Novel & Cerita You Don't Know Me

“Twenty-nine.” “How did you know me? Well, I remember last night, you called my name and I seemed to find that I never told you about it. And where have you been all along? I searched everywhere just to find you, but to my dismay, I can't even find a single thing about you.”

(SONG: Little Do You Know BY: Alex & Sierra) "Little do you know How I'm breakin' while you fall asleep Little do you know I'm still haunted by the memories Little do you know I'm tryin' to pick myself up piece by piece Little do you know I need a little more time." May bigat sa puso ko habang kinakanta ang unang bahagi na iyon, hindi ko alam kung saan galing yung bigat dahil never pa naman ako na-inlove, basta ang alam ko lang may something sa dib-dib ko na kailangang lunasan.

Paano ko lalandiin ang boyfriend niya hindi ko nga siya kilala? "Sorry, I don't know you. At hindi ko din kilala ang boyfriend mo kaya hindi ko alam ang sinasabi mo." "HIndi mo ako kilala kaya may lakas kang loob na landiin ang boyfriend ko." I took a deep breathe. Kumukuha ng pasensiya. Ayokong makipagaway dahil hindi ko naman party ito at inama lang naman ako dito nina Iuliankaya hindi naman talaga ako imbitado. Nakakahiya kung gagawa ako ng eksena. Nakatingin na sa amin ang ilan.

FROM UNKNOWN: Where are you? FROM UNKNOWN: It’s not what you think. FROM UNKNOWN: Can we talk? FROM UNKNOWN: I can explain. Mag-usap tayo.

Okay na ulit ang beauty ko! “Anong chika mo?” Tanong ng isang classmate namin. Mga chismosa talaga 'to! Pero na intriga na rin naman ako. Hindi ko kilala ang lahat ng classmates ko kasi hindi naman ako friendly at ayokong makipagkaibigan sakanila. At dahil nga irregular student kami ay wala na rin akong balak kilalanin ang lahat ng naging kaklase ko. Maarte na kung maarte pero may trust issue kasi ako.

Without you to hold me and heal my heart To guide me and keep me from falling apart My life is so empty, so hollow and cold Footsteps and echoes of nowhere to go Without you, without you, I know I'm all alone I can't go on this way day by day Without you, without you, I know I'm all alone I can't go on this way day by day Without you, who am I? What am I to do? My life's out of focus and so are my views I need you to give me the strength to go on

"Why don't you tell me personally, young miss?" ___________________________

What am I thinking? So, sumama nga talaga ako sa lalaking hindi ko kilala? Sinapo ko ang noo ko at halos sabunutan ang sarili ko dahil sa kagagahan ko. I just lost my virginity to a guy that I don't know, I don't even know his name!

Pabirong ani niya “Siyempre naman, pakiramdam ko kasi sa text mo kaninang umaga ay iiyak ka anytime soon. Pero himala rin na wala akong natanggap na messages after nung text mo na ‘yun” “Hala siya, kaya ko naman i-motivate ang sarili ko ‘no.Isa pang nakakapagtaka ay nauna pa ako kay Vince, usually siya ang nauuna sa akin eh.” “Ahh nandoon na siya sa labas, papasok na din ‘yun. Nagpapagpag pa ng bad vibes.” “Ha? Bad vibes? Bakit? Eh wala naman siyang asawa, wala ring girlfriend or hindi ko lang alam na may girlfriend.”

Mahabang salaysay niya pa. "Wala akong utang sa inyo, i*****k niyo sa mga bunganga niyo yang kakarampot na perang iyan, and Dad I don't need to learn business to do business. Hindi ninyo ako kilala, but the world knows me." Dagdag niya pa.