Ang sakit. Ang hirap maiwan. I think I will just accept it. It is me and myself against the world. "Don't try to change my mind. I'm being cruel to be kind"

Pinky was slowly making unconsciously as she stared at the face of her mother. She moved her finger slowly and touched her hands. "Mom...mommm stop crying,I will be fine"she said smiling a little, within her she was in pain but trying not to show it or else it will add more problem to her mom. Mrs Diane nod and smile. "I love you dear"Mrs Diane peek her cheeks. Pinky couldn't reply, she only smiled and slowly her eyes closed. "Pinky! pinky! pinky!"Mrs Diane screamed loudly shaking her vehemently but no sign of her opening her eyes.

couldn’t. After a couple a tries, Adira gave up. However, she held my hand the whole ride, as if to reassure me that I was not alone. I bit my inner lips, feeling bad about it. I just didn’t know how to describe or explain what I felt. No words seemed to Be good enough to convey my feelings to others.

I cleaned my damp palms severally on the nightwear and steadied my breath. 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘰𝘧𝘧 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘧𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘯𝘵, 𝘡𝘦𝘦. 𝘖𝘸𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘮𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵!

After multiple similar suicide attempts, Ivy's threat no longer work for them. "Get down now. It's embarrassing when others know about this." Mike frowned, growing extremely annoyed with Ivy's desperate attitude. "Dad, Mom, are you going to let them insult me?" Irene was fed up with Ivy's desperate attitude as well. "You don't love yourself. You keep threatening us with your life. We have had enough." They knew that blindly indulging her would only boost her arrogance. She would only get more and more arrogant. Ivy looked at Mike and Irene, as well as Keith who looked disgusted. She had made her decision. She looked down at the air mattress that was already properly set up by the firefighter

Waiting for us to talk. Who am I kidding? I'm on my own. I have to fight my demons all by myself. Including Daimen. "You realize I can hear you right?" "Yes, I know- oh my jeans! What the..." Daimen was visible now. Again. And was standing by the window. Again. "Did you just say... jeans or jeez?" "How'd you come out?" "That's not the answer to my question." "Wait, have you been here all through?"