You Don't Know Me Mga Nobela at Kwento

Walang damdamin,' bulong niya sa sarili. Pero sa kaibuturan ng kanyang puso, naroon pa rin ang echo ng tinig ni Selene: “You don’t really know me.”

Parang may pinipigilan na naman siyang salita. At doon ko naramdaman ang galit. Hindi sa sarili ko. Hindi sa nakaraan ko. Kundi sa kanya. Dahil he knew. Of course he knew. He always knew. And he still let me live inside this lie. “Everyone knows me except me,” bulong ko. At sa unang pagkakataon— medyo nanginig ang boses ko. Hindi ko gusto iyon. Ayokong marinig niya ang bitak.

Who knew? "Don’t scream, Snow.”

Ang sabi nila may mga bagay na mas maigi pang manatiling nakatago nalang kung wala naman iyong magandang maidudulot. Ika nga, the things you don't know won't hurt you. But not for my case, not for me. It may work for others but not on me. The more I don't remember things the more my curiosity is eating me and I am scared that in the end I will really lose my sanity.

"Why do you look like me?" Shit!

I can't! I've automatically stand up when those scenarios appeares in my head. I gotta do something to stop this stupidity plan of dad. Hindi naman ako pwedeng tumakas. I have nowhere to go. Kung meron man, siguradong mahahanap din ako ni dad. Think Carmell, think. Tinungo ko ang closet. Humila ng kahit anong hoddie roon. Sinaklob ang hood. I slowly open the door of my room.

Hindi siya mapakali sa tanong dahil alam na alam niya ang sagot du'n. " Well, matagal na kasi talagang nakaplano ang pag-alis ko. I just didn't mention anything to you, guys. The reason also why naging biglaan dahil alam kong mahihirapan akong umalis kapag magpapaalam at makikipagkita pa ako sa inyo. I know, it may sound like a lame excuse but I think kailangan ko lang talagang umalis na nu'ng panahong iyon," sagot nito na hindi pa rin specific ang ibinigay na sagot.

Nakakunot noo na ito at napapabilis ang kagat sa sandwich. "Maiba nga tayo Jolie, punta tayo mamaya sa bluemoon night. Huwag mong kalimutan ha!" "Eh? Mamaya na pala iyon?" "Nakalimutan mo na ba? Malay mo at makikita mo na ang dream guy mo sa party." "Emma, dumalo na tayo last year pero wala namang nangyari. Single ka parin at pati ako." "Nega mo naman Jolie. Baka ngayon na natin makikita si Mr. Right."

natatawa na sabi niya habang nakaturo sa envelope. Hindi ako sumagot dahil hindi ko pa pwedeng sabihin sa kanya ang lahat. Hindi ko pa nababasa at nakikita ang lahat ng iyon kaya hindi ko pa alam kung nandoon ba ang sagot na hinahanap ko.

~ You really don't know how much I like you~ You really don't know how much I want you~ You really don't know how much I need you~ You really don't know how much I love you~ I really like you~ I really want you~ I really need you~ I really love you~ You really don't know how much I like you~ You really don't know how much I want you~ You really don't know how much I need you~ You really don't know how much I love you~ I just want to ask~ Why I feel something different?~ Is it because of your smile?~ Why I feel so nervous?~ Is it because you're here near me?~ Why it feels like my heart is beating so fast?~