Was It Worth It Taking The Risk
The judgements, the accusations, the bad things they throw at me, the… sin I had done… all of it… and being in this certain situation right now, makes me feel… that I deserve it.
I deserve the judgement.
I deserve not to be loved.
I deserve to be left behind.
I deserve to… be trash in everybody’s life.
I don't deserve good things, only bad things.
The video played on a constant loop, while I cried.
There were no sounds, but it was clear… that it was me, and Psalm.
It was compiled. Like whoever recorded this… and saw this in person… must have witnessed it.. a lot of times, already.
My face… looking like I was pleasured and pleased, by how Psalm slammed inside me. My body… uncensored.
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