When You're Going Through Hell 소설 & 이야기

My heavy eyes closed, and I sank back into silence. There were times when I was half awake and half asleep but couldn't remember anything. Time is not clear. Not now, or next, or after. Only pain. More pain, less pain. That's the only thing that doesn't change. I am sinking. Deeper. Deeper. Deeper. There is no bottom, only deeper – forever. Am I crying? I'm not sure anymore. Probably because I'm on fire. I'm sinking and burning. Mom was right. I will go to hell.

The rain felt like knives lashing across my skin. The wind had been fierce. By then, the drugs had taken effect. The pain was excruciating. It gnawed deep down into my bones. I lay in complete darkness. I was helpless and terrified as heat escaped from my body. It turned out that the myth was true—one relived their whole life at death's door. The past began flashing past in my mind's eye. Just before I lost consciousness, I saw a faint light approaching me.

But he knows he can take it. He must. He has to. Then you will not get a reprieve from this pain, its eyes glows eerily as it watches his insides spill in, then out, in and out in and out, in, in, in and out, you will never die on your own terms. “Go to hell,” he hisses. He sees it tilt its head, considering. …We’re already there, my love. If he thinks this was the worst of it all… He was wrong.

What she thought would be the worst mistake of her life,hell for her was actually paradise. . *********

Now I know Carl didn’t push me, it doesn’t change anything but at least I now know who my enemy is. I had slowly crawled to the fridge door with my whole body buzzing with pain, I had tried to claw my way out, a hopeless attempt to get out of here. If ever I get out here, and get my hands on Esther, I swear to be arrested for more than just a night. My half-frozen fingers that were close to bleeding had slipped off the door yet again, I could hear a commotion outside. I heard Heath’s voice making me angry, I hate this, he has to save me yet again, I am just a weak person who needs saving every time. I had tried clawing my way out harder.

"Hmmmmm," "Feel this? Sooner or any minute or hours, this would go down and drill your ass hard till it bleeds. Mind you, it would take me hours before I bust so, get ready and be used to it. This will be the only dick that will fuck you till eternity, Keatton. If any dick would then prepare yourself the same as the guy who'll put his dick inside you. My torture room is open for anyone and they can cry there for mercy but no one will show or give to them,"

That's what happens when you believe in shit like love and there's no way I was going to go through that. Ever..... -------------

What is happening to me…? Why am I going through hell like this..? What in the moon goddess's name is going on with me…? I bitterly swept to one side of the bed all the clothes on it, and I laid on the free side, and poured my heart out in pain like there was no tomorrow, weeping endlessly.

He roared, “Lock this piece of trash in the dungeon” OMG!!. My life is literally a living hell right now….

She reached out into the air with both hands, tears and snot running down her face. "Cali, I brought you meat. Please don't hate me." The hallucination walked slowly toward them. I crouched down in front of the two of them, trembling, and looked at them. "Dad. Mom." My voice filled the empty basement, bouncing off every wall. "Didn't you say the air outside is full of the virus? Didn't you say going outside means death?" I gave them back their own words, one by one, exactly the way they'd given them to me.