Novel & Cerita Afraid For Love To Fade

Paulit-ulit niyang inaayos ang cuff ng kanyang damit kahit maayos na iyon. “Bro, relax,” bulong ni Marco, ang kanyang best man. Ngumiti si Ethan nang bahagya. “Hindi ako kinakabahan sa kasal…” sagot niya, “…kinakabahan ako na baka panaginip lang ‘to.” Tahimik ang paligid. Hanggang sa— Tumugtog ang music. How to be brave? How can I love when I'm afraid to fall? But watching you stand alone

tugon ko at tumango. Umiwas ako ng tingin nang maalala 'yong last na pag-uusap namin which is noong inalok nya akong ihatid. Sariwa pa rin 'yon sa utak ko at hindi ko maiwasan ang maging apektado pa rin. "Let me love you from afar until my feelings fade, Haila."

"Masakit na nga ang puso ko may gana ka pang manampal, kasalanan ko bang nalulungkot talaga ang puso ko. Ikaw ba, hindi mo ito nararamdaman noon kay Hugo?" "I feel you, Lily. Love is a thing that you can't imagine. But you have to learn to be brave, dapat marunong ka na ihanda ang sarili mo sa mga bagay-bagay. Hindi natin hawak ang puso ng taong mahal natin, sometimes love fade away," makahulugang saad ni Micah kay Lily. "Ayan ka na naman, e. Sige na nga babangon na ako kaysa marinig iyang mga sinasabi mong kakaiba. Kinakabahan talaga ako 'pag nagsasalita ka na, e."

“Because losing you… is the only thing I’m truly afraid of.” Sa unang pagkakataon ngayong gabi, lumambot ang tingin niya. Hinila niya ako papalapit at niyakap nang mahigpit, para bang kung bibitaw siya, mawawala ako sa kanya. At doon, sa ilalim ng malamig na liwanag ng buwan, alam kong kahit anong mangyari, hindi ko siya iiwan.

Tanong ko. “Am I really not obvious Lia? Before you love me, I love you already. Not as your best friend but I love you as a woman. I was too afraid. I love you so much. It was not about my pride if I get rejected but it’s about losing you.” Saad niya.

"It makes me scared, baby... I am happy as fuck, but I am afraid at the same time." Gustong kumawala ng mga luha ko at napaganti ako ng yakap kay Vander. "A-ano ba ang sinasabi mo? I am just saying those dahil gusto ko at yun ang nararamdaman ko." Saad ko sa kanya. Hindi ko alam kung malakas lang talaga ang pakiramdam ni Vander. Pero wala sa plano ko ang iwan siya. Not again. Not ever. "I rather want you to be not this sweet, than being like this but making me feel scared. I know I am just being paranoid, but I don't know...my heart is feeling this way." His voice sounded fear and sadness.

Hinawakan nya ako sa magkabilang balikat, inilayo ako ng bahagya at tinitigan saaking mga mata. “I can feel that you love me too Aia. I know you feel the same way for me. Kung ang ikinatatakot mo ay may hahadlang sa pagmamahalan natin, you should not worry.. Kaya kitang ipag laban Aia.. Ipaglalaban kita. Handa akong igive up ang kompanya para sayo. Kaya kong mawala ang lahat saakin wag lang ikaw Aia. Mababaliw ako pag nawala ka saakin.. Mahal na mahal kita Aia.” Mas lalo akong na paiyak sa mga sinabi nya. Gustong gusto kong tanggapin ang pag ibig nya pero may pumipigil saakin. Nadadala ako ng takot sa mga maaring mangyari sakaling sumugal akong mahalin sya. Natatakot ako na may masamang mang

Ang alam ko lang ay mas matindi ang pagmamahal ko para sa kan’ya. "What is it, mi amore? What’s wrong?" It was Evan’s voice that halted my train of thought. Nagmamaang-maangan ako na nagkibit-balikat sa kan’ya at saka siya hinatak upang muli ako na gawaran ng halik. I don't want him to know about my fears because I am afraid that he’ll use them against me. Yes, I love him, but the fear that I have is what is making me doubt whatever we have. I love him, but I can't fully trust anyone at the moment.

tugon niya at naghila ng isang monoblock sabay naupo sa aking tabi ng may ngiti sa kaniyang labi. "Did you just mean that you'll irritate me for the whole day?" "Nah, I'll love you for the whole day." Nginiwian ko na lang siya pero wala na rin akong nagawa. Even if he's a soft spoken type of guy, his words and actions still irritates me, or maybe not. He doesn't irritates me. I'm just... afraid. Afraid that one day... I'll fall to him. But what if I already had fallen?

She pauses from walking and breathes in, she is aware that if they figure out the truth, they will surely kill her. "Are you really that afraid to face them?" Rogue suddenly asked when he noticed that Keilah seemed hesitant to open the door. "You don't know the reason, okay?" She hissed. "Then tell me," he insisted and walked closer to her. He gently grabbed her waist and pulled her even closer to him, when her skin darted onto him, she felt her cheeks turning red. "Let's go, just try to relax and everything will be fine. Come on, it's just a simple dinner."