This Time I Will Definitely Be Happy の小説・ストーリー

Ahhhh, I’m so so so so so sooooooo done! “Sorr-“ I didn’t have the chance to finish what I was telling since he just grab my hand before I even remove it from his hands. “Do you not like it.” What do you mean I don’t like it? Isn’t it me who hold your hands? I hold his hand tighter, enough to let him know what I mean to say. I look at him and he smiled. Can you stop smiling? Every time you smile… you make my heart goes boom! I am getting so much happiness. I think I will be fine if I die now. JUST KIDDING, WHO KNOWS SOMEONE WOULD KILL ME IF THAT REALLY HAPPENED… HA HA…

Only this is able to take my mind off my very unlucky life. "Slow down," I muttered, encouraging myself. "I have to go through all of this one by one and slowly." To hell with a happy life in the future. I will live happily with Alex in this time.

Not this time. But maybe... this time, I’d win.

"I sincerely hope you'll be happy with him" I stuttered. "Me too" ***

He followed my sitting with his eyes, not taking his eyes off until I was facing him. “Hungry?” I shook my head. "Sleepy?" I shook my head again. "Happy?" I was stunned. "It's been a long time since I last felt that emotion." "You can always try and choose to be happy. It may be difficult because of what you are going through but in the future you will be able to handle it." He gave me a reassuring smile as if it was a promise that what he said would happen at the right time.

And this time we will be together forever. I am reassured....

I happily beamed. To be continued…

Besides, I was going to meet her soon. I just cannot contain my excitement. I feel like the happiest and luckiest being in the whole universe. Though Sunny has made me aware of the impending danger, I am still grateful for everything. I will take each day as it comes.

I will not allow her to be happy while I am slowly burning up. Your time will come, Cami. I will make sure you will taste the hell.

I cracked a grin. This is going to be fun.