LOGINSilvi Andriani, gadis yang tak percaya pada kata cinta. Hal itu terjadi karena masa lalunya yang buruk. Tentang pembulyan dan penolakan di masa lalu yang membuatnya trauma. Banyak yang berubah darinya, hingga saat dewasa, ia kerap kali menantang lelaki yang mengatakan cinta padanya dengan mendandani diri seperti dirinya di masa lalu. Benar saja, para lelaki itu langsung ilfil dan meninggalkannya karena gadis yang biasanya terlihat cantik, malah berdandan burik saat berjalan dengan mereka. Silvi tersenyum sinis. Semua lelaki sama saja, hanya memandang fisiknya. Ia tak butuh lelaki seperti itu untuk menemani hidupnya. Hingga gadis itu dipertemukan kembali dengan Araska, cinta pertama sekaligus luka untuknya. Akankah Silvi kembali percaya pada cinta? Cinta yang ditawarkan oleh Araska yang pernah menolaknya.
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"Why, Adrian?! Just tell me WHY?!" My voice shattered the lively music and chatter inside the grand ballroom. Instantly, silence fell over everyone—the guests, the friends, the family, and all the people who came to celebrate the birthday of the man I thought I was going to marry one day. All eyes were on me—shocked, pitying, and judging. I stood in the middle of the room, my whole body shaking from anger and heartbreak. In front of me stood Adrian, my boyfriend of two years. The man who promised I was the only one. The man who swore he had moved on from his past. But tonight, on the very night of his birthday, he was standing right next to a woman of breathtaking beauty—soft features, perfect smile, looking at him with eyes full of history and affection. Elara. The name he kept mentioning back then, the name that always stood between us even when he denied it. His first love. The woman who left him years ago and left a wound I thought I had healed. Adrian looked at me coldly, without even a trace of the love I was used to. He held Elara’s hand tightly, and the way he looked at me was as if I was nothing but trash blocking his way. "Stop this, Selene. Why are you making a scene?" Adrian asked, his voice sharp and devoid of emotion. "A scene? I’m making a scene? Adrian, I was with you for two years! I was the one who stayed by your side when you were down, when you had nothing, when you thought you would never be happy again! And now that she’s back... you’re just going to throw me away like I meant nothing to you?!" I screamed, tears streaming down my face uncontrollably. He took a step closer, leaning down to whisper so only I could hear him. The words that came out of his mouth were sharper than any knife I had ever felt. "Because I only used you, Selene." I froze. The whole world crumbled around me. My heart stopped beating for a second. "W-What did you say?" I stammered, my voice cracking. "You heard me. I said... I only used you," Adrian repeated, staring straight into my eyes with zero remorse. "When Elara left me years ago, I almost died of pain. I needed someone to fill the empty space she left. I needed someone to help me forget her. Then you came along—willing to give everything, willing to love blindly. You were so easy to be with, Selene... or rather, you were so easy to use. You were just a temporary replacement. A rebound. But now that she’s back... you have no use to me anymore. Your role in my life is finished." "Replacement? Am I just a substitute to you? Was nothing real to you? Did you ever love me... even just a little bit?" I asked, clutching my chest as if it could hold my breaking heart together. "Love?" Adrian scoffed, glancing at Elara who stood there smiling victoriously. "I loved her. I have always loved her. You were just a distraction. A toy I played with while waiting for the real thing to return. Don't flatter yourself, Selene. You were never the priority. You were just convenient." "How could you do this to me? How could you lie to me every single day for two years?!" "I didn't lie. You just chose to believe what you wanted to believe," he answered coldly. "Now please, leave. You’re ruining our night." "You are cruel, Adrian. You are the cruelest man I have ever known!" "I am honest. Honest enough to tell you the truth before you embarrass yourself further. Now go." I couldn't take it anymore. I turned around and ran out of his mansion, past the expensive decorations, past the whispering guests, and out into the cold, dark night. Two years. Wasted. Everything was a lie. As soon as I stepped out of the huge iron gates, darkness swallowed me. It was late, there were almost no people around, and the cold wind pierced through my thin dress. I walked fast, wanting to escape, wanting to disappear, wanting to wake up from this nightmare. Suddenly, a black luxury car stopped right in front of me. Before I could scream or step back, the door swung open. Two strong hands grabbed me and pulled me inside in one swift motion, covering my mouth before any sound could escape. I struggled hard, kicking and thrashing, but they were too strong. The interior was pitch black—I couldn't see the face of the person holding me. "Be quiet," a deep, low, and authoritative voice spoke next to my ear. A man’s voice—cold, dangerous, and commanding. I tried to get out or push him but he was very strong and I wasn't strong enough to get him away from me, I closed my eyes when he suddenly kissed me. Every kiss was deep, aggressive and full of excitement, when I realized it, I immediately struggled with it "hm who the hell are you" I said softly when it moved away from me a little Before I could speak again, he kissed me again, I was about to struggle when he grabbed my two hands and placed them on my head, a few minutes later I found myself responding to each of his kisses "hmm" I moaned softly as he began to caress my mount while one of my hands was on his neck and the other on his nape. ______ I gently pushed it because I was running out of breath but it just kissed my cheek down to my neck and licked up to my ear "hm..from know on you're mine baby " he whispered and went down my neck and sucked it "uhm~ please let me go" I stuttered but he continued to suck on my neck so I felt something in my body that I have only ever felt in my life. "ugh please let me go" I said softly and grabbed his wrist to stop him but he just waved and kissed me "ugh ugh please I won't report you just let me go" I added and continued with tears in my eyes. But despite my holding him back, my body seems to be looking for something more than what he is doing "Oh baby that moan of yours makes me crazy" he said and his fingers came out and entered my hole even faster "Ugh ughh ughh ahh oh" I muttered absentmindedly and pressed his face on my neck "Hmm ughh uhh" "I like it more baby" he said while smiling and continued to put his finger in and out but faster "ugh~~" When I came out he removed his finger from my hole and licked it "oh fuck baby it's delicious" he said while I was weak I felt like my eyes were going to close because of the amount I released "Don't go to sleep baby we're not done yet" he said while unzipping his pants "it's okay I'm tired" I said and closed my eyes again but he didn't listen and just undressed me so we were both naked He opened both of my thighs and focused his pet on my hole "please stop this is my first" I said and pushed it but I lacked the strength "You can't do what you want, baby, especially since my pet is wild awake" he answered me and suddenly entered the entirety of his pet "Ahhh fuck, are you damn I told you that this is my first, right?" I yelled at him as if I knew him "oh sorry baby" he apologized and started walking away ___ "Ughh ughh uhhm hm ah" "Ugh daddy uhh ahh" I growled madly quickly and he pulled away forcefully "ughhh fvck baby your so delicious ughh" he grunted while riding fast "Ughhh daddy f-faster please ughh" "Uhmm hmm ughh uhh ohh" "Ughh~~ Daddy i-i'm cumming ugh" I mumbled and both of us went out, I didn't realize that I fell asleep while he was still on top of me. When I woke up the next morning, I found myself lying on the side of an unfamiliar road, clothes disheveled, body aching, and heart completely shattered. I dragged myself home, showering over and over again but feeling dirty no matter what I did. I thought my life couldn't get worse. I thought the pain Adrian caused me was already the limit. I was wrong. A few days passed. I tried to gather myself, trying to survive the shame and the heartbreak. One afternoon, while walking in the city market, I heard a familiar voice call out. "Selene?" I turned around. There stood Adrian, arm in arm with Elara. But beside them stood an older man—tall, broad-shouldered, hair streaked with gray, sharp intimidating eyes, and wearing an expensive tailored suit. It was Adrian’s father. Don Lorenzo. One of the richest, most powerful, and most feared men in the country. He looked me up and down, slowly, intensely. When our eyes met... my blood ran cold. I knew those eyes. I knew that sharp gaze. I knew the scent of expensive cologne lingering on him. Even though it was dark that night, even though I couldn't see his face clearly... I knew him. I knew his presence. I knew his voice. It was him. Don Lorenzo was the man in the car. He was the stranger who took everything from me. Adrian frowned, looking at me with disgust. "What are you doing here? Haven't you bothered us enough?" "Adrian, be nice," Don Lorenzo said, his voice low and amused, his eyes never leaving mine. "After all... I believe we are quite... close acquaintances, aren't we, Selene?" My knees weakened. I felt like throwing up. "You..." I whispered, trembling uncontrollably. Don Lorenzo took a step closer, leaning slightly towards me, his smirk sending chills down my spine. "Do you remember now, little girl? You ran away so fast that night... I didn't even get to properly introduce myself," he said, loud enough only for me to hear. "You were so wild, so full of fight... I enjoyed every second of it." "You are... you are a monster!" I breathed out, horrified. "Monster?" He chuckled darkly. "I am a man who takes what he wants. And you... you were there, crying, vulnerable, ripe for the taking. Did you think your little boyfriend was the only Moretti who could have you?" "You are his father... How could you...?!" "Exactly. I am his father. And I have more power, more money, and more authority than he will ever have. Adrian threw you away because you were useless to him. But me? I found you... interesting," Don Lorenzo whispered, his tone turning dangerous. "And let me tell you a secret, my dear. You belong to me now. Not him. Me." "Never! I will tell everyone! I will tell Adrian! I will tell the whole world what you did!" I threatened, rage overpowering my fear. "Go ahead," Don Lorenzo challenged, unbothered. "Do you think anyone will believe you? I am Don Lorenzo Moretti. You are just a girl Adrian dumped. Who do you think they will choose? You... or me? I can ruin you with just one word. I can make sure you disappear forever if I want to." "Why?! Why did you do this to me? What have I ever done to you?!" "Because you were there. Because you are beautiful. And because I don't like things that are wasted," he answered shamelessly. "Besides... now that you know who I am and what I did... do you really think I will let you go freely?" I realized then. I was trapped between the father and the son. The son broke my heart. The father destroyed my soul. And both of them were monsters wearing expensive suits. I turned around and ran as fast as I could. I needed to get away. I needed to hide. I couldn't let anyone find out. The shame was too great, the danger too real. I thought if I ran far enough, I could escape. But I was wrong. Just as I reached a narrow alleyway, two men in black suits blocked my path. Behind me, the familiar black luxury car pulled up. The window rolled down, revealing the face of the devil himself—Don Lorenzo. "Where do you think you’re going, Selene?" he asked calmly, looking at me like I was just a possession he misplaced. "We are not done yet. You carry my mark now. You know my secret. And you know I never leave loose ends hanging." "Let me go! Please, just let me go! I won't say anything! I swear!" I cried out, backing away. "It’s too late for begging now, darling. You are part of my world whether you like it or not. And I never let go of things that belong to me." His men grabbed me, dragging me towards the car as I screamed and fought with everything I had. "You can't do this! You can't keep treating people like objects!" I shouted. "Watch me," Don Lorenzo replied coldly before the door slammed shut. As the car drove away, taking me deeper into the darkness, away from any hope of freedom, I made a vow deep inside my heart. You think you won? You think because you are rich and powerful, you can do whatever you want? You broke me, Adrian. You destroyed me, Don Lorenzo. But listen closely... I will not stay weak forever. The girl you used, the girl you violated, the girl you kidnapped... she will come back. And when she does... she will burn down everything you built. Every lie, every secret, every piece of your rotten empire... I will make sure it all turns to ash. The game has just begun. And this time... I am no longer the victim.“Andri ada?”Milly membuka pintu saat bel di pintu berbunyi. Gadis itu sedikit terpaku, lalu tersenyum pada Araska yang berdiri di depannya.Araska ingin menemui Andri. Semalam ia berpikir cukup lama untuk mencari cara menyatakan perasaannya pada gadis itu. Ia yakin Andri bisa merasakan debar cinta antara keduanya. Namun, Araska harus memperjelas dengan cara yang lebih serius. Araska selama ini menjaga. Araska ingin tahu seperti apa muara rasa itu, setelah sekian lama terpisah, menjalani alur hidup masing-masing. Lalu bersama, kembali dipertemukan dalam keadaan yang tak sama.Araska mencoba mengirimkan pesan untuk Andri, tapi hanya centang satu. Lalu, ia menghapusnya dan mengambil kesimpulan untuk bertemu langsung. Ia menghubungi, tapi nomor gadis itu tak tersambung. Sebab itu, Araska sekarang berdiri di depan rumah Andri. Mengetuk pintu, berharap gadis itu yang membukanya. Namun, yang kini di depannya bukanlah gadis yang ia tuju.“Dia balik ke Samarinda.” Milly menjawab setelah sepe
“Kamu yang lagi nyeka air mata, berbaliklah!”Araska mengulang kalimat itu.Andri yang sedang melangkah, terpaksa berhenti seolah sedang diperintahkan untuk berhenti. Ia berdiri sejenak, bergelut dengan pikirannya sendiri. Gadis itu tak berani melihat ke belakang, karena akan ketahuan sedang menangis. Itu memalukan.Kepalang tanggung melangkah, ia tak bisa bersikap terlalu kepedean dengan mengira bahwa Araska menyuruhnya berhenti. Siapa tahu, Milly di sudut sana juga sedang terharu karena tersentuh dengan lagu yang dinyanyikan Araska. Itu akan lebih memalukan jika ternyata bukan dia yang dimaksud Araska.Andri kembali melangkah, tak peduli dengan kalimat barusan yang nyatanya akan semakin membuat hatinya ragu untuk melepaskan.“Kamu yang terus melangkah meski disuruh balik, berhentilah!”Dari mikrofon itu kembali terdengar suara Araska. Bodo amat! Andri tetap melangkah hingga hampir sampai di pintu depan.Bukan dirinya! Pikir Andri.“Kamu, Silvi Andriani, kemarilah!”Andri berhenti, d
Halaman rumah Naya telah disulap sedemikian rupa. Aneka hiasan, balon-balon menggantung di udara. Makanan mewah juga banyak tersaji di meja. Atas persetujuan Andri, Naya menggelar acara untuk ulang tahun gadis itu; ulang tahun ke dua puluh satu.Sebelumnya, Andri tak pernah mau merayakan dengan banyak orang. Namun, kali ini gadis itu merasa harus merayakan setiap kemenangan yang ia lalui bersama Naya, dan orang-orang terdekatnya.Pesta yang tak terlalu besar, karena hanya dihadiri oleh keluarga, juga anak-anak panti dan dua pengasuh yang tak luput dari undangan istimewa bagi Andri.Anak-anak panti terlihat bahagia dengan acara mewah dan makanan yang aneka ragamnya. Mereka juga telah menyiapkan rencana kejutan untuk Andri.Andri turun dari tangga dengan mata yang ditutup oleh Ejaz. Gadis yang mengenakan gaun berwarna marun itu berjalan perlahan, matanya terlalu gelap.Andri tetap melangkah pelan, hingga tangannya dipegang Ejaz untuk berhenti. Andri tahu, mungkin keluarganya sedang memb
Andri bangun dengan mata yang sembab. Pagi ini, ia mencoba berhenti menangisi kisah cintanya untuk kedua kali. Namun, bukan berarti ia bisa bangkit secepat itu dari rasa terpuruknya. Gadis itu mencoba berpikir positif tentang hubungan Araska dan Milly. Namun, kebersamaan mereka semakin jauh dari harus berprasangka hanya teman, atau kebetulan.Pagi itu, Milly kembali keluar dengan gitar di punggung. “Gitar baru?” Andri bertanya penuh selidik. Karena yang ia tahu, gitar Milly sudah dirusak oleh papanya.Milly mengangguk. Senyumnya merekah sambil mengelus gitar baru yang ia miliki.“Mama beli?” Kembali Andri bertanya.“Bukan.”“Jadi?”“Araska.”Seolah ada beribu pisau yang menyayat hati Andri secara bersamaan, seiring dengan nama itu disebutkan. Araska membeli gitar untuk Milly, itu artinya lelaki itu sedang mengembalikan hal berharga dalam hidup gadis itu. Sialnya, ia tak bisa mengembalikan hal berharga dalam hidup Andri. Cinta. Rasa itu masih saja menekan hati Andri sendirian, tanpa b












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