Again And Again And Again の小説・ストーリー

Binaba ko na ang phone ko at tuluyang humiga. I close my eyes but I suddenly remembered how we met and how we ended up kaya napamulat ako ng mata. I know I moved on from him. And If our paths are cross again, I know hindi na ko mahuhuhulog sa kaniya ulit. Hinding hindi na. Never again. That words run through my mind as I close my eyes and fall deeply into sleep.

No worries will you ever see now, baby (Ever see now, baby) I'm so happy for my baby (Happy for you, baby) Dream about us together again What I want: us together again, baby I know we'll be together again, 'cause Everywhere I go, every smile I see I know you are there smilin' back at me Dancin' in moonlight, I know you are free 'Cause I can see your star shinin' down on me Good times we'll share again (Together again, ooh) Makes me wanna dance Say it loud and proud (Together again) All my love's for you There are times when I look above and beyond There are times when I feel you smile upon me, baby I'll never forget my baby What I'd give just to hold you close as on earth In heaven, we will

simpleng ani ko at tatayo na sana, pero inilang hakbang niya lang at nasa mismong harap ko na siya. Here we go again. I already see this. I already know what's next here. He will kiss me, and what? Will we do it again? Nakagat ko ang labi nang mamula ang pisngi ko sa kabila ng iritang nararamdaman. Talagang sa ilang beses naming pagtatalo ay ganoon lang ang kakalabasan non kaya hindi ko maalis sa isip ko na mangyayare iyon!

Different faces, but same cycle. Parang ganito na lang lagi: may lalapit, may titingin, may magko-comment, may mag-aassume, then I'll either explain myself or choose to stay silent. After that, I'll move forward... only to find myself in another version of the same situation. Cycle. That word keeps echoing in my head. Because that's exactly how it feels. Life is a cycle where you keep going through things you thought you already outgrew, just to realize may lesson ka pa ring hindi natutunan. Or maybe hindi pa talaga tapos, kaya paulit-ulit siyang bumabalik.

Pareho kaming hingal na hingal matapos, pero ni isa sa amin ay walang bumitaw. He kissed my forehead gently. “Marry me again,” bulong niya, kahit bagong kasal lang kami. Napatawa ako sa gitna ng pagod. “We just did.” “Then do it again next year. And the year after that. Every year, I’ll ask you to be mine.” “I’ll say yes,” sagot ko, halos paungol. “Even if I lose everything?” “As long as I still have you,” sagot ko, “that’s more than enough.”

Mas lalo pa niyang pinag-igihan ang ginagawa na naging dahilan ng muling pag-iinit ng aking katawan. "Ayaw ko. Gusto ko pang ulitin. I want you again, again and again." aniya habang matiim na nakatitig sakin. Kinubabawan niya ako at hinalikan sa leeg. Mas lalong nag-init ang aking katawan dahil sa kaniyang ginawa. Hindi na ako nagprotesta pa, kahit naman umayaw ako hindi siya makikinig at gusto ko ang ginagawa niya. Muli, sa pangalawang pagkakataon. Nag-isa ang aming katawan.

“I… hate… you.” Lalo siyang napangisi, itinagilid ang ulo na para bang nasisiyahan sa narinig. “Say it again.” “I hate you.” “Good,” aniya, muling bumabaon nang walang awa. “Hate me more.” Hinugot niya halos ang buong haba niya. “Hate me forever.” Muli siyang umulos, mahaba at marahas, bago inilapit ang labi niya sa aking tainga. “Hate me for life.”

mahina kong sambit habang naiyak Imbis natumayo ay hinawakan lamang niya ang aking kamay hindi ko siya matignan dahil sa tuwing gagawin ko yun ay mas lalo akong napapaiyak mas lalo akong nadudurog sa sakit. " come back to me love me again, trust me again my love sisiguraduhin kong hindi na masisira ang pagtitiwala mo sakin.."

Tinitigan ko siya na parang sinasabi na, I want something more, I want him, I missed him, and I still love him. Kaya naramdaman ko ang paggalaw ng labi niya, na akin namang sinundan ang bawat ritmo-- and now we are kissing passionately and with longing to do this again for so many years, na nagkawalay kami sa isa't isa.

syempre kasama na dun ang magaling kong kaibigan "Zantyr!! Zanryr!! Zantyr!! Zantyr!! Zantyr!! Zantyr!! Zantyr!! Zantyr!! Zantyr!! Zantyr!! Zantyr!! Zantyr!! Zantyr!! Zantyr!! Zantyr!! Zantyr!! Zantyr!! Zantyr!! Zantyr!! Zantyr!! Zantyr!! Zantyr!! Zantyr!! Zantyr!! Zantyr!! Zantyr!! Zantyr!! Zantyr!! Zantyr!! Zantyr!! Zantyr!! Zantyr!! Zantyr!! Zantyr!! Zantyr!! Zantyr!!Zantyr!! Zantyr!! Zantyr!! Zantyr!! Zantyr!! Zantyr!! Zantyr!!"