Disillusioned Novels & Stories

This place becomes alive because of their hopes and smiles "Disappointed ako dahil nandito padin tayo"I said as I looked every person passing by "Matapos yun, wala namang nangyari. We're still here. Nandito padin tayo sa lugar na toh. Nothing changed.."napayuko ako at unti unting kinakain ng takot, frustration at galit sa sarili "Walang nagbago. Kailangan parin nating pumatay. Kailangan paring may mamatay bago maging malaya"

aniya sabay pakawala ng bahagyang tawa. "Ang laking hiya talaga namin kanina. Dulot ng disappointment dahil hindi namin nasundan si Mr. Maskels, tumungo kami sa loob ng gym. Doon nga, nakapulot kami ng panibagong kaligayahan," kuwento pa ni Osang habang nagniningning ang kaniyang mga mata.

and I think nasa around 8 years old pa sya nito and nasa disneyland sila. Pinindot ko naman yung photos nya dahil wala syang featured photo and then boom! This Rad Gomez ay walang iba kundi yung guy na muntikan kong makabungguan ng dalawang beses. Rad pala name nya huh tunog virus sa isang computer amp ang suplado masyado akala mo naman kapogian siya sus! Ieexit ko na sana yung timeline niya ng bi*lang napindot ko yung like sa cover photo niyang nakapublic Gosh! jusko naman Teya!!! sa dami dami mong kagagahang gagawin bakit ganto pa argg! Jusko talaga, dali dali kong binawi yung like at inexit yung f*. Grabe ano ba nangyayari nakakainis na ha bakit ba ganon nalang ako ka clumsy myghad!!! Sa

Kahit anong gawing pagmamanipula, paghipo, pagpisil o paglalaro ng lalaki sa kanyang katawan at buhok, nanatili siyang walang kibo, tuwid at walang reaksyon tulad ng isang walang buhay na estatwa o puppet. Ang ganitong uri ngmpagrerebelde at silent protest ay malinaw na hindi nagustuhan at nagdulot ng pagkairita kay Vernon. "What, you've been exposed, so you're not going to say anything now?" Inikot ni Janella ang kanyang mga mata sa tindi ng inis at kawalan ng magawa. "Since you already know, why are you asking me?"

Sa lakas niyon, lumabo ang paningin ko at halos mawalan ako ng ulirat habang nakahandusay na sa sofa. ​Naramdaman ko na lang na umalis na si tita sa ibabaw ko. Hindi ko man agad maidilat nang ayos ang mga mata ko, naririnig ko ang mabilis niyang paglapit kay tito para magsinungaling na naman.

Ngunit bahagi na lamang iyon ng nakaraan niya. Mula nang ma-disillusion siya sa pag- ibig ay iniwan na rin niya ang bahaging iyon ng kanyang pagkatao. Kinalimutan na niya ang pag- eenjoy. Tahimik na pinarurusahan niya ang kanyang sarili dahil naging tanga siya at gullible siya.

But now, as she gazed at his clothes, she felt a pang of disillusionment, a sense of detachment, a realization that his world, his wealth, his power, had ultimately brought her nothing but pain. She closed the closet door, her heart heavy with a mixture of regret and resentment. She had been so naive, so blinded by the allure of his wealth, his charm, his promises. She had believed in his love, his devotion, his fidelity. But she had been wrong. He had been a master manipulator, a cunning deceiver, a man who had used her for his own gain.

But it was tempered by a deeper emotion—a profound sense of disillusionment. My family. The people I’d always sought acceptance from, the people I’d always tried to please, had rejected me, abandoned me, in my hour of greatest need. They had shown me their true colors, their true nature, and it was ugly. It was selfish, it was cruel, it was unforgivable.

Bati nito sa huli at mabilis akong sinulyapan bago ibinalik ang tingin kay Real at umiling. Ano ang ibig sabihin nun? Bakit ako sinulyapan at biglang umiling. Narinig ba nito ang pagtunog ng tiyan ko kaya siya umiiling. Nakakahiya yun but gutom na ako at wala ng hiya hiya sa akin kapag ganun. Bahala na sila kung ano ang iisipin nila basta ako kakain at magpapaka busog. Hindi ko na lang ito pinagtuonan ng pansin at naupo na lang sa pwesto ko. Ganun rin ang ginawa ng iba matapos ilapag ni Real ang ulam sa lamesa. Nagdasal muna kami bago nagsimulang kumain.

She didn't respond, but Mark could see the anger and hurt slowly giving way to a mix of sadness and disappointment. "I-i felt like I'm lost. I don't know myself anymore." He admitted, then looked around the campsite, wondering what tomorrow might bring them. The potential dangers and uncertainty of their situation is indefinite at walang makapagsasabi kung makakaalis pa ba sila o habangbuhay na silang mananatili sa islang ito. If that happens, Mark Anthonio is already a history. Ngayon pa nga lang, hindi na niya kilala ang sarili. Paano pa kaya kung magtatagal pa sila dito ng ilang linggo... buwan... taon?