LOGIN葉山グループの社員の誰一人として、想像だにしていなかっただろう。わずか三十分前まで冷ややかな表情で企画案を説いていた社長の葉山安奈(はやま あんな)が、今は夫である藤原逸人(ふじわら はやと)に組み敷かれ、骨抜きにされているなどとは。
View MoreMy name is Cordelia Gabriel, and I’m a witch. It’s my 18th birthday. At the Bar Mitzvah, each witch goes through a ceremony to become a full member of our witch coven. Tonight, I’m going through this ritual.
The ceremony took place in a hidden forest. Witches once flourished, but now they are in decline. Ten years ago, Alpha King, from the Dark Shine Pack, united this country, and no one was allowed to use magic in this land. The coven has been reduced to untouchables, oppressed.
But we didn’t give up hope. Ancient prophecies have been told for thousands of years that in the time of the tribe’s survival, a chosen one will rise up, the hope of the tribe of witches, and allow all witches to use magic freely again. And I am that hope. But I’m so afraid that I’m going to fuck up.
“Mom, what if I screw up? What if I’m not the Chosen One?”I paced nervously around the room. The ceremony starts in less than an hour.
“No, baby. Trust me,”my mother said softly, holding my hand. “You are The chosen one. The Father of Wecca has revealed it to me in dreams many times. You know, I am a prophet...”
“And a prophet’s dream is never wrong,”I murmured, “but still, What if I am not the one? What if I fail? What if I let everyone down?”
She smiled, a soft glow on her face. “Don’t worry, dear. You are my daughter, and I’ll be with you no matter what. Why don’t you get your birth certificate and other things you would need?” She suggested.
Ah, yes, that stupid Birth certificate. I went to my desk, took out an old piece of parchment that looked more like an ancient scroll with my name on it: Cordelia Gabrie. It is written in black ink and covered by a tiny, blood-red handprint. Witch Coven has some custom lagging far behind time, cutting the newborn baby’s palm and imprinting on a parchment being one of them. The Birth Certificate is believed to curb witches’ magic and prevent it from going wild. After a systematic study of magical theory, the witch would throw the paper into the fire at her 18-year-old Bar Mitzvah to liberate magic and become a real witch. The consequences of what could happen if my birth certificate isn’t burned flashed through my mind and I quickly shook it off. I wasn’t going to let that happen.
I walked out of my room after getting everything I needed, and bumped into Mave.
“Oh! Look, the chosen one has finally decided to grace us with her presence” the contempt in her voice wasn’t a surprise anymore.
“What do you want, Mave?” I asked tiredly, I wasn’t in the mood to deal with her tantrums today.
“Just because everyone thinks you are the chosen one doesn’t mean you are” she sneered in my face.
A sigh left my lips, tired from her rude comments. I didn’t ask to be the chosen one, I never asked for any of this to happen. Why does she behave like it is my fault?
“What? Cat got your tongue?” She asked with an evil smirk on her face.
“Look, Mave, I--” I started only to get interrupted by her.
“No, you listen to me.” she said, her voice laced with anger and hate. “Even if your mother is right, you are nothing but a let down. You will fail and disappoint everyone.” Her words made me feel uneasy. What if she is right?
“Really? From what I remember you were the one disappointing your parents and coven a few days ago.” I heard Keera, my best friend who was now glaring at Mave
“YOU! I-”
“Go and do something useful for once.” Keera said dismissing Mave, who stomped her feet like a little girl and left.“Bitch!” Keera muttered under her breath.
“It’s time, let’s go,” Mother announced, before I could scold my best friend, she held my hand giving it a reassuring squeeze. I took a deep breath, looked at her with a smile and nodded. She smiled back gently easing my nerves as we made our way out with Keera closely following behind us.
We all wore black caps and held the book of shadows close to our chests. I had to carry my birth certificate along with my book of shadows, the certificate I was going to sacrifice in the fire the moment I turned 18.
We made our way to the sacred ground where the ritual of initiation was held. The ritual where I was going to become a witch for the first time, and officially become a part of our coven, and be able to attain magic for the first time.
"Here! We welcome you all here for this ritual that is going to save us from the brutality of those beastly creatures that are ruling the world," one of the oldest witches, Marion, made everyone stand in the circle around me.
Once I let the black cape slip down my body, I was revealed to be wearing a silk white dress that could hardly cover my thighs. The black long cape had saved me from getting a frost bite before but now that it was being taken off of my body by the order of Marion, I found my skin shivering terribly under the cold wind.
They had lighted up the fire in front of me and put a cauldron to the side where they were going to put the items of sacrifice. The howling of the wind was making it difficult for our ears to pick up any noise. The storm has started to set in, a perfect weather for the ritual.
They tied me to the big oak tree, as it was said that once the newest witch gets her powers, she might lose the control of her body for some time as the power could be too much for her to handle.
"We welcome a new witch to our Coven, a witch who is going to save us and make us free again. We present a virgin, pure and untouched witch, Cordelia Gabriel, before the father of wecca,” the announcement of my name had only brought a smile on everyone's lips when suddenly the atmosphere filled with weird noises and howls. My body shuddered while being tied to the tree, causing the hair on the back of my neck to stand up.
A panic suddenly engulfed everyone when the werewolves jumped out of everywhere.
"Save yourselves," Marion said, who was supposed to make other's her first priority, and ran into the woods with her family. The loudest screams of the witches being attacked by the werewolves pierced through my ears; everything was happening in front of my eyes since. I was constantly trying to free myself from the ropes, looking around with a plea in my eyes to everyone who had made eye contact with me. Nobody was helping me; I was forced to watch the horrifying scene with a realization that soon I will be next.
"Mother!" Through the hustle, I spotted my mother, who was all set to disappear in the forest. My heart was pounding so loudly that I couldn’t even hear the howling of the wind.
"Mother!" I called out for her again and she finally turned around to look at me, "Untie me, please!" it felt like the whole world went silent when my mother's eyes stared into mine. I was able to communicate with her through silence, my eyes were glued to her face as I begged her to help me.
The moment I noticed that her eyes were void of any emotions, my lips parted to heave a sigh and that’s when she mouthed, "I'm sorry!" I couldn’t make sense of her words, my mind refusing to accept she was going to leave me alone here to die.
I frantically looked around where I found my best friend. She wouldn’t leave alone, right? We have been there for each other since we were born. She looked scared and worried looking around as if trying to find a way out.
“Keera!” I shouted as loud as I could amidst the chaos, she turned and looked at me, her eyes widening as she took a step towards me. I took a sigh of relief, at least there is someone who won’t abandon me.
Suddenly, she took a step back, taking me by surprise. Her eyes widened more in fear, following her line of sight, I could see a beast approaching me. I turned to look at Keera who was already retreating to save herself.
“Keera! Wait! I-” she looked at me shaking her head in denial as she turned, making a run to escape leaving me tied between these wolves to die, just like my mother did.
My entire world crashed right before my eyes when the people I was supposed to save, left me tied to the tree and ran away for their lives. My entire life ran through my eyes, the time I spent with my mother, with my coven. The love and affection I had seen in their eyes, the promise we held to protect each other. It was all gone, as if it was a mere dream.
"HELP !!" I shouted once all I could see was werewolves around me. I was like a piece of meat on a stake for them. They were growling and walking in circles while I was tied to a damn tree, not even able to move. Suddenly, the wolves attacked me and I passed out in fear.
"Wake up, how dare you not bow before the king!" a strong nudge to my shoulder jolted me awake in fright. I tried to lift my body up but I was too bruised to even move a muscle, that’s when I felt like covering my body with my hands as the piece of clothing I was wearing wasn’t able to save me from the hungry eyes from around.
Once I was able to get a good grip over reality and looked around, I found myself in a hall of justice, where the punishments for the witches like me would be decided.
I was hugging myself while shivering at the same time. Seeing people around me watching me with so much hate in their eyes was really dehumanizing.
"You thought you would practice magic and my knights wouldn't find out?" Uziel's loud voice penetrated my ears to get my attention. I instantly looked his way and bowed down. Seeing me bowing in respect made him shake his head in disbelief after he grunted.
"You didn't respect my orders, but now you are bowing because you know you are about to get punished," His voice held so much rage and anger in it. I have heard a lot about him, in fact, I only grew up hearing about how ruthless and monster-like he was.
The stories I used to hear in my childhood when my mother told me to sleep before the monster arrives seemed to have met a reality when I saw Uziel glaring at me.
"I didn't d---," I uttered under my breath with tears blurring my vision. I've been left by my own people, my own mother and captured by the werewolves, who were going to punish me and I've yet to shed tears that were not going to help me in any way.
"Silence!" He screamed and the uttering from the people subsided too.
“The crime you have committed shall be punished, the witches like you will learn a lesson from your punishment and think twice before practising magic again.” He grunted,
"On the coronation of my son, Conrad Elsher, we will burn this witch as a symbol for those who break the rules set by the alpha king." Uziel got up from his throne and announced my fate whilst I watched him in misery.
会議室の扉を開けると、そこには左右二列に並んだ取締役たちが、二年もの間沈黙を守り続けてきた筆頭株主の正体を見定めようと、期待と不安の混じった視線を注いでいた。安奈がその姿を現した瞬間、室内は水を打ったような静寂に包まれた。だが、次の刹那、驚きと歓喜の声が爆発する。「社長?」「安奈さん!」彼女は一歩一歩、確かな足取りで上座へと進んだ。その背後には逸斗が影のように控えている。安奈は列席者たちに深く頷いて見せると、穏やかながらも凛とした声で告げた。「皆様、お久しぶりです。葉山グループの筆頭株主、葉山安奈です」すべてが、然るべき場所へと収まった。両親が遺してくれたかけがえのない財産が、ついにその掌へと戻ってきたのだ。彼女の胸には、かつてないほどの安堵が広がっていた。会議が終わり、退出しかけた安奈を逸斗が呼び止めた。「葉山社長……」「安奈でいいわ」彼女はその言葉を遮るように微笑む。逸斗は一瞬だけ言葉を詰まらせ、どこかぎこちなく続けた。「あ、安奈。……近いうちに時間は取れるかな。会社の業務を正式に引き継ぎたいんだ」「ええ、もちろん。いつでも大丈夫よ」こうして安奈は、親友の良子を海外の拠点へと戻し、自らは国内に留まって逸斗との時間を重ねることにした。業務の引き継ぎを通じて二人の距離は急速に縮まり、仕事が終われば共に食事へ出かけるのが日常となっていった。そんなある日のこと。夕食を終え、逸斗は安奈を滞在先のホテルの下まで送り届けた。安奈は真っ直ぐ部屋に戻る気にはなれず、喉を潤そうとすぐ隣のコンビニへと足を向けた。飲み物を買って店を出た直後、背後から伸びてきた手に強く腕を掴まれた。心臓が跳ね上がる。恐怖に震えながら振り返った安奈の目に飛び込んできたのは、目深に被った帽子の影から覗く、あの執念を孕んだ瞳だった。「安奈……俺と一緒に来い。ここから離れるんだ」安奈は、目の前の男が完全に正気を失っていることを確信した。腕を掴む鉄のような拘束を振りほどこうと必死に足掻きながら、もう一方の手でポケットの中のスマホを探り、直近の履歴にある番号を無我夢中でタップした。「逸人、放して!あなた、正気じゃないわ!」逸人もまた、自らが正気でないことは自覚していた。この数日間、彼は影のように安奈の後を追い続けていたのだ。彼女が逸斗と親密そうに連れ立
船の上で過ごす時間は、安奈にとって初めてとなる逸斗との二人きりの時間だった。どうしても、わずかな緊張とぎこちなさが隠せない。船に乗り込むなり、逸斗は安奈を気遣い、どこか不器用ながらも必死に立ち働いた。「怖かっただろう?少し休んだ方がいい。それとも、腹は減っていないか?何かすぐに作らせるから」次から次へと溢れ出す心配の言葉。彼女をいささかも疎かにすまいとするその必死な様子に、安奈は思わず笑みをこぼした。張り詰めていた心の糸が、ゆっくりと解けていくのが分かった。「大丈夫よ。休みはいらないし、お腹も空いてないから」逸斗はようやく安堵の溜息をつくと、穏やかで慈しみに満ちた声で説明を始めた「四日前、君の友が俺を訪ねてきて、ようやく君の居場所を突き止めたんだ。知らせを聞いて、すぐに駆けつけた。どこか、怪我はしていないか?」安奈は静かに首を振った。以前の彼女は、藤原家の兄弟が瓜二つの容姿をしていることだけを知っていた。けれど、こうして直に接してみれば、二人は似ても似つかぬ、全くの別人であることに気づいた。丸一日かけて船は岸辺へと辿り着いた。港では良子が目を潤ませて待ち構えており、安奈の姿を認めるなり、弾かれたように飛びついて彼女を抱きしめた。「安奈!心配させないでよ、本当に怖かったんだから!」島に連れて行かれたあの日と同じように、船を下りた安奈を誰かの腕が包み込む。けれど、あの日背筋を凍らせた絶望とは対照的に、今の安奈の胸を満たしているのは、柔らかな安らぎだった。彼女は微笑み、良子の背を優しく叩いて宥めた。「もう大丈夫よ」その後、逸斗は念のためと譲らず、安奈を病院へ連れて行き精密検査を受けさせた。隅々まで検査を終えてようやく、彼は安奈と良子の二人を、良子が滞在しているホテルまで送り届けた。車を下りる直前、逸斗が不意に口を開いた。「君は、一度会社に顔を出してみたいか?」降りようとしていた安奈の動きが、一瞬止まった。数秒の沈黙の後、彼女は真っ直ぐに前を見据えたまま答えた。「ええ、行きたいわ」二人は連絡先を交換し、翌日会社に行く約束をした。その夜、安奈は良子と並んでベッドに横たわった。良子はまず逸人の不実を散々に罵り倒すと、やがて声を潜めてこう囁いた。「ねえ、あなたがさらわれたって聞いた時の、逸斗の慌てようったらなかったんだから。
安奈の心は、どこまでも凪いでいた。それは今の彼女が逸人に対して抱いている感情そのもの――すなわち、完全なる虚無だった。「これ以上、無意味な執着はやめて。分かっているはずよ。私はもうあなたを愛していないし、二度と愛することもない。諦めなさい。私を解放して、あなた自身も楽になればいいわ」背後で、膝が砂にめり込む鈍い音が響いた。安奈は振り返らない。逸人は砂浜に膝を突き、頬を伝う涙が砂を黒く染めていくのを、ただ無力に見つめていた。彼は嗚咽を漏らしながら、その場に縋り付くように卑屈な祈りを捧げた。ただの一度でいい、彼女が振り返ってくれること――彼は狂おしいほどに渇望していた。「嫌だ、安奈、行かないでくれ。頼むから……俺には君が必要なんだ。もう一度だけ、チャンスをくれ。今度は絶対に君を傷つけたりしない。頼む……一度でいい、こっちを見てくれ……俺を、そんな風にいないものとして扱わないでくれ……お願いだ!」だが、安奈がその背を向けることはなかった。何を言っても無駄だと悟った彼女は、これ以上言葉を費やすこともしなかった。どうせ明日になれば、彼らがここへ来るのだから。彼女は砂を払って立ち上がり、別邸の方へと歩き出した。海辺には、跪く逸人の姿と、寄せては返す波の音だけが残された。ほどなくして、波音に混じって、獣のような悲痛な泣き声が響き渡った。翌朝。逸人は昨夜の出来事などなかったかのように安奈の前に現れ、無理に作った笑みを浮かべて彼女を朝食に誘った。安奈は食卓についても箸を動かそうとはせず、ただじっと「その時」を待っていた。逸人が不審げに彼女を見つめたその瞬間、一人のボディーガードが血相を変えて飛び込んできた。「ボス、外に……正体不明の一団が上陸してきました!」逸人は険しく眉を寄せたが、部屋を出る直前、安奈を安心させるように屈み込んで囁いた。「安奈、大丈夫だ。俺が何とかしてくる。すぐ戻るから、ここで待っていて」彼がボディーガードと共に外へ飛び出し、別邸に静寂が戻ると、安奈もまた席を立ち、外へと向かった。海岸へ辿り着いた安奈の視界に、対峙する二人の男――逸人と逸斗の姿があった。「なぜここを突き止めた」逸人は、目の前の逸斗を殺気立った目で見据えた。「安奈を返せ!彼女を拉致して自由を奪うような男に、愛を語る資格など万に一つもない!
あの衝突以来、数日の間、逸人が安奈の前に姿を見せることはなかった。しかし、毎食届けられる食事は相変わらず彼自身の手によるものであり、彼女をここから解放する意思がないことだけは明白だった。一週間が過ぎた頃、安奈はついに見張りのボディーガードを呼び、逸人に会いたいと告げた。ほどなくして現れた逸人の姿を見て、安奈は思わず言葉を失った。わずか数日の間に、彼は見る影もなく窶れていた。目の下にはどす黒い隈が落ち、眼球は幾晩も眠れぬ夜を過ごしたかのように血走っている。安奈はその理由を深く探るつもりなど微塵もなかった。彼女は単刀直入に用件を切り出した。「私のスマホを返して」逸人の胸に鋭い痛みが走った。彼女が自分を呼んだと聞いたとき、心のどこかで彼女の頑なな態度が少しは軟化したのではないかと、淡い期待を抱いてしまったのだ。だが、彼女の目的は、やはり自分からの離脱でしかなかった。「駄目だ。渡せば、君は外に助けを求めるだろう」彼は掠れた声で拒んだ。安奈の胸に苛立ちが募る。「会社に急ぎの件があるの。これ以上滞らせるわけにはいかないわ。こうしましょう。あなたが私の隣に立って、送信内容をすべて隣で見ていてもいいわ。それでいいでしょう?」それは、安奈にとって最大限の譲歩だった。逸人はさらなる要求を重ねて彼女を逆撫ですることを恐れ、大人しくスマホを手渡した。安奈は良子へ一通のメッセージを送った。【良子、例の水面下で動いていた提携先から連絡があったわ。提携に合意するそうよ。至急、南方にある先方の独立支社へ向かい、詳細を詰めて。この好機を絶対に逃さないで】実際には、そんな提携先など存在しない。これは捕まったことを伝えるための合図であり、良子なら必ず意図を汲み取ってくれると信じていた。数分後、良子から返信が届く。【了解したわ。明日には現地へ飛ぶ。四日以内には話がまとまるはずよ。安心して任せて】逸人は文面のどこにも不審な点を見つけられなかった。仕事のやり取りが終わったことを確認すると、彼は再びスマホを回収した。安奈もそれ以上は抗わなかった。メッセージを送信して以来、安奈の表情からは目に見えて険しさが消え、どこか余裕さえ感じさせるようになった。まるでこの監禁生活をバカンスか何かと履き違えているかのように、彼女の口から「ここを出たい」という言葉が漏れることは
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