Toxic Love Novels & Stories

In the middle of the grand dining area,all the luxury item that defines what standard they should have. I guess ,love isn't one of it. They have prove me that love isn't something you just gain just because you two were connected.It wasn't something that will keep you together just because you two become parents. Love is a faraway thing only a few can reach. My body immediately wait for the same cold voice that usually bounces whenever she's pissed. "Azazel you've got something for us?" And there it is.I stop eating,drop the utensils on my plate and wipe the sides of my mouth.This has been rehearsed for years and it took quite an ample of time to get used to it.Never bothering to raise my h

napatigil ako sa pagsasalita nang hilahin ni Iverson ang braso ko. Napasubsob ako sa kaniyang balikat. Unti-unti niyang tinapik ang likod ko. "It must be hard, falling in love with your best friend." "He's a jerk, honestly speaking... But I still love him." "Seira, I will never leave you. You can reject me as a suitor but as a friend, I am just here, I will listen, I will help you." "I am sorry... Iverson, I can't love again."

Unti-unti namuo ang naglalarong ngiti sa aking kulay rosas na mga labi. Bigla ay napapaling ang aking ulo ng marinig ang paghagis ng kung ano at galit na malakas na pagsigaw ng lalaki. Nakarinig ako ng pagsuntok at pagkabasag ng salamin. Matapos noon tanging hingal ang maririnig sa kabilang linya at mumunting paggalaw niya. "I will do everything to ruin your family Dr. Valentine at pagtapos nun ay ako mismo ang papatay sayo."

“Love is for the weak. Love is a liability. Do not insult me by asking if I feel something as pathetic as love for you.” Nangilid ang mga luha sa mata ko, hindi dahil sa sakit, kundi sa tindi ng frustration. “Then what is this?! Bakit mo ginagawa ‘to sa akin?!” Inilapit niya ang mukha niya sa akin, ang mga mata niya ay walang kaatubiling dilim. “This is possession, Tanya. This is control. I own every breath you take, every drop of sweat from your body, and every heartbeat in your chest. You are my property, my most prized addiction. I will destroy anyone who dares to look at you, and I will destroy you myself before I ever let you walk away from me.”

"Pero baka maging malungkot ka kapag gano'n, maniwala ka sakin...malungkot ang gano'n!" Nakakatuwa lang malaman na si jaq ay nag-aalala sa akin. If everything was like in the past, I would still fall for him...pero dahil sa kaniya, I know what kind of man I don't want. I don't want to fall in love with someone who isn't in love with himself, or his life. Toxicity is scary. "Alam mo madami akong motto sa life, isa na do'n 'yong, huwag mong ikulong 'yong sarili mo sa lungkot, lumandi ka!" pagbibiro ko.

Malungkot ko siyang binigyan ng ngiti at bahagyang napabuntong hininga. “I think love is in everything...” I trailed off. Nag-huhukay muna ng lakas na loob mula sa kaloob-looban. At nang may kaunting nahukay ay saka ko lang tinapos ang pagsasalita. “Love is when you feel fear, hatred, anger, trauma and all the feelings that you could feel. Yung sa akin kasi it's everything. The hatred is there, fear, sadness and the trauma. And I know it's love because if it's not love what I gave back then, then maybe I shouldn't have felt those feelings at all.”

“Sana alam mo na kahit iwanan ka ng lahat, mananatili ako sa tabi mo hanggang dulo...” "Unrequited love pa nga! Bakit ba ang unfair ng mundo? Right, Raven? You love someone but that someone love someone else! Why can't you just be inlove with each other? Sabihin mo nga, bakit hindi niya ako gusto?!"

"You are the one whom I want to poison, but I am the one who's poisoned by your charm in the end. What's more funny is, I don't want any antidote to remove it from my system. I want to be paralyzed by your touch, kisses and love." "Matthew, Dada, my husband, I promise to stay with you no matter how hard the struggles are. To love you until my breathe stop and cherish you like you are the most dangerous toxin in the world. I love you, Matthew Laqueza, my poisoner." We both smiled to each other as our eyes speak in a million ways. Ilang saglit pa nga ang lumipas ay hawak na namin ang singsing na isusuot namin sa isa't isa.

tanong ni Carla sa akin sa isang matamis na ngiti. Huminga mo na ako nang malalim bago nagpatuloy sa pagsasalita. "Gusto ko sanang makilala mo siya subalit namatay siya dahil sa pang-aabuso sa akin ng asawa ko, DATI!" may diin kong sabi at tinapunan ko si Dindo nang matatalim na tingin subalit ito'y palihim lamang. "I'm s-sorry to hear that, kawawa naman ang anak mo," nanlulumo nitong sabi sa akin at sabay yakap pa.

Hindi niya namamalayang kulang na pala sila sa communication. Love is complicated. Parang chemicals lang 'yan sa chemistry. Kailangan sakto at tamang measurement ng chemicals ang nilalagay para ma achieve mo ang goal mong makabuo ng substance. Pag nagkulang, palpak at pag sumobra mas lalo namang palpak. In love, too much is toxic while lacking is dull. Kaya complicated ito dahil mahirap i-balance. But just like chemistry, if you learn from your mistakes you'll eventually learn how to produce the substance that you really aim.