LOGIN「結婚は人生の墓場である」という言葉があるが、江崎心美(えさき ここみ)の墓に関しては、もはや跡形もなく暴かれ、墓標すら残されてはいなかった。 結婚して三年、離婚を切り出したのはこれで九度目になる。 無限ループに閉じ込められたバグのように、彼女は再燃する期待と冷え切った絶望の狭間で、出口のない葛藤を繰り返していた。 初めて離婚を切り出した時、彼女は交通事故に遭い、通りを鮮血で染めた。だが、沢田哉治(さわだ さいじ)は車の窓すら開けず、「立て込んでいる」と一言残して去った。 後に知ったことだが、彼が「立て込んでいる」と吐き捨てたその時間は、別の女に特注のケーキを届けるべく、自ら空港へと車を飛ばし、プライベートジェットに乗り込むためのものだったのだ。 九度目の今回、哉治のほうから離婚届を差し出してきた。 「心美、離婚しよう。一ヶ月だけでいい、偽装離婚だ」 哉治のその声は、かつてと変わらず優しかった。 「詩織の家が倒産しかけている。彼女の父親に無理やり老いぼれと結婚させられそうなんだ。彼女をそんな泥沼に突き落とすわけにはいかないんだ」 六年もの歳月を捧げて愛したこの男を、心美は静かに見つめていた。そして、不意に自嘲的な笑みを漏らした。 結局、哉治の妻である自分の存在は、唐沢詩織(からさわ しおり)という女の涙一粒にすら、及ばなかった。
View More“I can’t leave you. Come with us. If you stay, they will kill you.” Louve told her husband.
Drake held her face between his hands and looked at her sadly.
“They are after me and our child. I can’t risk losing you both because of me.” He told her holding her large swollen stomach.
Tears filled her eyes.
“How am I supposed to live without you?” She asked him, her voice cracking in the end.
“You have to. For the sake of our baby. If I had another way, I would definitely leave with you both but…we both know there isn’t.” He told her and touched her head with his, “I love you, my darling and I love you too, my child.” He touched her stomach.
“And we love you, babe.” She told him with tears now streaming down her face.
He kissed her desperately and for the last time because he started hearing the vampires coming towards them.
He broke the kiss and looked at her with fear.
“Run, my love, Run.” He told her and slowly walked away.
She clenched her teeth as he started to transform into his dragon form. She shape-shifted into her wolf form as well and turned her back on him.
“You will always be my first and last mate!” she told him with a heartbroken tone and ran away.
“As you will be mine.” He said in a low tone.
“There he is! Hurry the she-wolf is getting away!” he heard a vampire say.
He looked at him angrily and grabbed his body tightly in his large hand and bit his head off. He then threw his body and breathed fire on it.
“No one will touch my family as long as I breath!” he said angrily as more vampires started to appear.
“Well then I guess you will have to die. Not that I was going to let you live.” The vampire King told him with an evil smile.
He angrily breathed fire on every vampire in his sight but he had to stop soon feeling weak. He wasn’t a strong dragon because he didn’t have a specific element. He a neutral dragon which made him the most beautiful dragon and that also made his magic weak.
When he stopped breathing fire on them and look to see how much damage he did to them, he was shocked because they were all unharmed.
“Dragon capes. Made with dragon scales. My idea. You like it?” The vampire king mocked him.
“You monsters!” He told him.
“Don’t worry you’ll be joining your kind soon.” The vampire king told him and charged at him.
The other vampires followed their king and charged with him.
He fought them as long as he could but he was unable to fight for long. The vampires had bit him too many times. Their venom was lethal to dragons. He was slowly starting to feel it’s effect.
“Give it up, dragon. You’re no match for us. Make it easy for all of us. We are going to go after your family anyways.” The vampire king told him.
“You have a son of your own! Wouldn’t you protect him if his life was threatened?” Drake asked him.
The vampire king nodded.
“You are a good father but unfortunately that won’t save you. Don’t worry about your daughter. I’ll raise her until she is old enough to be my guinea pig.” He told him.
Drake got angry at his comments. The spiky scales on his back split apart and electricity started flowing through his body. The clouds started turning black and thunder started rolling.
The vampires king looked at him shocked. No dragon has ever controlled the weather. He knew what was coming next.
“FALL BACK!” He yelled at his fellow vampires.
Some overly confident vampire stayed like idiots while others fled.
Drake who had a murderous look on his face roared loudly. Lighting from the clouds stuck towards Drake and then flowed around him electrocuting and vaporising all the vampires on the ground. A few quickly grew their wings and flew into the sky.
Drake fell down losing the strength in his body because of the venom in his body. His eyesight started to blur. In his final moments he saw his wife’s face smiling at him before everything went quiet.
•••
Louve felt her connection with her husband die. Tears started falling down her face uncontrollably as she kept running. She had no idea how long she had been running, but it was already dark. She had to stop because she felt the water break and started to feel contractions. She shifted back to her human form. She was completely naked. She forced herself to walk a little further but the contractions started getting worse and worse. She laid down beneath a tree and breathed deeply. She thought that she would have to give birth here.
She heard footsteps coming her way. She grabbed a stick that was near her to defend herself. She thought that it was a vampire.
A person with in a black cloak approached her.
“Don’t come near me!” Louve told the person loudly.
The person took off the hat to let her see her face. She was a beautiful woman with purple hair and eyes. She looked like she was in her mid-twenties. She didn’t smell like a vampire.
“You... you’re not a vampire.” Louve said lowering the stick.
“No, I’m a witch.” She told her, “My name is Olivia Wilder.”
Louve opened her mouth to speak but a strong contraction stopped her. She grinned her teeth to stop herself from screaming.
“You’re about to give birth.” Olivia said and came towards her. She took off her cloak and wrapped it around Louve’s naked body and said, “My hut is nearby. Come with me, it’s safer there.”
She nodded.
Olivia helped her up and took her to her hut. When they got there, she helped her lay down on her bed. Olivia then looked at her cervix to see how she was doing.
“Don’t start pushing yet. You’re 7 centimetres dilated and you need to be at 10 centimetres to start pushing the baby.” Olivia told her.
Louve nodded and went through another contraction.
Olivia went away and started preparing. She boiled water and sterilized the scissors and clamps. She then placed it near Louve’s body and got a few clean towels. She looked at her cervix it was fully dilated.
“Okay, you’re fully dilated. Now push with every contraction you feel.” Olivia told her.
She did as Olivia instructed her. Olivia kept encouraging her in every 5 minutes so she doesn’t stop pushing.
“One final push!” Olivia told her.
Louve gave her all at her final push with a yell. After a painful hour of pushing, her baby was finally out.
Olivia quickly cut the umbilical cord and clamped it as the baby cried.
“Congratulations, you gave birth to a baby girl.” Olivia told her and started cleaning her up.
When she finished cleaning the baby, she handed her to her mother.
Louve started crying seeing her daughter for the first time.
“She’s so beautiful. If only your father could see you.” Louve said.
“What happened to her father?” Olivia asked looking at her.
“He died protecting us.” She told her.
“I’m sorry for your loss.” Olivia told her, “You’re not done yet. You need to push the placenta out too.”
Louve nodded.
After they were done with the whole delivery process, both the baby and mother fell asleep from the exhaustion.
Olivia used a flotation spell on them and changed the bloody bedsheets quickly and then gently lowered them on the bed.
She then went on and made her portions. A few hours later she heard the baby crying. When she got to the room the cry went away. She saw Louve feeding her child.
She gave a small smile to Olivia who walked towards her.
“How did you know so much about delivering babies?” Louve asked her.
Olivia sat down beside her.
“It’s boring to just make spells and potions all the time. So, I spent some time with the humans and learned a few things.” She replied.
“I don’t have the words to thank you.” Louve told her and looked at her with gratitude.
“Don’t mention it.” Olivia told her, “I made an oath to help the everyone in need when I got my doctor degree.” She grinned and added, “You were lucky that I was coming back from the human world otherwise you would have to give birth in the woods.”
“Thank you so much.” Louve thanked her again.
Olivia shook her head with a smile saying ‘no problem.’
“Why were you in the woods?” Olivia asked out of curiosity.
She slowly told her everything and after she was done, she saw Olivia sigh sadly. An idea came to her mind.
“I need to ask you for one more favour.” Louve told her with a serious expression.
“What is it?” she asked her.
“I want to hid my baby from all the creatures. Vampires, wolves, everyone. I can’t be with her because the vampires are after us. I want you to cast the strongest spell on her that will conceal her true identity and powers and also…help find her a good human family. Can you do that?” she asked her.
Olivia got up and looked at her seriously.
“I know a spell but it will cost you some of your life years.” She told her.
“How many years?” Louve asked her.
“1000 years.” She told her.
Louve will only have a few more years to live after that but she nodded.
“I’ll do it.” She told her.
“I’ll start preparing then.” Olivia told her and went away.
When she was done preparing, she told Louve to stand up. She did as she was told. Olivia held her hand and tied a red thread around their hand. She started chanting a spell. The red thread slowly went off in flames and a few seconds later it was finished.
“Your 1000 years are now gone.” Olivia told her, “Take the baby and come with me.”
Louve held her baby and followed Olivia out. She stopped in the living room. Olivia took the baby from her and laid her on the floor where she had made a magic circle with chalk.
She told Louve to stay away from the circle and started chanting the cloaking spell on the baby. After five minutes the spell was completed.
Louve took one last look at her baby daughter and kissed her forehead. She then looked at Olivia.
“Find her a good human home for me.” She told her, “I have to leave now, otherwise all of us won’t be safe.”
“I promise I’ll get her a good couple to look after her. I wish you luck.” Olivia told her.
Louve nodded and transformed into her wolf form. She took one last look at her baby girl and ran away.
She was only a few miles away when she got ambushed by the vampires.
She tried to fight them off but they were too many of them. They all tackled her and held her down on the ground.
“Where’s the baby?” one vampire asked seeing that she was no longer carrying her child.
“She died. She didn’t make it.” Louve told them.
“Oh, really? Then where’s the body?” the vampire asked.
“Some where you’ll never her.” She told him.
He kicked her in the stomach.
“You think we were born yesterday? Take her to the King! He’ll deal with her!” the vampire told his troops.
‘Stay safe, my daughter.’ She said in her head as they dragged her away.
•••
Olivia flew on her broom with the baby girl tucked comfortably under her cloak. She had a couple in mind. She saw them when she was a doctor in the hospital and knew that they would take good care of her. She flew around for a while looking for their house.
After 2 hours she finally found it. She landed in front of the house lawn and laid the baby girl on the floor in front of the door.
“Good luck, little one.” She told her in a low tone and gave the baby her blessings.
She knocked on the door and flew away and looked at her from the sky.
A man came out and saw her. He quickly picked up the baby and took her inside.
Olivia smiled and flew away. Her work was done and she had kept her promise to the she-wolf. The rest was up to her fate.
帰国した哉治を待っていたのは、宗一郎の容赦ない言葉だった。「まったく、情けない奴だ。このわしが老骨に鞭打って直々に足を運んでやったというのに、結局、あの子を連れ戻せなんだか」哉治は自嘲気味に口角を上げたが、その声には隠しようのない苦渋が混じっていた。「……お祖父様の仰る通りです」彼はそれだけ言うと、力なくその場を後にした。宗一郎はその孤独で、今にも崩れ落ちそうな背中をじっと見つめ、深く重い溜息をついた。それ以来、哉治は何かに取り憑かれたように仕事に没頭した。自分に一瞬の隙も、余計なことを考える時間さえも与えぬほどに、自らを追い込んでいった。だが、屋敷の寝室だけは、あの日から時が止まったままだった。心美が残していった物たちは、何一つ変わらぬ姿でそこにある。彼女が着ていた服、使いかけの口紅、窓辺に並ぶ色鮮やかな多肉植物、そして枕元に置かれたフリンジ付きのナイトランプ。その部屋は以来、沢田家の「禁域」となった。哉治は、自分以外の何人がそこへ足を踏み入れることも決して許さなかった。光陰矢のごとし、瞬く間に三年の月日が流れた。沢田グループは今や、国内屈指の巨大企業へとその規模を拡大させていた。ある日、哉治はソファに深く腰掛け、テレビに映し出されるインタビュー映像を食い入るように見つめていた。画面の向こうにいたのは、独占取材に応じる心美の姿だった。洗練されたメイクを施し、凛とした佇まいで椅子に座る彼女は、インタビュアーの鋭い問いかけに対しても、驚くほど冷静に、かつ淀みなく答えていく。三年の歳月は、彼女を国内外でその名を知らぬ者はいないデザイナーへと変貌させていた。かつて彼の傍にいた頃の彼女は、その輝きを失い、まるで行き場のない影のように生きていた。だが、彼を離れた今、彼女は夜空に浮かぶ誰よりも眩い一等星のように、その光を放っている。その直後、哉治は誰もが耳を疑う決断を下した。何の変哲もないある日、彼は記者会見を開き、突如として沢田グループの全役職から退くことを宣言した。この電撃引退のニュースは、瞬く間にビジネス界全体に激震を走らせた。哉治はそれまで築き上げてきたあらゆる肩書きを脱ぎ捨て、積み上げてきた仕事のすべてを手放すと、たった一人で世界を巡る旅に出た。D国、極彩色の光が夜空を舞うオーロラの下
亮智から愛を告白された際、心美は再び、首を振った。「亮智。あなたは本当にいい人。でも、私のためにこれ以上、無駄な時間を使わないで」亮智の顔には、隠しようのない落胆と挫折の色が浮かんだ。「哉治のせいか?」「違うの」亮智は諦めきれず、食い下がった。「この前、君のお父さんの心臓の持病が再発した時に、僕が出張中でさえなければ……」「彼とは関係ないわ!」心美は亮智の瞳を真っ直ぐに見つめ、平穏な声で告げた。「私があなたを拒むのは、誰のせいでもない。ねえ、知ってる?こっちに戻ってきたばかりの頃、私の世界には色がなかったの。何の生気もなくて、ただ淡々と、穏やかに枯れていくだけの日々。毎日花を育てたり猫のムギを撫でたりして過ごしていたけれど、心の中は空っぽだったよ。でもね、仕事に復帰して、再びデザインペンを握ったときにようやく気づいたの。この世界には、恋愛なんかよりもずっと輝かしくて、尊いものがあるんだって」ここ半年、心美が発表したデザイン画は業界で大きな話題となり、名だたるメーカーが彼女の作品を求めて列を作っている。彼女は今や、業界が最も注目する新進気鋭のデザイナーとなっていた。「だから……分かるでしょう?」心美は言葉を選び、壊れ物を扱うように慎重に、だがはっきりと告げた。亮智は、彼女の瞳の奥に宿る眩いばかりの光を見た。彼は静かに頷くと、憑き物が落ちたような、どこか晴れやかな笑みを浮かべた。「わかったよ。それなら僕は待っている。君がいつか、誰かの愛を必要とする日が来るまで。僕はいつだって、ここにいるから」彼は心美の手を取り、その手の甲にキスを落とした。哉治は心美がよく立ち寄るカフェで彼女を待っていた。しばらくの間、彼はただ影のように寄り添い、陰で見守ることに徹していた。あの日、凌久が心臓の持病で倒れ、一刻を争う事態に陥らなければ、姿を現すつもりもなかったのだ。あの時、泣きじゃくっていた心美の無力な姿が、今も脳裏に焼き付いている。そこへ、心美が彼のもとへ歩み寄り、向かいの席に腰を下ろした。「お父さんを助けてくれてありがとう」哉治の胸に、歓喜の火が灯った。宗一郎から、心美に会いに行った際の話を聞かされていたからだ。九十九回の鞭打ちに耐えた事実を知ったとき、彼女が明らかに動揺し、自
哉治は病院のベッドで、三日三晩、泥のように眠り続けた。この間、彼は唐沢家を救うため、不眠不休で働き詰めだった。そして、宗一郎から折檻を受け、丸一日、石畳の上で土下座を強制された。傷だらけの身体に亮智からの追い打ちが加わり、張り詰めていた糸が切れるように、彼はそのまま崩れ落ちた。眠りの中で繰り返されるのは、心美の面影ばかりだ。天真爛漫な笑顔、落ち着いた横顔、期待に満ちた顔、そして絶望に沈んだあの顔。夢から覚めるたび、彼はびっしょりと冷や汗をかき、暗闇の中で激しい後悔に苛まれるのだった。亮智に報復するつもりは毛頭なかった。もしあれが心美の差し金なのだとしたら、これこそが自分に相応しい報いなのだと、彼は甘んじて受け入れていた。退院したその日から、哉治は国内と海外を往復する生活を始めた。週の半分は国内で仕事を片付け、残りの時間はすべて彼女のいる異国の地で過ごす。あの最悪な再会の日以来、哉治が彼女の前に姿を現すことは二度となかった。ただ、遠くからそっと彼女を見守る。同じ空の下で、彼女が息をしている。ただそれだけを感じられれば、今の自分には十分だった。心美が彼の存在に気づいていないはずがなかった。夜、窓の外の街灯の下には、いつも決まってすらりとした背の高い男が立っていた。彼女は気づかないふりをして、無情にカーテンを閉める。ある日、彼女がテーマパークを訪れたときのことだ。あろうことか、あの誇り高いエリートであるはずの哉治が、不格好で大きな着ぐるみに身を包み、人混みの中にいた。ただ正々堂々と彼女と握手をするためだけに、彼は自分のプライドをかなぐり捨てた。初雪が降った朝、彼女の通勤路に一つのかわいらしい雪だるまが置かれていた。通りがかった人々は、「まあ、この雪だるま、あの女性にそっくりね」と口々に囁き合った。――そんな執着が続いていたある日のこと。心美が両親を連れてファッション展覧会へ向かっていた最中、道路脇で突如として爆発事故が発生した。彼女の車は混乱の渦に巻き込まれ、立ち往生を余儀なくされる。爆発の衝撃と恐怖に、凌久が持病の心臓発作を起こして倒れた。狼狽した心美は、必死に凌久を抱え上げ、一刻も早く病院へ運ぼうとする。だが、か細い彼女の腕では、凌久の体を引き摺ることさえままならなかった。彼女は焦って
「あなたに、あの子の名を呼ぶ資格なんてない!」心美は絞り出すような声で叫んだ。娘を失ったことは、彼女の人生において決して癒えることのない最大の傷だった。その名を愛娘を死に追いやった男の口から聞かされて、平然としていられるはずがない。「私をどう陥れようと、どれほど辱めようと構わないわ。でも、あの子を殺したのは……あなたと詩織よ!人殺しのあなたに、あの子の名前を呼ぶ資格なんてない」目の前でなりふり構わず感情を爆発させる彼女の姿に、哉治の胸は締め付けられるような激痛に支配された。「僕と一緒に帰ろう。やり直せばいい。子供ならまた作ればいいじゃないか。それに、以前のことは全て調べがついた。僕の誤解だったんだ……心美、本当にすまない」これほどまでにプライドを捨て、なりふり構わず下手に出る自分に、彼自身ですら想像し得なかったことだ。「詩織が君をプールに突き落としたことも分かっている。彼女にはもう、相応の報いを受けさせたから」心美は鼻で笑った。「報い?笑わせないで。どうせ、言葉で少し窘めた程度でしょう?沢田さん、私はもう吹っ切れたの。あなたへの想いも、過去のすべてに関してもね」彼女は涙を拭い、冷徹に言い放つ。「以前のことはもう不問にするわ。でも、またあそこに戻って、あなたたちに踏みにじられるなんて真っ平よ。詩織と仲良く暮らせばいいじゃない。あの子と同じ『秋』なんて名前の子を、何人でも授かればいいわ」「違う、秋じゃないんだ」哉治は焦燥に駆られて説明した。「ただの季節の『秋』なんかじゃないんだ。麦の『穂』……あの実りの『穂』なんだよ」心美は顔を上げ、疑念に満ちた眼差しを向けた。哉治は自嘲気味に微笑んだ。「あの年のデザインコンクールを覚えているかい?君が大賞を獲った時のモチーフが麦の穂だった。君の妊娠が分かったとき、僕は迷わずあの子を『穂』と名付けたんだ」心美はそれ以上、何も言わなかった。ただ、虚ろな瞳で、ふらふらと店を出ていった。亮智はたまらず駆け寄り、今にも崩れ落ちそうな心美をその腕で抱きとめた。愛しい彼女の変わり果てた姿への痛切な想いと、煮え繰り返るような憤りが混ざり合い、彼は追いかけてきた哉治を射抜くような眼差しで睨みつけた。「さっさと消えろ」もし心美に「自分の手で決着をつける」と
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