Novel & Cerita Wala Na Malungkot Na Ako Everyday

Gun This is the saddest day of my life, I was walking near the bridge, the sky is dark as my feelings, the rain is starting to fall, the weather is with me, I cried like stupid I don't know if the water that is flowing on my body is raindrops or my tears, I stopped on the bridge, my body is trembling, my knees are shaking

I feel so sad all of a sudden and I know it’s all about this heat season fucking with my mind, but these emotions feel too real. “ You are saying I am not…Loveable? Am I so bad? ”

bulong din ni Cupcake. Kumalas siya at tumingin sa mga ito na naluluha. “Salamat, kasi nagkaroon ako ng mabait at maunawain na kuya, at supportive na mga kaibigan.” Pinahid niya ang munting luhang sumungaw sa gilid ng kaniyang mga mata. “Kung wala kayo, hindi ko na alam ano’ng gagawin ko. Hindi ko rin siguro nakayanan ang heartaches ko. Ngayon nauunawaan ko na ang ibang nagmamahal. Kahit alam mong may mali, ilalaban mo pa rin dahil sa mahal mo. Matututo ka ring maging makasarili para sa nararamdaman mo. And worst, magiging pipi at bingi ka nang dahil sa ngalan ng pag-ibig.”

They can do whatever they want to them but why are they mad at us if we don’t do anything to them? days have passed and everything is like hell. I can hear the people screaming while being burned alive. I can’t sleep properly, their voices keep on coming to me everytime I close my eyes. There is really no hope for us anymore, we were being burnt alive one-by-one and tomorrow is my day. every time there are people being burnt alive, all i can do is to cover my ears, shut my eyes and contain my sobs as i don't want to know and hear everything about them.

matabang na sabi niya dahilan para mapaangat ako ng tingin. Kunot-noo ko siyang tiningnan pero 'di ako nito hinarap. "Ngayon pa?" halos pabulong na wika ko rito. Lalo kong naikuyom ang kamao ko. "No. Gagawin ko 'to. I only have today." "You have everyday. Every chances. Andito lang naman ako. You can call me whenever you feel, it's not that I can deny the calling anyway." he mumbled throwing a sidelong glance at me. "It's still on your resolve."

Pamilyar ang pagtulo ng luha ko. It will remain And my soul will hang on every word You say Bumalik ako sa cafe nang sumunod na araw. Umaga ay wala sila doon. Hindi katulad kahapon ay nagkaroon naman ng customer ngayong araw. Buong araw ko silang hinintay. Sa buong araw ng pagtatrabaho ay hindi man lang sumakit ang katawan ko o kahit ang aking paa sa ngalay.

I said Whenever we get broken, we turn into something, something that is related with anger. ~~~ It's Monday today and I don't want anyone to see that I'm still the weak Cyanelle that crying every night. I dressed up, and tried to be cold and heartless, feirce as I can be. "Woah, you look gorgeous." Charlie commented I smile lightly and thank him. "I think my ex gonna probably envy at you because I'm with a gorgeous hot chick as you." He joked

So I made my way through that fucking dirty place. I only needed to sell cigarettes, enduring the dirty touches... it was the most pathetic thing I did. Only to get torn off by another debt. I realized I could no longer do it, so I suffered, sitting on the same swivel chair. Naghihirap, gutom, at walang maipakaing matino sa sarili. Kahit pa mabuhay ako sa ibang katawan, I will always be the pathetic Lumina. Duwag at kahit anong gawin ay hindi ako makakatulong sa iba.

Alpha Lucas POV I opened my eyes to see a brand new day. I looked around me. All I could see was loneliness, nothing intriguing or fun. I stretched my body immediately as I stand from my bed. 'Damn!' All my hope is bent on today to be a good day. Pacing to the shower, I turned it on and let the water drizzle down my body gently. Nothing to enjoy unlike before. All that I have in my heart is deep pain and an heavy misery. I feel embittered and greatly sorrowed.

I hit the send button and put the phone on the side table too as I didn't expect to get an answer from her and put one of my arms over my eyes while the tears once again betrayed me and started streaming down from the corner of my eyes. I feel pathetic and defeated. Nothing in the world has made me feel this way but a day without Anastasia Logan has made me feel what a vulnerable man I am.